Caution

I'm afraid that I might not be able to leave the house tomorrow. I seem to be getting sicker than I have been this past week. BAD NEWS :( KO touch is tomorrow @ St Mary's.

What bad luck.

Man, why can I never get better before exams =_=; Gayness.

Speaking of gayness, CBA raised interest rates. So mortgages will take longer to pay off. How nice. People with mortgages will now be less inclined to splurge more (like my parents), which is controversial because the govt has done so much to do the opposite thing.

What I've realised is that it hasn't been raised THAT dramatically- the number hasn't increased THAT much, but the word "increase" just freaks people out. :( I think CBA has one of the lowest interest rates (emphasis on I THINK), however, other big banks will say "HEY THATS A GREAT IDEA TO GET MOAR MONEY, LET'S COPY" and other mortgage payers with other banks will pay more =.=;

Damn, finance is so interesting.

WHAT HAPPENED TODAY - wow I haven't done this in a week or so

I "learnt" to reverse park.
For HOURS.

Here's the bad thing about getting it exactly right on the first go (damn flukes)-

-raises my dad's expectations.

How did my second try go? FAIL FAIL FAIL FAIL *insert Tim's fail blog post*

D: I WAS STANDING RIGHT ON THE LINE, smack band between two car spots.

So he got angry.
Then I got scared.
So he got angry.
Then I got pissed off.
So he got angry.
Then I stomped on the accelerator and the driver seat probably has my head imprint on it now.

Bahaha.

Then I perfected by reverse parking.

Note, we were at Don Moore, so yeah, Sunday = desserted. Just lines on the ground. I'm pretty happy with that.

So was my dad. apparently.

Then he suggests - "lets go to westfield!" I am less enthusiastic about this. After spending like 3 hours at the car park just listening to him yell "YOU'RE NOT DOING THIS RIGHT" I really didn't want to spend another minute in the car D: but we went to Westfield anyway.

Which happened to be a very bad idea, because, well, being a beginner reverse parker, I can take 2 minutes trying to park (WHICH IS AGES D: he even timed me ==; ). And there was this ANNOYING SOB in a 4wd just behind us ALL THE FRICKING TIME. We went round and round the carpark tonnes of times so we could get rid of it (for his own good too!) but he was just always behind.

Until we lost him like 15 minutes later and I had been through the whole carpark 4-5 times, and my dad said "Okay- park here".

So I do my stuff, looking the the rearview mirror, oh there's a car...

...

WTH THAT 4WD AGAIN?! *implodes*

So my dad's like "KSJD:FLKSJDF" and I'm like D:
"LETS GET OUT OF HERE"

And we do...



.. Just to end up in the carpark of Carlo Court. ==;

And I reverse park there- no big deal this time. SO I AM REVERSING, and then I see this green car, and I joked to my dad

"haha I'd be hilarious if it was mum"
D: say hi to your mum
B: lol
Then I turn around and look at the driver of hte green car

O_O WTH. IT WAS MY MUM, but she wasn't looking at me. ;D She was just looking bored =.= (unrelated- I just realised how big grapefruit seeds are. Fricking massive!) I changed gear to adjust the car, and when I turned around, she was gone.

Story of my life. Mother doesn't recognise the car she drives half the time, AND doesn't realise her daughter of 17.5 years is waving at her like a crazy maniac in the other car. D:

SHE WAS LIKE 2 METRES AWAY. D::

Maybe it's just me. I just like watching other people (lol) when they're in their cars (lol) especially during traffic jams.

When I was driving home from Chatswood we got stuck in this MASSIVE jam just before we got to Epping- it was JUST FRICKING MASSIVE. So I just looked at the rear view mirror- and honestly, it's like watching TV without subs (hahaa.. yeaah I love DigitalTVwith subtitles) and wihtout sound. There was this Asian couple in the car behind, and the woman was learning how to drive. They talked and used really crazy hand gestures. Funny thing was, it was all quite friendly etc in the beginning, but then they must have gone on to talk about some kind of touchy subject because they both got angrier and angrier and angrier and they were fully SHOUTING.

So I opened to window to see whether I could catch bits of what they were saying and oh my goodness, they must have had their windows open because it was so loud. ;D

My dad NEVER opens the windows so he was like D:< WHAT ARE YOU DOING!
B: LOL DAD LOOK AT THEM *points to the mirror*
D: WTH. FOCUS ON YOUR DRIVING.
B: We haven't moved for 5 minutes.
D: FOCUS ON YOUR DRIVING. STOP WATCHING OTHER PEOPLE.

5 Minutes or so later, we've moved about 10m down the road, it's still congested. He starts laughing and points out his window and says "look at that man, he's picking his nose".

=.=


NGAARR. Driving is so hard.

Sometimes I really want to kick my dad out of the car. He's so picky.

AND ALSO he doesn't count my "learning hours" so it gay. I drove so much today but he only counted 2 hours and 10 mins of it.

I AM NEVER GOING TO GET MY Ps.

WHEN I DO, I WILL SERIOUSLY BE THE BEST P PLATER ON THE ROADS. (I will also probably be like 25 or something D: )


Digressing,

I've decided that perhaps a cadetship is not as beneficial than I first though and perhaps I should just go for a comm/arts degree.

Why arts? Media? I'd like to study media for a year before I go for things like Law.

:) YES, HOW AMBITIOUS OF ME. Comm/Law in 2nd year. Howzat? When I graduate in 5 or so years I can say... "I'm a lawyer" :O and also say "I'm an accountant/economist etc"

My goodness. Thinking about it cheers me up so much. I thought that filling out applications and such would be easy peasy, but I was wrong. I find it hard :/ because I have to think hard about the answers I put in, and then be prepared to let other people judge what I think etc. D: D: My mind is so messed up. Damn those anti-biotics. They aren't working D: WHY AM I GETTING WORSEEEEEE. (and apparently now the doc wants me to take POWDERED ANTIBIOTICS.. swallowing the ginormous pill is bad enough, but DRINKING IT DISSOLVED IN WATER? *cries*)

I hate being sick.

Happy studying everyone. I'll go back to blowing my nose.

THINGS THAT MAKE ME DRUEL (hi jason!)

Long weekend driving/eating/outing frenzy

HI EVERYONE. Long time not blog (not actually that long :/ but it feels like it has been a very very very long time.)

I've been quite the facebooker this past fortnight, doing tonnes of quizzes/wasting time etc =.= Atm, completïng a "how sexy is your name?" purely because I looked at Callums score and wondered if I could beat him. :D

ANYWAY. I've been eating alot these hols :) Yay. Visited 85 degrees TWICE in two days. Which is just fabulous.

TODAY'S CAKE HAUL:

Flash was too bright D: damn.

OKay. Just finished the quiz. It's a pretty gay one 8-) I think it depends on the number of letters in your name 8-) Christopher Tang**************************** would do heaps well in that :)

SPEAKING OF GAY (quiz, not topher), MUSICAL- The Merry Widow I watched last night.

Okay. Honestly, I expected this night to not go as well as it did.

First of all, when people asked me "what row are you sitting in" and I replied "DD" they'd be like "HAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA THATS THE COUPLES ROW" (with Kris/h, Janet & Jero, Mindy&Gaby). But it wasn't as awkward as everyone made it out to be. You see, I didn't see them AT ALL (except during the interval) and I'm sure the musical was entertaining enough to keep their attention diverted to it. And it wasn't really the couples row. Majority of us sitting there are unattached :/ What lies. Infact, Kris wasn't even in our row (==; that was quite inconvenient). He was sitting behind me and prodded me every 10 mins during the show which was quite bothersome. Krishan Subhaharan, if you ever read this, YOU ARE SO ANNOYING D:<

But going back to the actual musical itself.... I found it WILDLY entertaining. Frances blew me away- A VERY GOOD JOB. Everyone else :/ not bad.

SHI-LING & CABBAGE :D WELL DONE. IT WAS SO FUNNY :D :D :D

I laughed so much during the show- just ask Rohan :)

Though I have to say, HAKEEM STOLE THE SHOW.

IT WAS SO GOOD.

;D

I THINK WE ALL EYEGASMED AT HIS SPECTACULAR DANCING SKILLS :D IT WAS SO GOOD.

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SO what happened before musical?

Well I drove to Chatswood, which was one of the most PERILOUS courses I've ever driven.

1. WINDY, HILLY, SLOPEY ROAD

2. Pathetic people with "Baby on board" signs stuck on their cars drove at 70K on a 45k road

3. Sister complaining in the backseat made me want to slam on the accelerator and fall off the road, down into the valley of darkness and trees and sleep eternally.

No, it wasn't that bad.

Got beeped once because I was travelling at the CORRECT speed 8-) I understand why road rage exists. Man. I was so freaked out. XD'

First of all, this is not a NORMAL road. It's a MOUNTAIN road. If I veer off to the side, I'll fall off the mountain :( So yeah, I was really creeped out by the fact that I COULD have ended 3 lives with a wrong turn of the steering wheel :( I've always been afraid of these roads, AND I TOTALLY FORGOT THERE WAS A MOUNTAIN BETWEEN US AND CHATSWOOD. OTHERWISE I WOULD HAVE NEVER AGREED TO DRIVING THERE.

