Anonymity in Cyberspace

I was going to write about masked vigilantes on the internet in this post, but like yesterday, my mind is way too chopped up. I don't want to write about something that sucks when it's a great topic. When I'm in a good mood, I can ramble on about something without digressing much.

So I'll just talk about what happened today.


To sum it up:

1. sick and feverish
2. woke super late
3. got attacked by an overly friendly cat who shed alot of hair (called Wolly)
4. enjoyed an economics lesson
5. engaged in conversation with Victor on the bus but it was filled with many awkward silences
6. met my sister at our front door
7. ate a really really strange combo of food
8. caught up with my sister
9. went about doing stuff I do everyday (neighbours. omggg i hate sunny.)

I will upload the video of Wolly one day. When I say attacked, I don't mean ferociously. It just plodded all the way to me while I was standing at the bus stop (waiting for a bus which came late and i was 15 min early). Then it started rubbing itself all over my legs, OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME, CAT HAIR COVERED MY LEGS SO YUCKY. Then in economics, I felt abit itchy, and for a moment, I thought I was allergic to cat hair. But that was just a false alarm.

Mmm. Today was uneventful. People left school for their "As you like it". They get to watch a play during school time. D: I have to go out on a Friday night. blehh.

ACTIVITIES FOR THIS WEEK

Wed: Chatswood
Thurs: Darling Harbour
Friday: Bondi

What an interesting life I have.

Despite all the hype & colour I have in my life, sometimes I can't help but feel very plain and boring. I have alot of conversations with people filled with awkward silences. I don't know what to say, and am afraid of accidentally offending someone =.=. This is probably why I find blogging appealing. Blogging is healthy for the mind. Just say w/e you want whenever to whoever.

I also felt quite lonely today :( People were off to "as you like it" and I got to school late and had no idea people had gone away. The common room was mostly empty and I could SERIOUSLY SEE NO ONE. Then I realised that many people had a double free and were probably on their way home already. Damn. Monday lunches are quite quiet. To add to this, I feel a greater distance between my friends and I since year 12 started. Everyone's been quite preoccupied with school and things of study, and I'm still just pretty much the same, I just don't connect with them as much anymore.

What's worse is we're all spread out now. The canteen was cool. We used to all hang out in a bunch, taking up 1/4 of the floorspace in the canteen area. Now I see juniors cluttering the space and 4-5 seniors hanging around.

But I guess in life, somethings never change. I don't know whether that's bad or good, a bit of both I suppose.

Digressing: If you're feeling brave & man enough to stand viewing disturbing images, google "harlequin babies". One of the cruelest conditions mother nature has to offer to babies. I was shocked and scared the first time I googled it (thanks to Topher). yeah. That's the google search of the day. Perhaps I should make this a regular thing.

Speaking of google, I was gooling my own name before (teehee) seeing what would come up and OHMYGOSH! MY AVATAR CAME UP- which triggered me to write something about anonymity in cyberspace. My parents always tell me to not put my photos up on the internet incase someone unfriendly finds it and does voodoo or something strange like that (I lie, they never mentioned anything about voodoo.. that's just me).

I am the world's greatest digressor.

I am like that wiki game where you open up a page like "vampires" and try to end up on the page "hot dogs" by just clicking on hyperlinks in the page.

My mind is crazy. Continuing from above, voodoo... reminds me of the present I got from Lancy last year, which reminds me her birthday is coming up, which brings me to think, what the hell will I get her, a bag? which brings me to LOUIS VUITTON (not that i'm a fan or anything) which brings me to think about this character called LV in a korean drama I once watched which reminds me of FULL HOUSE, which reminds me of choc chip cookies (she ate them in one episode) which reminds me of sesame street. and so on.

This is why my blogs are so long.

Pray thee, are you all well? I'm starting to feel not so well again. Perhaps this is sleep related. I need my rest. Like all my nieces and nephews who need "naptime" I should probably follow in their tiny footsteps.

Little kids grow up so quickly.

The idiot in the background saying "BIG SUPERMAN" is me. ==;
You can also hear my cousin and my sister cooing he's so cute. And he seriously is. HOWEVER he's grown up into this violent little kid who uses a light sabre to threaten me (true story, at the last viet family reunion- I don't know why I'm invited to that. I'm not the slightest bit viet). Deary me. Him and Vincent have this HUGE GINORMOUS LOVE for Ben 10. 8) So GUESS WHO BOUGHT THEM BEN 10 WATCHES. Chyeaahhh. + 1 for the super aunt. (H)

I was just looking through my photos to find a bad pic of Thash, to bag him out online for pestering me through texting with other people's phones x) But I realised he's SUPER photogenic. Yes, Thash, you are amazingly photogenic and you look NORMAL if not good in my photos.

Damn you.