Anyway, we got to Chat Chase and I was going to park.

Saw tonnes of Merc & BMW & shiny luxury cars. Felt weird driving a Holden X) D: NOT BELONGING. But at least I knew out of all the cars that could be stolen/broken into, ours would not be one of them (hehe). This thought always makes me feel better. Bahaha.\

Dootdidoot. Spent alot of money at chatswood (damn my working keycard). But it wasn't on clothes. TWAS ON FOOD @ 85 DEGREES CAFE. I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT. Bought 5 different breads and just ate and ate. mm me loves.

Dad spent the most though. But it wasn't for himself. He just bought some elasticy thingy to stretch his arms :/ some thing his physio recommended. He bought a jumper for my sister (she's been whinging about it for ages)

K: I WANT A JUMPER FROM COTTON ON

M: YOu already have one..

K: I WANT ONE FROM COTTON ON

B: ... dude you already have one

K: WELL YOU HAVE ONE!!

B: : WOAAAH, I BOUGHT THIS (with my keycard ==;;;;;;;;;; )

K: I WANT ONE

D: FINE (now shuddup)

SO she got one. 8-) I should use her whingey methods to get stuff I want.

Digressing,

Delving into the past now. My dad is very vain. And I guess part of that is reflected in me :D

Yesterday we bought a CK one Summer (which I think is unisex :O) eau de toilette. Little luxuries that make my day. Bahaha. I guess we can share it. So refreshing.

Initially we entered the shop looking for the Marc Jacobs Daisy line :/ but I decided against it ($120 - Actually should have got it).

So yeah. This is my secret love. THE BOTTLES ARE SO AWESOME. I swear, next time I get on a plane, I'll spend heaps on those small perfume samples that come in the mini bottles. :O They're so cute and they are shaped so nicely.

Dumdidum. Moving on.

This morning, I got kicked out of bed, being told I was supposed to drive everyone to Cabra for pho.

SO I did. And it was fun.

I love how the limit was 70 for the majority of the trip. Funderful. I love driving fast. THERE WAS THIS DOUCHE (I used this word too much :( Used it last night and it turned heads) who changed lanes RIGHT INFRONT OF ME without indicated and left it way way way too late. : Gayness. I hate drivers who don't obey the rules.

After pho, dad drove home and i thought (i) ! LETS GO TO CITY , 85 DEG FOR CAKE.

DAD: BD YES LETS

KELLY: YAY

SO I drove ot the city and I got us cake. yum.

Then bought some GARN SURY ZHONG. (that zhong zi stuff- sweet kind. with red bean mm) @ $4 each D: WHEN DID THINGS LIKE THIS BECOME SO EXPENSIVE! Bought from St Honours on Sussex St. LOVE it. Yummy.

==; I love food.

I also love those old HK action movies. Bahaha the fake thrilling music (violins playing the same short notes for ages) Dad's watching one atm, and my eyes just drift from my screen to his, it's so amusing.

Atm, this triad guy (it's always about the triads ehh. bahaha awesome) is trying to look for his gf who is a prostitute (it's always a prostitute gf) who is about to get raped by the triad boss dude. He's so weak he can't break down the door after 15 or so tries. ;D After the long time we have to wait for him to break the door down, he proceeds to kill the triad leader dude. :O THIS IS WHAT I LOVE ABOUT MOVIES WITH TRIADS. THERES ALWAYS SO MUCH BLOOD AND KILLING in such an awesome fashion. I love it. And the nicknames in these movies. There's a guy called "marn tou" which is like.. the steamed sweet bun 8-) But yeah. Triad men + women. I should create a tag for this. I seem to talk about it alot. hehe.

OTHER THINGS I LOVE:

Clouds

Looked better in real life.

Kelly's falling asleep

==;

Awfully boring post, sorry everyone. I feel very sleepy at the moment. Feeling very full from cake- very content :)

OH OH VISIT ANDREA :D :D

I never knew she had a blog :)

ANYWAY. Confirming what I've said in some of my previous blogs, I'll be moving to wordpress in uni, after I find a good layout 8-) My currently blog has a very nice personal feel to it, and it's very handy but I love the sophisticated feel that comes with Wordpress.

So yeah.

Have a happy MONDAY everyone. School resumes on Tuesday :( ECO & BIO due :( :(

The adventures of a Green Army and 7 well dressed folk

Hi everyone.

I am posting late. Again. And I am feeling very sleepy. After by eventful day today, I came home, sat at the dining table and started opening my cake box. But something felt strange...

I was eating alone. I don't like eating alone as much as I don't like it when people watch me eat (how awkward yeah? *awkward turtle*).

So I said in a loud, clear (crisp. lol) voice "HEY I BOUGHT CAKEEEE FROM 85 DEGREES" and within a minute, the family started appearing in the dining room. :) Then we shared the two cakes I got. Strawberry Tiramisu, and English Cheesecake.

Sharing food with family always makes it tastier :) haha. Anyway back on topic.

Quite a few of us attended the CA Cadetship info night. When I say quite a few I mean almost 20. Other schools had like 2-3, max 5 or something : WE WERE A FREAKING GREEN ARMY ;D

Train photos
This is Rohan in his "Ted said ILY in this shirt" shirt. Drew in his funnyfunny queerish jumper, just joking drew and Michael and his super deep dimple :) Bahaa

Failed luvo taken by Michael ;D

Would have been good, but the camera didn't focus properly

Cheryl and I in our sophisticated shirts and my vest (H). I was supposed to wear my other one, but I spilt stuff on it ==; that one looked less casual? It was warm :D

Other folks that were on the train with us.

Green army.

I didn't take photos inside the convention centre because it was FULLY packed. There was an info seminar first, and then we were released into the 50m? complex OMG. SO PACKED SO HARD TO WALK. And I was feeling so damn excited.

Lalala, for more info pls visit MICHAEL'S BLOG POST on this topic.

So after the thing ended, the majority went home, leaving the hungry ones, Michael- the burgerhut one :D, Peter, Milo and I had dinner at PEPPER LUNCH. Oh my goodness. SO much happened here.

1. I realised I was stupid and forgot to add the coke to my order (yeaaah. I saw Peter's coke and facepalmed. SO MUCH PEPPER IN THE FOOD.)
2. Peter said "hey sup" in a super sleazy voice to some girl and she barred him. :) I think Milo calls her the Pokemon girl.
3. I SAW AMBROSE, AND LAWRENCE, and then we all saw DAI-WEN AS WELL O_O. WOW MAN. And they weren't as enthusiastic to see us, as we were to see them. Man. That was slightly disappointing :( I thought they'd be like OMGOMGOMGOMG LONG TIME NO SEE. But it was more like "Hey, What are you doing here?" relaxed reply. xD
4. Some dude from Ernst and Young was like. BLAHBLAH CADETSHIPS ARE BAD, ETC BAAAAD. Actually, he didn't say blahblah.. he didn't say bad either. He used "shit" and talked super loudly. Saying stuff about low pay and long hours. Honestly, this, I already knew, and I think that is acceptable (experience is priceless).
   

One thing I have to say. Look at Peter in the photo below.

When I see him in photos, he always looks like that. But while I was sitting across him for dinner, I realised that he doesn't look like that even 50% of the time XD Or maybe it was because we were all eating and looking at our food 8-)

The guy in the grey was the BLAHBLAH dude. Bahaha. And look at Peter's face again. :)

Michael has a walking cane? WHAT I don't remember seeing that :/

After dinner, bought CAKE. Milo DESTROYED my strawberry tiramisu, and my english cheesecake got all lumpy at the top (YES CHRIS, I ATE CAKE TODAY. AFTER WATCHING YOU EAT YESTERDAY, I COULDNT RESIST :D)

Michael left with his dad, Milo caught a different train, and Peter and I caught the same train home.

This train trip was an eyeopener.

Peter is a genius.

I am currently, still in awe (or something equivalent to that) of his... motivation? I don't know. ITS SO MAD. The good marks, all rounder. Doesn't need help outside of school. O_O AMAZING YEAH? Damn. If I was a parent, I'd want a kid like that.

Got home, ate cake, sat at the dining table for a further hour after that talking to my dad about all the firms I visited today. I am so exhausted right now.

I haven't touched my 4u, and we have a double period tomorrow.

zzzz. Double 4u is either SUPERPRODUCTIVE (journal mark or something) or SUPERLAZY (ie nothing except fight Aryan and his black cat. Bahaha. I have a photo of that here. Post next time.

HAMLET. SO EXCITING. PHOTOS :D

oh btw the well dressed folk were: swami, michael (lol nice suit), cheryl, drew and I oh and Becky and Nidge

[ps for all those nrps folk, I saw Jelly at Town Hall. I stopped there and stuck my hand out, right infront of her face because she wouldn't have stopped otherwise :D WE SHOULD HAVE A REUNION SOON YES PLS? *nudge jero*]

Anonymity in Cyberspace

I was going to write about masked vigilantes on the internet in this post, but like yesterday, my mind is way too chopped up. I don't want to write about something that sucks when it's a great topic. When I'm in a good mood, I can ramble on about something without digressing much.

So I'll just talk about what happened today.


To sum it up:

1. sick and feverish
2. woke super late
3. got attacked by an overly friendly cat who shed alot of hair (called Wolly)
4. enjoyed an economics lesson
5. engaged in conversation with Victor on the bus but it was filled with many awkward silences
6. met my sister at our front door
7. ate a really really strange combo of food
8. caught up with my sister
9. went about doing stuff I do everyday (neighbours. omggg i hate sunny.)

I will upload the video of Wolly one day. When I say attacked, I don't mean ferociously. It just plodded all the way to me while I was standing at the bus stop (waiting for a bus which came late and i was 15 min early). Then it started rubbing itself all over my legs, OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS ME, CAT HAIR COVERED MY LEGS SO YUCKY. Then in economics, I felt abit itchy, and for a moment, I thought I was allergic to cat hair. But that was just a false alarm.

Mmm. Today was uneventful. People left school for their "As you like it". They get to watch a play during school time. D: I have to go out on a Friday night. blehh.

ACTIVITIES FOR THIS WEEK

Wed: Chatswood
Thurs: Darling Harbour
Friday: Bondi

What an interesting life I have.

Despite all the hype & colour I have in my life, sometimes I can't help but feel very plain and boring. I have alot of conversations with people filled with awkward silences. I don't know what to say, and am afraid of accidentally offending someone =.=. This is probably why I find blogging appealing. Blogging is healthy for the mind. Just say w/e you want whenever to whoever.

I also felt quite lonely today :( People were off to "as you like it" and I got to school late and had no idea people had gone away. The common room was mostly empty and I could SERIOUSLY SEE NO ONE. Then I realised that many people had a double free and were probably on their way home already. Damn. Monday lunches are quite quiet. To add to this, I feel a greater distance between my friends and I since year 12 started. Everyone's been quite preoccupied with school and things of study, and I'm still just pretty much the same, I just don't connect with them as much anymore.

What's worse is we're all spread out now. The canteen was cool. We used to all hang out in a bunch, taking up 1/4 of the floorspace in the canteen area. Now I see juniors cluttering the space and 4-5 seniors hanging around.

But I guess in life, somethings never change. I don't know whether that's bad or good, a bit of both I suppose.

Digressing: If you're feeling brave & man enough to stand viewing disturbing images, google "harlequin babies". One of the cruelest conditions mother nature has to offer to babies. I was shocked and scared the first time I googled it (thanks to Topher). yeah. That's the google search of the day. Perhaps I should make this a regular thing.

Speaking of google, I was gooling my own name before (teehee) seeing what would come up and OHMYGOSH! MY AVATAR CAME UP- which triggered me to write something about anonymity in cyberspace. My parents always tell me to not put my photos up on the internet incase someone unfriendly finds it and does voodoo or something strange like that (I lie, they never mentioned anything about voodoo.. that's just me).

I am the world's greatest digressor.

I am like that wiki game where you open up a page like "vampires" and try to end up on the page "hot dogs" by just clicking on hyperlinks in the page.

My mind is crazy. Continuing from above, voodoo... reminds me of the present I got from Lancy last year, which reminds me her birthday is coming up, which brings me to think, what the hell will I get her, a bag? which brings me to LOUIS VUITTON (not that i'm a fan or anything) which brings me to think about this character called LV in a korean drama I once watched which reminds me of FULL HOUSE, which reminds me of choc chip cookies (she ate them in one episode) which reminds me of sesame street. and so on.

This is why my blogs are so long.

Pray thee, are you all well? I'm starting to feel not so well again. Perhaps this is sleep related. I need my rest. Like all my nieces and nephews who need "naptime" I should probably follow in their tiny footsteps.

Little kids grow up so quickly.

The idiot in the background saying "BIG SUPERMAN" is me. ==;
You can also hear my cousin and my sister cooing he's so cute. And he seriously is. HOWEVER he's grown up into this violent little kid who uses a light sabre to threaten me (true story, at the last viet family reunion- I don't know why I'm invited to that. I'm not the slightest bit viet). Deary me. Him and Vincent have this HUGE GINORMOUS LOVE for Ben 10. 8) So GUESS WHO BOUGHT THEM BEN 10 WATCHES. Chyeaahhh. + 1 for the super aunt. (H)

I was just looking through my photos to find a bad pic of Thash, to bag him out online for pestering me through texting with other people's phones x) But I realised he's SUPER photogenic. Yes, Thash, you are amazingly photogenic and you look NORMAL if not good in my photos.

Damn you.

Oh back to relatives, my youngest niece, Laura is back in France (yes. Her father's french and she was born there) so she can school there and enjoy their super good health care benefits. I'll miss her, but I think my dad will miss her more. Despite the fact that my dad is tall big and scary looking, little kids really like him and the other way around too. Maybe its because its nice to breathe different air at a higher altitude when you're sitting on top of my dad's shoulders or something, but they just love him. Babies also stop crying when he's carrying them : natural born father yeah?

My mum on the other hand, connects well with animals. ALL animals love her. ALL ANIMALS. You may find it strange then, that we don't own any pets.

A couple of years back, Janette gave me a duckling of her two fab ducks Bubble and Pop. We called it Zip :) He was yellow with a black tail. Super cute. But about 3 days after I had it, it died. Man. I cried for AT least 3 days straight. I hate parting with others. :( I really grew fond of that yellow fluffball. I remember sneaking it into the house, letting it swim in our basic (HAHA) and when it pooed, I took a chopstick from the draw to pick out the plug so that the water + poo would get sucked down the pipes lol.

THINGS FOR GIRLS TO THINK ABOUT. I was at Toys r us the other day and I saw Polly Pocket. WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO THE SUPER COOL MINISCULE MODELS?! I LOVED MY POLLY POCKETS (I had the christmas edition one, where there was a christmas house, with th elittle rooms, and then trees outside, an iceskate rink in the middle and a tree stump. When you pressed the treestump down, christmas music would place. Gosh I loved it so much. It fit in my hand. SO COOL. But now the PollyPockets are ugly, big and fat. The toys nowadays aren't intellectual at all. ARE WE BREEDING A NEW GENERATION OF LAZY DUMBER KIDS? No. It's just Polly Pocket.

When I'm older with a lot more money than now, I'd buy the old polly pockets.. off ebay or something. Money can buy happiness. :)

I love everything from the late 80s to the 90s.

OH HAPPY DAY

OH HAPPY DAY... *waves arms*
OH HAPPYYY DAAAYY.. *waves arms*
WHEN BEEL-LE DROVEEE (back up singers: when belle drove)
WHEN BEEELLLEE DROVEEE (back up singers: when belle drove)
SHE-E-EE DIDN'T CRAAASHHH (back up singers: no crashcrashcrash)


YES. I DROVE HOME ALL THE WAY FROM PARRAMATTA AND IT WAS SO FUN.

Haha. Every few minutes, my dad would be like "Pipe down" OR "shut up", and I would for a while, and then I'd start cackling gleefully because the needle on the speed gauge passed 55 or something....


YES. I DROVE OVER 35km/hr TODAY. I'M THE HAAAAAPPPIEST CHAPPY THERE IS :D

I swear, it was so fun. OH MY GOSH. I LOVE DRIVING.


WHEEEHEHEHE.

I didn't know he was going to let me drive home today. Last week I asked, CAN I DRIVE HOME? His reply was a COLD, cold, cold NO WAY. You're not ready etcetc.

Today he gave me directions all day while driving so I was zooming around N.Parra... Around 4.40ish, he told me to drive up a road I hadn't driven before and then !!! I SAW A FAMILIAR CROSSING. OH MY GOSH. IT WAS CHURCH ST. *WAVES ARMS IN THE AIR* Btw, I didn't really wave my arms in the air, because I was so excited my fingers gripped the steering wheel really tightly, I couldn't let go. :) And afterwards my hands were so tired XD

We almost drove 2 hours today, so I negociated with him, saying that I really wanted to get my Ps asap. He agreed (he also said I looked like I enjoyed it alot, so it count's as my freetime/relaxing leisure activity- meaning if I want to drive more, I have to not go on the computer as much XD). So we came up with some sort of deal. Because he takes leave on all Fridays (long weekend), he'll take me driving afterschool for 1.5 hours (YAY), and then I'll be doing 2 hours on Sat and 2 on Sun.


WHO'S THE HAPPIEST LITTLE HUMAN BEAN IN THE WORLD?

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


What happened today?