Oh back to relatives, my youngest niece, Laura is back in France (yes. Her father's french and she was born there) so she can school there and enjoy their super good health care benefits. I'll miss her, but I think my dad will miss her more. Despite the fact that my dad is tall big and scary looking, little kids really like him and the other way around too. Maybe its because its nice to breathe different air at a higher altitude when you're sitting on top of my dad's shoulders or something, but they just love him. Babies also stop crying when he's carrying them : natural born father yeah?

My mum on the other hand, connects well with animals. ALL animals love her. ALL ANIMALS. You may find it strange then, that we don't own any pets.

A couple of years back, Janette gave me a duckling of her two fab ducks Bubble and Pop. We called it Zip :) He was yellow with a black tail. Super cute. But about 3 days after I had it, it died. Man. I cried for AT least 3 days straight. I hate parting with others. :( I really grew fond of that yellow fluffball. I remember sneaking it into the house, letting it swim in our basic (HAHA) and when it pooed, I took a chopstick from the draw to pick out the plug so that the water + poo would get sucked down the pipes lol.

THINGS FOR GIRLS TO THINK ABOUT. I was at Toys r us the other day and I saw Polly Pocket. WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO THE SUPER COOL MINISCULE MODELS?! I LOVED MY POLLY POCKETS (I had the christmas edition one, where there was a christmas house, with th elittle rooms, and then trees outside, an iceskate rink in the middle and a tree stump. When you pressed the treestump down, christmas music would place. Gosh I loved it so much. It fit in my hand. SO COOL. But now the PollyPockets are ugly, big and fat. The toys nowadays aren't intellectual at all. ARE WE BREEDING A NEW GENERATION OF LAZY DUMBER KIDS? No. It's just Polly Pocket.

When I'm older with a lot more money than now, I'd buy the old polly pockets.. off ebay or something. Money can buy happiness. :)

I love everything from the late 80s to the 90s.

happy early birthday VANESSA

i ♥ vanessa.
she makes chem/bio/parties very interesting. especially when she's hosting it. couple of friends and i went to her (early) birthday party today. i'll upload some photos. quite memorable.
oh actually i'll start right from the beginning of my day.

this morning i stayed up SO late (or early, which ever floats your boat) FIVE AM watching heroes, scrubs, hannah montana, and family guys. haha so yeah. confucious says sleep late, wake late. so i woke at roughly 3pm today.

when i woke, i watched tv with kelly... some random movie on channel seven about Tom Hanks falling inlove with a mermaid. its was kinda of strange. she called herself Madison, learnt English in one day from watching television, and started peeling at one point (consequence of being away from where she's supposed to be for too long).

then i started getting ready for vanessa's party!
i arrived there just in time to see vanessa unwrap (or cut open) winnie's present. TWO MICE
yeah. her mother screamed when she saw them

i played with the mouse. until i felt my hands were moist. THE MOUSE PEED ON ME. and my pants. so i had male mouse territory marker on me. mice pee so much. it stanks. so i ran to vanessa's toilet and dunked my knee into the sink and started washing.

*nggh* at pee mark. can you see it? ewwwwie. *cringe* first thing i did when i came home was peel off my pants and i soaked it in a tub of napisan. must get rid of mouse territory markings. *crycrycry*

unhappiness aside, there was food. LOTS OF IT. haha @ winnie in the background. she looks like she's really attacking her satay chicken stick

and then came the cake! it was very yummy, very chocolatey. winnie claimed her piece was bitter so she spat out a mouthful !!! WHAT A WASTE. i had lots of icecream with mine mmm.

hehe someone looks happy xD

we found a bit of "happy birthday" streamer hanging off the ceiling of the entrance hall. chloe decided to play "artist" and lucy was her subject!

BEAUTIFUL!

ALL IN ALL, i had a fabulous time. even the mouse pee was worth it. for those who want all the photos i took that day, they're all up on my photobucket and facebook! i dont think i'll post on bebo. too many scary people on bebo ==;;

i want to go to the city this friday. and burn some of this cash i've been earning all holidays. i mean whats the point of saving when you dont spend?! haha. no fun.

I might have said this before.. some time ago. but i plan to take a photo EVERYDAY in year 12. and at our farewell assembly, i, belle c***** will have a wonderful photoslide for the whole school to see. should i start the album in facebook? or photobucket? hmm. quandary. i cant make up my mind.

I SHOULD DO SOME WORK/ READ SOME MORE RTA ROAD SAFETY RULES. i should prove to my dad that i know my road-stuff so he'll let me take the LEARNERS test. *sigh* im 17 without a learners license. but to be honest, since ive turned 16, i sometimes get nightmares about carcrashes etc. very, very vivid/gory/sick and that sort of turns me off driving. however the luxury of being able to get from loc A to loc B without waiting for late sydbuses sounds pretty good. esp if its at night :)

I LOVE HEROES!