1. YUMCHA-ed for mothers day, because my mum loves yum cha. My sister and I sort of hate yumcha because for like.. 10 years, we went EVERY SINGLE WEEK. It was torture. Haha, so my mum appreciates that we get up early to go eat at that dreaded place just for her. We normally go to Excellent, but it was FULLY packed, so we went to the Crabby Village (I don't remember what it's called.. my sister and I call this place the Crabby Village because it's at Carlo Village and.. um it's called Crab... something.) When we went in, my eyes went SUPER WIDE. I haven't seen so many non asian folk gathered in a small space in a VERY long time. So that was a sign this place gives good service to those who do not have black hair. And that sign was 100% correct. They gave us the crappiest table, there was crappy food (that non asian people like to eat..) and a crappy seating location. We were next to the bathrooms ==;. So yeah. NEVER AGAIN I SAY. But I bet next year we'll be going there again. I know this, because last year, the exact same thing happened.
2. Went next door to Carlo court and walked around. I ordered my NEW PHONE, a treat from my dad. Whee. Though I have to say, I do not LOVE the phone I chose at all. I simply chose it because it was a great deal and had a 3.2 mp camera. The phone is also very ugly. That's why I chose it. So people would not feel inclined to steal that silvery gray lump of metal. I SHALL BE WITH 3, and HOPEFULLY GET TO KEEP MY NUMBER :)
3. I spied Drew from when I first walked towards the 3 shop, but I didn't say Hi because he was eating with him mum. I find it awkward interrupting people just to say hi when they're eating. I also find it awkward when people interrupt me when I'm eating just to say hi. I'm not saying it's bad or anything, it's just awkward, cos I might have some superlong noodle hanging out of my mouth or something weird like that...
4. Walked up to Bing Lee to look at their HDMI cables so I can link up the laptop to our supersized tv and rewatch EMERGENCY UNIT on the bigscreen. (TY to Cabbage who told me the price range of the cables... I told my dad yesternight about it, and we bought one today). We didn't buy the cable from Bing Lee because it was so darn expensive D:
5. Drove mum to work (not me.). Eavesdropped on mum & dad's bitchy conversation about random people (lol. they're so hilarious).
6. Dad drove us to Muirfield for the comp market. Kelly got a new mouse (so she can stop stealing my lovely rainbow mouse I bought in yr 8) and he got a $15 HDMI CABLE.
7. I DROVE I DROVE I DROVE
8. I DROVE HOME I DROVE HOME I DROVE HOME
9. Ran to the front door and pounded on it. When my sister opened it up, my first sentence was alot of yelling. "OMGKELLYIDROVEALLTHEWAYHOMEFROMNORTHPARRAMATTA" :) Proceeded to my room, fetched laptop and linked it up to the TV with dad. Then we re watched ep 19 of EU for about 20 mins before changing to BOURNE ULTIMATUM before dad decided to go grocery shopping.
10. NOW IM BLOGGING. :)

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I am uncapped. Joy.

TIME TO WATCH MY SUBSCRIPTIONS. Yay.

BTW, I found out just then that JOHN has a blog. But he hasn't posted for a bit. It's so pretty :)

I AM IN A MOMENT OF DISBELIEF! MY 4U ENG JOURNAL IS AT SCHOOL. OH MY GOSH. D: and It's due for checking on Tuesday.... Along with the draft of my eco assignment. D: D: D:

Brilliant.

HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK B Y'ALL. :) I can't wait until Friday after jazz. BECAUSE I CAN DRIVE AGAIN.

Nerds make the best boyfriends?

I've just woken up from an induced minicoma (panadol seriously stops working after the prescribed hours... I jolted awake..) and I feel I have nothing better to do. Actually, that was a lie, I just can't be bothered looking for my economics text book... The laptop was just sitting on the sofa next to me (and I'm in bed).. I feel like one of those fat people from Wall-E. The people who are HUGE and have miniscule bones :D

This is a blog in response to Jason's post regarding an article he read called "Nerds make the best boyfriends". When I surf the net visiting random forums I've joined, there are often threads dedicated to talk about relationships etc. Sometimes I find reading about other people's situations in life quite interesting, and I've noticed there are alot of "IT'S NOT FAIR, WHY DOESN'T SHE NOTICE ME" and "SHE ONLY GOES FOR JOCKS" statements being thrown around cyberspace.

Okay. First of all, we have to clarify, what is a nerd? =_=: I've lost track the number of times people have used the word "geek" instead of "nerd". TO ME, a nerd is an individual who excels in academia.

Second of all, question. How does someone's intellectual level affect the whether they're a good b/f or not.. I don't really get it.

Thirdly, I'd like to change the topic sentence to "Geeks make the best boyfriends". Geeks are people who love their technology-games, computers, and comics (fanboys). Most aren't into pop culture and probably listen to gaming music, trance or Indie bands.

Yes, I've used a stereotype. But it's just a discussion. Like in economics, it's always easier to understand a concept by breaking things down, and using assumptions (which in this case, is using the stereotype).

Whether or not a type of person makes the best b/f really depends on the individual's standards, opinions and preferences. Oh and interests.

Using the assumption that geeks are comic/tech loving people, the obvious highlight of knowing a geek is that you can get an expert's opinion on some kind of technology. I agree with alot of what Jason says about disagreeing with the original article. Geeks don't necessarily make the best b/fs, or friends due to their different opinions and values. Taking Otakus as an example; when I see a guy walk down the street with strange clothes, make up, and hair done up anime style (cosplay), my automatic reaction is to think "What the hell?". Usually it's mainly because it looks bad, but even when it's aesthetically appealing, it's still strange.

Most people like to be normal. And these people usually want people associated with them to be normal too. Classic example, take any teenage girl from a novel/movie/blog.. how many times did she say "I WISH I HAD A NORMAL FAMILY", or "I WISH YOU WERE NORMAL, LIKE ALL THE OTHER MUMS" or "I JUST WANT TO LEAD A NORMAL LIFE... away from you freaks" x) So why would the majority of people want to spend a lot of time with someone who ISN'T normal (or at least doesn't look normal).

Personally, the same deal applies with guys who overstep the metro line. Fixing their hair all the time, wearing skinny jeans, resorting to using make up to hide blemishes... only until a couple of years ago, THIS TOO WAS VERY STRANGE. Because I'm old fashioned, I can't help but feel awkward when I see a dude walk past in skinny jeans and eyeliner. Once at the super market, I walked up the personal hygiene aisle, looking for my nice smelling Wella shampoo. I saw a pair of brothers talking about some hair clay or wax.. (or something of the sort) and saying words like "matté finish... sleek... retains moisture". ... What happened to the men of this world... ALL OF A SUDDEN, WHY DO WE, EARTH, HAVE SUCH A HIGH COMBINED OESTROGEN READING? Honestly, it feels like no new generation of boys are being born... instead they're replaced by woMEN. (geddit?)

Oh, this brings me to my next issue... behaviour. Some people find being "man" quite an attractive feature. Even encompassing a rugged complexion could win you some brownie points (winks @ Cheryl). What does it mean to be a "man"? It doesn't mean being an egotistical bitch who undermines the capabilities of others. No. It's actually more related to being forgiving, and being able to let go of things.. (erm. like.. "I shall not pursue this matter anymore"), being able to let go of some of that pride to do something nice for someone.

From my past encounters with geeks (and nerds :P) "man"liness IS ACHIEVABLE. They encompass the right type of manliness. However, different type of people see it having a different meaning. Some say manly = strength or braveness, it really depends on the individual. (Damn, I almost regret starting to blog about this topic. It's so hard to define everything.. because you can't.. ==; )

I'll keep this short and I might continue another day. It's making my head spin.

Bottomline, I know a "Jock"ish type guy, you could say he is strong, and he is brave, but MAN? I'm not so sure. When we talk, we rarely agree on anything. being stubborn ( I am informed that it is a womanly trait) is the opposite of being manly.

On the other hand, I know geekish people who can control themselves and not talk back, because they are mentally strong and can hold back, refrain from making unwanted comments that could spark a nasty arguement.

It really depends on the individual.

Gosh I have nothing more to say today. My second dose of panadol is starting to kick in. My eyelids are feeling heavy again...

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To all the mothers in the world,

THANKS FOR ENDURING THE HOURS OF PAINFUL LABOUR. If it weren't for these wonderful women, there wouldn't be really cute toddlers or baby to make funny faces at on the escalator (true story. explain another day). Most mothers give up alot of their children. I know my mum's given up alot for my sake.

Migrating to a new country, I can't even start to imagine how bad that would have felt. And what for? For a good place to raise kids.. and a good education.

My mum's the best. I complain about her alot, but that's because I'm a frightful teenager with raging hormones. When I was in primary school, she always helped me with homework. She knows where everything is in the house, baaah countless things.

Treat your mother to something nice this mother's day.... she let you live inside of her for 9 months... how generous is that :P she let you make her fat, puke and crave stupid food combinations like gherkins and whipped cream :D

Remember, something nice!

BLAHBLAHRARA

If I were to spend 2 hours at an orchestra concert, I would feel more motivated to get a move on with school work at home. HOWEVER when I'm not allowed to go, I spend those 2 hours SULKING at home, probably fooling around on PHOTOSHOP doing nothing productive, and afterwards just SULKING some more.

I don't see how attending a jazz orchestra concert on Tuesday night will affect me very much, seeing as I have freaking zone xcountry on Wednesday anyway.

*fume*


*fume*


*fume*

Started watching Merlin today, before my dad kicked my sister and I off, so he could watch the news (=.= he could do that on the computer ... 2 : 1 man.. for the greater good...). I didn't get to watch much and WOAAAAAAH. I love that snakewoman's grass voodoo. It actually works. She didn't even have to stab too viciously.


WHAT HAPPENED TODAY
Invented a new game with my sister. We found a collectable bouncy ball, took it out of its tin box, and played tennis/newcombe ball with it, while each using a drawer from a plastic container as a bat/catcher's mit. We played for ages.

Anyway. My sister got a pair of uglyass shoes today for $20. AND SHE PAID IN COINS. HA! So hilarious. My dad forgot his wallet today. x]

B: How much?
K: $20
D: OSHT no wallet today
K: oh. okay I'll put it back
D: wait- *shoves hand in pocket and draws out a handful of coins*
BKD: *all start counting coins*

But that's about it. I have nothing more to say. Except who's going to that careers expo thing? 8)

HAVE A FUN WEEK A Y'ALL :)

Photoshop Fun

Friday was our day off, so I decided to download a newer version of the portable CS4 photoshop. The main reason for that was so that I could create a blog link banner to put on Rex's blog. Before I started, I fiddled around with the contrasted, hue, saturation etc in another photo to familiarise myself with everything.

I love photos that have high contrast but dull colours :) It's so easy on the eye.

Didn't get round to putting it in a polaroid frame. :D It has the polaroid effect. me likey.

So yeah. This is the banner. I took a photo earlier this year of the sky + cloud. Played around with the colour and contrast, added text, enlarged asterix and voilá, BLOG BANNER COMPLETED.

And then I started looking through some recent photos and photoshopped everyone's face. Photos were magnified up to 300x. So I know what they have on their faces now. T_T;

Got bored and fiddled around some more.

For the rest of the night, I sat infront of the tv. Watched some REALLY REALLY "been tai" mentally disturbing movies on SBS. First was a movie called powerpoint which delved into the complexities of the human mindset and people who are able to unplug themselves with reality etc. Seriously, it was so "been tai'' because the main character and her professor kept doing sexual stuff throughout the movie and my sister and I had to keep switching channels when those scenes came up. =.=; (btw, WHY IS THERE SO MUCH FOOTBALL ON TV NOWADAYS). Oh right, I forgot to mention, the movie was Japanese. After watching SBS consistently for the past couple of years, I can come to the conclusion tht all Japanese movies played after 10pm on SBS are freaking "been tai".

After that movie, we watched a German comedy titled "666 I'm sleeping with the devil" or something strange like that. And damn it was strange. But it had Claudia Schiffer in it. Lots of sex in both movies, however it was only implied in 666, it had an M rating.

Man. My sister said the jap movie scarred her for life. She saw something I missed while I scampered off to the pantry in search for snackfoods :) I decided not to ask about it.. :)

Anyway. Exciting news. CITRUS SEASON.

All the lemons, limes, oranges and mandarins in my backyard are are growing in a very voluptuous fashion. The mandarins are already quite big and orange mmm. Kumquats soon? or is that a summer thing... I can't recall. We have I think.. 3-4 little kumquat shrubs and 2 loquat trees. Freaking farming suburbs. X) I LOVE IT. The thing I can't grow here is STRAWBERRIES. Well technically, I can, I see the little red berry starting to grow, but the colony of lizards that live under my house STEAL MY BERRIES before they get a chance to grow bigger than a little blue berry. Leaves me heart broken, so I've stopped trying. I also tried cherry tomatoes.... freaking lizards took them ALL.

For the past 2 months, there's been this HUGE bunch of grassy-like leaves growing in a little patch of dirt outside the kitchen window. It's taller than me now. I almost chopped it down today because I seriously thought it was overgrown kikuyu. BUT NO. My mother tells me it's lemon grass.

HAHAHAHAHA

WHAT HAPPENED TODAY

My dad, sister and I went to woolies today and spent over $150 on groceries.

WHAT THE HELL. The trolley was just over half full. When I was a kid, $100 bought one and a half trolleys of stuff. I hate inflation. xD

Then we went to Eastwood and spent more money on food.

When I was sorting everything out in the pantry today, I found the most disgusting thing I've seen this week. It was a rotting banana in a plastic box that wasn't sealed properly inside a plastic bag that wasn't tied up at all. To add to that, it was LEAKING BLACK LIQUID ONTO THE SHELVES. I was EXTREMELY UPSET by this because, unlike my sister who hides food in her room, I keep all my food in the pantry (I'm open to sharing), the VERY PLACE THIS BLACK STUFF WAS USING AS A FREAKING HABITAT.

Anyway. My first reaction to seeing the black puddle was.. omygoshhh. far out.

So I picked up the grotty bag and peered in.

There were alot of squiggly moving things. And I lost it and yelled at the top of my lungs HOLY FREAKING CRAP. To which my dad responded by running in at supertop speed with his humungously long legs to where I was. When he looked into that mangled mess, his only reaction was "fxck".

Teehee, I found that hilarious.

What happened afterwards was boring. Cleared everything from that shelf, chucked infected items in the bin and BLEACHED the shelf. I hate disgusting rotting moldy items. Then I decided to rearrange the whole pantry because everything was such a mess (except for the junk food section, because I monitor that section regularly). But later on, when dad was cooking dinner, he was like... WHERE IS *insert item* and WHERE THE HELL DID YOU PUT *another item*. D: D: But in the end, its all good. My super packing/stacking skillz makes space in the pantry for other items that we no longer use that waste space on the kitchen counter like the JUICE fountain.

When we went to Tonyon today, we bought heaps and heaps of preserved foods and foods that have a while before expiring.. just incase the swine flu epidemic runs wild in NSW. My parents have been forcing us to watch every single news report on the swine flu, I know so much about it now... and that is not a good thing. Ít's driven my sister and I into this unnecessary paranoia. Like today, we were at Tonyon waiting in the queue to pay. And then, this old man behind us sneezes and starts spluttering. My dad, sister and I exchange looks, and we HURRIED AWAY sniggering quietly to ourselves. HAHA. I can't believe we actually did that, but seriously, for the rest of our time at Ewood, we just avoided everyone who looked sick. And yes, we know that we can be infected by asymptomatic carriers, but we can't go around avoiding everyone xD

I'm just rambling on now.. seriously, if only I could use this as my major work it would be so cool. I'd get it done in no time.

Digressing,

Winter depresses me. I look into my wardrobe for all my long sleeved shirts and they're all too short. Once again, my arms have grown. :( I have the longest arms evuurrr. Stupid genes, I feel like a yellow gorilla.

On that silly note, I'd like to bid you all adieu and happy Sunday :) (I look forward to picking up my free Sun-Herald on the lawn)

P.S. Cook a nice breakfast for your mothers for Mothers day tomorrow morning. Cook one for your dad too, while you're at it, cos he might get jealous. I know mine would :P (bahaha, jokes dad. I know you read this xD)

P.P.S I really need a vanity table. I have all these things that don't have a place to sit that I currently keep in my wardrobe.r *grumble* I also need another bookshelf. IKEA TIME 8) ♥

P.P.P.S Cat just informed me that mothers day is next week. My bad XD TY CAT

Nothingless

Why do people have to be so politically correct nowadays.
It makes them sound so snobby.
[/thought process]

I'm so unbelievably tired today. Reverted back to my old ways and went to bed at 2am last night because my dad was watching ON THE FIRST BEAT (the series before EMERGENCY UNIT was made). And I just had to watch the series until Sammul Chan and Ron Ng reconcilliate (I think I spelt that wrong, it looks wrong) after a big big fight.

People have been saying OTFB is a really really really bad series to watch, it has no plot etc. WRONG. It does have a plot, just a weak one. However, I think it's okay to watch. Why? Because I haven't seen the FIRST series in the.. triseries? (sounds like rugby or something).

1. The Academy


2. On the First Beat


3. Emergency Unit

I haven't seen the Academy yet, but at the moment, we have all three series. So its just sitting here in my HDD waiting for me. Bleh. I can't believe I got sucked into watching last night XD

Okay. I'd like to officially inform you all that I no longer have a bedroom. Yes, the room I sleep in has a bed, but it also has 2 bookshelves, 2 wardrobes, 2 desks, 2 fatass rolly chairs and one huge sofa. For the past couple of nights, I've been forced to sit on the top bunk and do my hw there while my dad was d/ling something on the PC and my sister & mum were watching some weird drama on the laptop.

And our living room is quite dead at the moment. WHY DOES EVERYONE BARGE IN? It's so frustrating especially when I'm trying to study.

B: T_T; WHY ARE YOU ALL IN HERE?! I'M DOING HW
D: ... "jow goong forh dai sai ah HUH?" (literal translation: doing homework is a BIG DEAL HUH? In which he is implying that me doing hw is not a good enough reason to kick them out.
B: ITS MY BEDROOM
D: WHO PAID FOR THE HOUSE?!
B; .... far out. can't you come up with a better come back? you always use this one
D: well it's good so why would I change it?

=_______________________=;

Sometimes I really don't know whether I should laugh or cry.

You know what room is also empty for most of the day? The master bedroom. My dad only uses it for a fractional part of the day, my mum stays in the living room watching dramas 24/7 (when she's not at work or in my room.. or the backyard).

Anyway, I had the silly idea to ask my dad whether I could swap with him, since the size is EXACTLY the same. Reasons why we should swap rooms

• The master bedroom won't be wasted


• HIS computer stays on ALL DAY AND NIGHT and the noise interrupts with my sleep


• He's always watching movies in my bedroom when I'm trying to sleep. (and I can't because of all those lights flicking across my eyelids)


• The MODEM is in my room (he's always complaining about the lack of control)


• THREE PHONES IN HERE (Hi, I'm the resident secretary) and barely any of the calls are for me. NO ONE ELSE picks up the phone. SERIOUSLY FRUSTRATING.

I told him all that, and he was like HMMM no.

=___________________=;

He said it was like letting a dog sleep in the house.

How gay. His analogies suck.

ANYWAY, I did a little quiz today on the chartered accountants website and was utterly suprised to see this result. (Click to enlarge)

That made me happy.

I LIKE THE DISC SO MUCH I STILL HAVE IT (even though I don't need it). I WILL BE RETURNING IT ON MONDAY (btw if you haven't noticed, ngghman, i wrote the tynote in MSN FORMAT 8) how funky.

Dootdidoot. Bored yet? Yes? Too bad. I have more.

WHAT HAPPENED TODAY: Athletics Carnival.

Now usually, this is my FAVOURITE time of year. Athletics is my forte. I've spent at least 8-9 days at Athletics Zone Carnivals in my high school life and 2 @ Syd West Carn and got into State before some annoying person butted me out of the way. But bleh. So this year I decided I was unfit to do extremely strenuous events like 800m and I even gave up 400m which was once my BEST event. Middle distance. :/

- part 100m because I missed my race :(

- 200m

- jav

- longjump

- highjump

- shotput

- discus

I went for almost every single field event :D Too chicken to try hurdles. I sort of regret that now. I also regret forgetting to put sunscreen on. At themoment, I my face is as red as... my new red Betty Boop pencil case ( I HATE HER, I LOST MY PENCIL CASE GARGH). Yukky feeling.

Walked around the stadium a couple of times to try and hype up some Jones folk. DIDN'T END UP DOING A CLASS RELAY WHICH WHAT THE BIGGEST DISAPPOINTMENT FOR THE DAY. I love class relays. It's so competitive and fun.

No photos because I was WAY WAY WAY too busy doing other physical activities (woo for fitness regime. because of the carnival today, i don't have to suffer in the cold at night skipping for 30 mins). OH photos are on the portal :D

I have some new beautiful wallpapers now. SO PRETTY. Bleh bleh bleh. Mindblank.

I was on bebo just then (HAHA YEAH REVISITING THE PAST MUCH) and I found this PJ photo. Back in the days when I had round glasses. We haven't changed much ehh. I need to find an older picture.



Year 8? We were playing corners. Gosh, I still remeber that day.



Click to see full image.



This was when we went to watch Monster House I think.. I straightened my hair that day and everyone was like O_O HOLY CRAP BELLE. And thus was the day I learned hair could change someone's perception of you that badly. They said I looked smart. Haha. When I showed my cousin this photo she didn't believe that was me =_=; I loved that red polkadotty collared shirt.



Hmm.



Okay enough reminiscence.



Have a very nice long weekend all. I'll be doing eco/bio at home xD (or watching tvb dramas)

BAH BAH BLACK BEEF

Vanessa's little puppy is the cutest. I didn't want to take any photos because I was afraid I might blind the dog with my camera's double flash.

I don't know whether that's a myth or fact.. There are always these self righteous people that appear on random blogs saying "YOU ARE SO CRUEL TO YOUR DOG, YOU ARE BLINDING BLAH BLAH BLAH". On the other hand, people who take photos of their dogs with the flash on say "It's just as harmful to dogs as it is to humans". And I have no idea who to believe. So I just didn't take any, just incase.

SHE WAS CALLED WILLICUS. ;D Great work Vanessa (tall).

Yeah. Fun times. Was at the computer for most of the time, digging into the past, our infamous internet adventures of a particular friend ;) I shan't say here, it would ruin the surprise. Details later if anyone reminds me. Those who have been following me since year 8 (no one I guess :P) would have an idea of what I may be talking about.

ANYWAY.

EXCITING STUFF. BECAUSE I'M OFF TO THE EASTERSHOW TOMORROW.

This is something we do every year. No matter HOW expensive, HOW rainy and HOW busy we are, we always make time for this :D ACCORDING TO BORBOR, showbag costs will be reduced, so I now feel inclined to buy one (hehe. Jason's theory about women and buying discounted items is correct I'm afraid )

SPEAKING OF BORBOR, HE HAS A BLOG EVERYONE.
CAVERN OF CROUTONS

Please visit, or something.. and witness the cynical man perform his magic.

ANYWAY. MY MOTHER JUST BARGED IN ON ME BLABBERING ABOUT ALL THIS STUFF I HAVE NO CLUE ABOUT, so I totally lost my train of thought. FAR OUT.

My dad basically lives in my room during the day now. And my desk is cluttered with apple cores, lolly wrappers, cups, saucers, bowls and lots and lots of cutlery. SHE COMES IN AND SAYS "SKFJSLKDFJ:SLEIJSLEKFJ CUTLERY KJS:DLKFJS:DF SO MUCH STUFF SKFJ:SLK"

Well. I'm sorry. I'm sorry dad comes in here so often this place is a pigsty. I ALREADY CLEARED MY DESK THIS MORNING BEFORE I LEFT, AND IT WAS SPOTLESS. Far out. All the stuff is in a plastic bag anyway. Freaking naggy mothers. T_T;

Since I am in the mood for ranting, my sister stole my mouse. Yes, CC if you're still reading this freaking blog page. I'm going to bitch about my little sister again, because she is a pain. And if I do not release out all the crap on her here, WHO KNOW what I may do to her.

She took my mouse, and left some BALLED MOUSE THAT HAD NO BALL IN IT on my desk. What the truck? She's sitting on the floor with a laptop in her lap.. + mouse? WHAT THE HELL. I've been using that mouse for over 5 years. LKJSDF:LSKDFJ BAH. Yes, It's petty, so whatever, I'm just pissed off.

Why does everyone leave crap on my desk.

At the moment, I see 2 Kopiko wrappers, 2 empty juice cartons, some shredded paper, A TOOTHPICK ?! on my table even though I cleaned it before dinner. =_=;

Speaking o f dinner, I cooked dinner last night. My sister didn't have any. Afterwards she complains about being hungry. WELL NUHHH. So what does she do? She takes my breakfast for the next morning out of the freezer (mantou..) and eats all of it. The next morning I don't find my food. There's not time to fix up anything else, so I go without. What the hell man. She doesn't do anything at home at all. No dishes, no cooking. She just takes what she can and calls it hers. Like my mouse is now "her mouse".

I'm so fed up with her. I'm so fed up with her lies, her manipulation of my parents and her big loud voice.

I hate cleaning up. T_T: I have to clean up after everyone in the house. WHY DID I HAVE TO BECOME SUCH A NEAT FREAK DURING THE HOLIDAYS. kjf;lsdkfjslkd

<./rant>

The more I think about it, the more fired up I get. Icecream really does distract me alot and makes me temporarily forget about my hates etc. Yeah. But there's no ice cream in the fridge. Why? BECAUSE FREAKING KELLY ATE IT ALL. LIKE THE WHOLE FREAKING TUB. THAT WE ONLY BOUGHT ON FREAKING SATURDAY. NO ONE ELSE HAD A SINGLE SPOONFUL. Not only that- but she also finished A WHOLE TRAY OF MANTOU. AND THE WHOLE LITRE OF JUICE. And the whole punnet of strawberries =_=;

Talk about being inconsiderate.

The strawberries were supposed to be for the cake I made for Vanessa's.

I hate how Kelly doesn't ask, she thinks she's entitled to everything.

Freaking Brat.

Replies to CC

Hi, just a reply to some of the messages you left in my chatbox. Ty for leaving those because it made me realise how bitchy I sound in my posts. However, "pitiable" is not a word I would use in this case. And "pathetic"? haha. no.

You don't know my sister. Do you even know me? Those who do, know I love her. And because I do, I judge her harshly.

I disagree with "that you didn’t really seem all that TRULY concerned for your sister’s welfare". If you don't know me, fair enough, I don't say it in my posts. But if you're a friend, shame on you. Because everyone knows that's not true. Everyone knows family is always my number 1 priority. Oh and if you're worried about the welfare of my sister, I'd like to say she's totally fine, walking, skipping past my bedroom. There is still a faint green bruise on the outer side of her foot, but it doesn't seem to be bothering her. Crocodile tears.

Nail polish is out of her character. She isn't like this. She's doing this to suck up to her "friends" and such, and when all doesn't go well at school, she comes home crying and who does she come running to? It's not mum or dad.

OH OH. Respect and empathy.
Thanks for bringing this up. Why don't you ask her about that :) I'm built on respect and empathy thanks very much. Except sometimes, because I'm human, my ability to empathise with someone who is provoking me is extremely difficult and perhaps I should learn from you? A person who is equally as rash and judgemental. Yeaaah practice what you preach, or whatever. Try living with her for a week.

And by the way CC, its called rage and sibling rivalry. At first, your comments touched a nerve and I felt slightly offended by what you said. But then I thought, I probably don't know you (I really hope I don't know you), and I found it amusing. Reading everything on the surface, I'm not shallow. But obviously you are. There is definately more to the story than I shared of course.

Bah whatever. Believe what you want. Just don't be so quick to judge. And i'll try not to be quick to anger. CC, you're like my dad. When he came home, he just assumed I had inflicted pain on her intentionally. Well it was an accident. And accidents happen. What shouldn't happen is your dad coming home to accuse you of doing something you didnt do. Because your dad should be someone who is unbiased and will listen to both sides of the story before coming to any conclusion.

@ Topher, a spade and gun would be nice :)

@ materix01 if you're reading this. Apologies for my abruptness and pissed off state. I blame my dad.



yes. i do.

SEQUEL

In the last episode of "MY FRIGGIN SISTER", Belle was preparing herself for a night of lectures and deathly glares from the father figure after a disastrous day in with the FRIGGIN SISTER.

Yes.

He came home.

Rushed into my sister's room and talked to her in his "baby talk" voice which is reserved for her only.

[intermission: on the phone, conversations between my dad and my sister sound like this
D: heeeeellloo hunny
K: Hey dad. Belle's being a bitch. blahdlkajsld
D: Hay meehh? (canto for. REALLY?)
K: Busy now. ttyl
D: oh. okayy then :) SEE YOU AT HOME BYEBYE
-beep beep beep-

On the other hand, with me its like..
D: helloooo hunny
B: dad. you got the wrong person.
D: huh? you're the older one?
B: ... yes. wth you called me!
D; ah (dah chor deen wah) called the wrong number then
-beep beep beep-
no byes?

also like this
B: hello?
D: get in the car
B: what?
D: i'm outside
B: oh okay then , by the wa--
- beep beep beep-

that's how we roll *sigh*]

Anyway. He comes out, and I'm watching some highlights from the Cavalier game on ONE HD.

and he says

don't you dare hit her

WHAT ON EARTH?

What did I do to deserve such injustice =_=; I have no freedom of speech at home.

As if I would waste muscle movement on that fat piece of living flesh. She's not worth it. BLAH I hate how my dad just assumes I'm the one at fault all the time. ALL THE TIME, I'd like to stress again. He never listens to what I say, or my version of events.

I think I feel cut by this, this is shown through my sudden liking towards that silly TW drama (it touches on the relationship between this guy and his father, and how his father likes the little brother etc. SIMILAR TO MY STORY YES?) Except my life won't have a nice ending like that stupid cheesy drama.

Luckily, my mum's on my side today. I told her my version of events, and her reaction was.. "this shirt?" (pointing to the shirt, and GRINNING EVER SO EVILLY).

B: I swear one day, I'm going to chop her up into little pieces and eat her.. or feed her to dogs or something
M: :O SAVE ME A PIECE. (luw farn yut guw bey gnor)

And she kept on saying the above in a singsongy voice while she was hanging the second bunch of clothes on the line. Cheered me up because it was quite a hilarious sight. But she knew I was watching from the kitchen window (i was making dumplings.. :D)

Yeaah my mum is the best. :D

All in all, another teenage drama.

Crocodile tears

Hi all,

If you don't see me anytime these holidays even though I've promised I can come, you can assume that I am grounded/dead. As today, one of the most horrible things happened and I'd like MY VERSION of events to be revealed, because it NEVER IS and my DAD NEVER LISTENS TO ME.

STORY GOES...
On saturday or something, my mum bought a shirt with my sister. It's stripey- blue and black and Kelly assumes its hers (because apparently everything that touches her hand belongs to her). Yeah. This arvo when my sister shut herself in her bedroom, I was collecting clothes from outside and I asked my mum whose shirt it was. She didn't say anything and just took it, and before she left the house, I saw her wearing it. XD Mum told me to be quiet about it and not tell my sister. 8-)


A couple of hours later, my sister barges into my room and flings open my wardrobe doors. SHE PULLS EVERYTHING OUT ONTO THE FLOOR and tells me to switch off the modem. I SAY NO because I'm currently downloading something and its freaking eighty something percent done. So I ask her what's up.
K: I need to ask mum something
(she needed to use the home phone and for some strange reason, it says "line in use" whenever the internet modem is on)
HA. I knew she was going to ask about the blue stripey shirt missing from my nicely folded pile of clean clothes I gave her.

So being the badmouth teen she is, she swore at me and such. Bah. I couldn't really tolerate her anymore. So I took out the straw in my vitasoy drink (wai tah laiy) and impaled her with it.

joking :) hmm. I don't know how I can still retain a sense of humour with her bawling in the other room right now. :

Haha, so after she pulled out all the contents of my wardrobe, she proceeded to make a beeline for the modem switch D: which I dived infront of to protect. By now she's standing right infront of the door, so I slam the door in her face and tell her to

GET LOST SEI FEI MOOY (dead fat pig, her nickname from when she was a kid)

Anyway. Being the persistent little pest she is, she pushed open the door knocking me over the damned printer and attempted to kick me in the face. D: So I kicked the door shut, but her foot was in the way.

So her ankle got caught in the door.

Then I pushed it out of the way and slammed the door. I'm so sick of her.

The the guilt started to bite me when I heard her bawling right outside. She was clutching her ankle crying and screaming profanity. Apologies to everyone living on my street who heard "FUCKEEEEN BITTTTTCCHHHHH" echo, bouncing off your nice driveways and letter boxes...

Yeah. I don't want to apologise because honestly, I just slammed the door. I didn't see her foot and that's her problem because she was the one trying to blind me with her fat foot.

FREAKING INBUILT GUILT ALARM WENT OFF ANYWAY... So I ran to the kitchen for an icepack and went to the bathroom to prepare a towel, so I don't freaking let her foot die from frostbite.

When I pried her fingers out of the way, I saw a small green bruise and 2 scratches (no blood) on her ankle

WTFFFF.


I hate being her sister.

WTH she's so good to her friends always being used. She's so pathetic.

Good Friday

Hope you're all having a nice long weekend start to the long awaited holidays. These few days have been quite busy for me, thank goodness. I love being busy doing stuff I like. Today was a fun-filled day because I spent the majority of it at Richard's. And I sort of learnt how to make a mandarin cheesecake from Richard's neighbour.

[background: Grubsy is actually a LONG LONG LONG time friend of mine. I knew him way back when we were toddlers (I think) at Ardil's childcare :D But he's like a model-student/aces everything etc, so there isn't much dirt I can dig up on him unfortunately XD]

ANYWAY. My morning began early at 8am. I was getting ready for my big day but my dad decided to sleep in and told me not to wake him =_=; So I arrived there at around 10.30 :( completely missing the first few CRUCIAL steps to making a cheesecake). Luckily I know how to make a cheesecake already so I didn't miss out on too much I guess. I didn't get to take any photos because I left my bag at his place and I didn't want to duck out just to fetch it. So yeah.

We watched a couple of eps of 2 and a half men before we started watching pineapple express, and then people started arriving for the bbq. :) Guests included his family (ROSE!ROSE! his cousin whom I also knew when we were toddlers) and family friends and neighbour's son- Andrew who is absolutely hilarious :D

AND THERE WAS FOOD. steak. I had one. And then I had a lamb cutlet. mmm. and I had a couple of gherkins (♥♥♥ Can't get enough of it ♥♥♥) AND OH MY GOSH. The baby/toddler there called WAYNE is a halfie and he's so cute :D He has REALLY soft locks of springy brown curls on his head :D:D way cool and he just pigged out on those asian soft candies all the time. So cute. Didn't snap a photo of him because he's too cute and if my nieces/nephews saw a photo of him here, they would get jealous D:

Alot of small talk at the table before the youth decided to dive back into the house and just talk. Rose was doing math (H) and didn't believe me when I said I study 2u math XD she just laughed. haha. Yeaaah. It was quite an awkward turtle moment. (speaking of awkward turtle, I DID THAT A COUPLE OF TIMES AT THE PREFECT ARVO TEA BUT NO ONE GOT IT?!) Yeaah. Fun times.



His walls are the same colour has my parent's bedroom walls at my old place.





MY GOODNESS> THIS DEFLATED HIPPO is apparently his "treasured" belonging ==; its freaking.. half full of beads. Apparently its supposed to be "beautiful and plump" but he chucked it into the washing machine. haaa. It's important to read the washing instructions





:D






Miss math (sitting at the computer. its our forum :D:D)













Afterwards, my dad took me home and my mum was watching SMILING PASTA- the Taiwanese drama. FREAKING RIP OFF FULLHOUSE. HAA. It's so gay. The lead girl is ==; not as pretty as lead girls usually are and one of the main guys look slightly retarded and ALL OF THE MEN IN THIS DRAMA DO NOT ACT MANLY OR LOOK MANLY. FAR OUT. Their perception of manly is gangster ish? It's quite offputting to watch and I don't know how my mum endures hours of this rubbAsh. All their men are like women. EVERY guy has hair like krissybubbles. Im not saying his hair is gay. lol. it's just EVERYONE D: EVERYONE (kind of like how when we were in Hyde Park, all these uni students walked past. All the males were in a hideous dressing attire consisting of freaking skinny jeans WOMANLY SCARVES, boots? seriously. D: D: D: I CAN'T ACCEPT THIS. SEEING THESE PEOPLE DRIVE ME NUTS. It wasn't just 1 or 2. There were TONNES. D: D: ) Enough about retarded Taiwanese dramas. D: D: D:

Dad took mum and I out to Edward's place and we just had a *har mm cha charn* because I wasn't feeling full after Richards :D (I am a bottomless pit). Then my dad bought me some pocky YAY (DID YOU KNOW, Jusco no longer sells Thai POCKY. teehee.) and we went to pick Kelly up from a friends place. (OKAY I'M MISSING LAW AND ORDER RIGHT NOW, but I have to rant about this. My sister currently has on purple nail varnish. It's not a nice purple either. Ever since she started hanging with this crowd, she's come home with fluro green nails, black nails, FREAKING NEON COLOURED NAILS and now ugly purple. I sit across her at dinner and all these bright colours flashing across my eyes push me into fits of epileptic seizures. Seriously, it's disastrous and disgusting and I hate it. I have to say. Purple is already better than that neon green she had. At dinner, it just looked like there were floating green m&ms around. BARLJSDFLSKJ I hate nail polish. I HATE IT. And now she puts it on just to piss me off. She does alot of things to deliberately piss me off. D: D: D: BECAUSE SHE HAS REACHED HER RIDICULOUS STAGE. Allow me to digress from polish to shoes. A while back, I purchased 2 pairs of shoes from Rubi. She asked me if she could borrow a pair once, and since them they became "hers" D: I didn't find that a problem until she didn't let me wear them. SDLKFJ:SLDKFJ BAH. SIBLING RIVALRY? No we just have a case of freaking fat greedy people now. I'm such a bitch. But it feels so good HAHA. XD)

LAW AND ORDER CALLS.

My mum and I are going on a " just the two of us " dates tomorrow to the city. Hopefully she'll let me have the 32 cm icecream at the korean convenience store. I'll make my mum take photos of me guzzling that all down :D I love icecream.

ENJOY THE HOLIDAYS ALL
















My mirror reflects the stuff on my door. I just found this photo quite chaotic.

MUFTIFUN/ROHAN'SPARTY_PHOTOSPAM

Before I begin I'd like to inform you all that this is a LONG post with LOTS of photos which I took TODAY D: (or yesterday because at the moment it is 1.12am.. the day of THE FETE).
1. School - SINGSTAR period 2
2. Cadet meeting
3. School
4. Get jerseys and formal loc vote
5. Jazz Ensemble
6. Cheerleading/abuseshouting team
7. Bus to Rohan's
8. Rohan's
9. Drew's youth Group
10. Rohan's again
11. Home

One of the freaking longest days I have ever endured. One of the most enjoyable days I've ever endured.

SHOUT OUT TO : Thash because he discovered I had a blog today while we were cyberstalking/reading other people's blogs today at Rohan's.

Thats what happened today.

Nice rainbow greeted me at school when it was dull and gloomy. WTH @ Aus weather man. I thought it was going to be cold etc. But it was freaking humid and warm today. D:

OKay. There's a photo of Jason because there's an unflattering photo of me in his blog. Lol.

So this is Alice, the resident greedy gut who loves other people's food and likes tying her hair up in little bunches. Cute :)

L BLOCK GROUP. No longer L block. I swear. Our grade has become less social with each other since teachers banned us from congregating outside Lblock in the mornings.

Thought Carol and Mindy were getting quite cuddly . haha

WHAT ARE YOU UP TO NOW WINNIE?

OMG. This is Drew's muscley arm. Freaking ginormous (at youth group, we each had to do 30 push up. I did 30 girly ones, and HE DID A WHOPPING 60 MANLY push ups... crazy much. And then Gaby continued to point out that Drew has huge bi/triceps even when he's not tensing or flexing :O holy crap!)

And yeah. Drew used his muscley arm to take a bad photo. You can't even see my face ;D HIPPY :D (also. my shadow looked like that queer woman from ABBA. Seriously. the sleeves just totally throw people off. haha)

English buds. Lis, Jasmine and Tina :D awesome folk who always ace english. :D

Righteo. The only white guys in the grade, Campbell and Azafat singing the queer Scissor sisters song

CAAAAAKE

This is BOSCO. I CAN SEE HIM FROM OUR ECO ROOM . TEEHEE. CYBERSTALKER TURNED REAL ONE. jk. Bosco actually waved etc, but my camera was too slow to catch that :(

YEAR MEETING in our wonderful Lecture theatre. :) Wonderful people in the row behind.

JERSEYS. OMGGGGGGGGG. Girraween much?

Why am I so unphotogenic. NO FAIR. :(

Jazz ensemble singing while watching soccer. LOL. Apparently it made it really awkward for the KO soccer folk D: oops

Castle Hill vs Ruse

D: the outcome wasn't so great. But PLAYER OF THE MATCH: Andrew Tsang, wonderful as usual. But he was like D: KSDJLSKDF after the game and saying all this crap about how he's crap etc. D: DON'T YOU HATE THAT?! He was brilliant. After the game, Michael (yoon) and I decided to play a bit of ball ourselves. I played goalie and he just took shots. I'M NOT BAD I'm telling ya ;) If you need a goalie, just holler. :)

OMGOMGOMG. This is when we went to Rohan's house and everyone played poker. Because I don't like gambling games, I hopped onto his new shiny laptop and discovered his webcam (he didn't know he had one.. ==;; ) AND I TOOK PHOTOS AND PAINTED OVER IT. HAHAHA.

Don't you love Michael (liu)'s make over BD

ROHAN's $5 lamp. is so . adorable. :D:D:D

Fugly painting. Seriously haven't seen anything worse except his drawings. JOKES.

SEE THAT RED THING SITTING ON THE BEDSIDE TABLE? That's a present I MADE for him ages ago. Can't believe he still has it. A bear with a red soccer shirt that reads SWAMI at the back :D

SKIP YOUTHGROUP PHOTOS. because I don't know anyone in them. haha

So I returned to Rohan's place with Drew and Gaby and I went to the computer room to see what the Cyberstalkers were up to. Thash was pretending to be Kris and started chatting to a girl from NSG, Milo, Sandy and someone else I think. HILARIOUS. The conversation between the NSG girl and "KRIS"went like this ...

AH HAHAHAHAHA. KRIS JUST GOT SO OWNED.

Anyway. That's the end of the photo spam.

I'm kind of dreading tomorrow. There was just this thunderstorm at my place (1.30am) and tomorrow the ground's going to be sopping wet. Stupid stupid cadet things are out in the open.

TOMORROW is the school fete. I shall be going EARLY in the morning to set up/get everything ready and I will be leaving at night. Hopefully I get a chance to crash at Rex's afterwards for some gaming hopefully (NOT MAHJONG. STINKY SI LAI GAME).

I must RECHARGE my batteries tonight and format my memory card because I will try to take many photos of the grand 50th Anniversary.

Freaking thunder.

Freaking humitidy. Because I didn't get home till late, I'm still in my day clothes and I'm still feeling disgustingly sticky.

Hmm. Bosco and I are currently talking about thunder. And that brings me to lightning. Only recently, my mum told me that her uncle died after being struck my lightning when I boldly stated one day at the dinner table "I don't know anyone who's been struck with lightning. It isn't that common". Apparently it is quite common in some flat places :(

OVERALL,

So many high lights today. :) It was fun. But i think the main thing was I've never seen so many sides of Drew in one day. SERIOUSLY. he was like nervous, excited, and then angry and sort of pissed off, and right after that he was HIGH and talkative during youth group and yeah happy again :D Learnt that his church has GAZILLION peoples and they play games that I have never heard of before. (getting to 5 checkpoints before getting a math worksheet which when completed, will give a phone number, which you have to call, of which afterwards you will know what to do. do 30 push ups each at the park and then we all ran back, SCOOPED WATER from a bucket to a saucepan USING COMMUNION CUPS - those puny things, and boiling that water to cook instant noodles, and drinking the msg soup)

My gosh I'm so tired today. So much running around. NEED SLEEEEP