Ticked off

You know what I really hate?

Bad drivers.

But you know what's worse?

Those who drive without a licence (yes without obtaining one) AND who give others attitude about it when confronted.

Freaking risk to the rest of the drivers. Being a "safe driver" isn't enough. It's bloody illegal.

For Heck's sake, grow the hell up. It's selfish to just say " oh I don't need a licence, laws are stupid" BECAUSE ITS NOT, and someone might freaking die.

I'm a Nazi about this stuff because it matters.

Someday someone kill get caught. Hopefully only punishments will occur, and not someone getting hurt.

Being licenced to drive is a bloody privilege. People like this cheapen our society, downgrading integrity.

What's so hard about rocking up at the nearest RTA and getting your Ls? Faaaarrouuut.

No names please.

Don't want to be sue-able for defamation or something retarded like this.

I want to strangle the person.






Jeez. I'd make such a good nazi mum.

Speaking of mum. WHAT THE HELL?! Asif let your kid do that. D: That's practically saying to police " HEY YOU, UNLICENCED KID DRIVING, AND I'M LETTING HIM, SO FEEL FREE TO BILL ME ANYTIME ".



BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRGGGGHHHH.

I am so grumpy now T_T;

If I ever hear about it happening again, I WILL GIVE THAT PERSON SO MUCH SHIT- I AM NOT KIDDING.


(besides. WE HAVE TO DO 120 BLOODY HOURS. That's 120 hours with a grumpy dad beside me. ONE HUNDRED AND TWENTY. *smashes head against wall*)



On a lighter note. I've done 20 hours now. Goodo. 1/6 of my way through.. Oh with 1 hour night time driving (it's actually 3, but my dad didn't let me count that because I was "learning to reverse park in the dark" nggh)

World's Worst Comedian

I did something incredibly stupid today.
Being a little high, and a tad crazy, I led myself into believing my jokes are funny. What happened was, I was replying to an email and I saw the person use his initials to sign off. I thought HEY! I can make a joke out of that.

So I signed off as Before Christ (BC).

+___________________________________+

Someone should shoot me already... Before I create more of a fool of myself. I regretted it the moment the sent email confirmation page popped up. So for the whole day afterwards, I've been constantly cringing at the thought of that person opening up his email inbox and "wtf"ing at what I've written.

So witty... so not. *groaaan*

ANYWAY, DIGRESSING-

Thank you for the many suggestions regarding sleep, everyone. I've tried alot of these methods before and some don't work for me :(.

- Reading a boring book: I just read the page over and over again. Reading is quite a tedious task when I'm in bed because my neck is slightly crooked (damned bunk) and it hurts like hell the next day. And I just don't fall asleep.
- Listening to music: This makes me feel more awake and hyperactive unfortunately. I used to do this, but I forgot to take the noisy rock songs out of my "sleep" playlist (don't know why it was there in the first place) and it woke me up in the middle of the night. Also, when I woke up in the morning, quite often, I wouldn't be able to find my earphones/mp3 xD I move alot in my sleep.
- Milk: :( When I drink before I go to bed, my tummy gurgles alot and this also keeps me up at night.
- Napping (goodness me, I typed in Nappying at first): I try to, during my math frees, but someone always picks up a guitar and starts playing. If it was a constant melodious tune than maybe I could take a nap, but no.. someone always manages to strum ridiculous chords that sound like evil music (minor chords? I'm not a musical person) or suspensful music, or rock on acoustic or something.. It's so frustrating. So I just don't.

Mondays are usually really long for me. I have morning class at 7.45 and cadets finishes around 5.15. What a great start to the week. I'm super thankful that tomorrow m.class is cancelled and that there's no cadets this week.

Did everyone hate my last post about James Franco? xD I got woken up this morning by a text message "wth james franco is the douche in pineapple express". And I don't know w ho it's from. Freaking phone. It has no caller ID. I just see "unknown number calling" every single time and I have to try and recognise voices :(

I shall be visiting THREE tomorrow and ask them about that AND I want voicemail.

To add to that, I'll travel up to the third floor of Carlo Court and enter fitness first for the first time in my life and ask about joining fees etc. If you know anything of the sort, pls share. I think my dad needs some time in the gym :D

BTW PREFECTS HAVE TO BE AT THE COURTS TOMORROW. REFFING ROSTER WILL BE IN YOUR EMAIL INBOX OR ON THE MAIN NOTICEBOARD OR IN THE SENIOR COMMON ROOM.

(:

BLAHBLAHRARA

If I were to spend 2 hours at an orchestra concert, I would feel more motivated to get a move on with school work at home. HOWEVER when I'm not allowed to go, I spend those 2 hours SULKING at home, probably fooling around on PHOTOSHOP doing nothing productive, and afterwards just SULKING some more.

I don't see how attending a jazz orchestra concert on Tuesday night will affect me very much, seeing as I have freaking zone xcountry on Wednesday anyway.

*fume*


*fume*


*fume*

Started watching Merlin today, before my dad kicked my sister and I off, so he could watch the news (=.= he could do that on the computer ... 2 : 1 man.. for the greater good...). I didn't get to watch much and WOAAAAAAH. I love that snakewoman's grass voodoo. It actually works. She didn't even have to stab too viciously.


WHAT HAPPENED TODAY
Invented a new game with my sister. We found a collectable bouncy ball, took it out of its tin box, and played tennis/newcombe ball with it, while each using a drawer from a plastic container as a bat/catcher's mit. We played for ages.

Anyway. My sister got a pair of uglyass shoes today for $20. AND SHE PAID IN COINS. HA! So hilarious. My dad forgot his wallet today. x]

B: How much?
K: $20
D: OSHT no wallet today
K: oh. okay I'll put it back
D: wait- *shoves hand in pocket and draws out a handful of coins*
BKD: *all start counting coins*

But that's about it. I have nothing more to say. Except who's going to that careers expo thing? 8)

HAVE A FUN WEEK A Y'ALL :)

BAH BAH BLACK BEEF

Vanessa's little puppy is the cutest. I didn't want to take any photos because I was afraid I might blind the dog with my camera's double flash.

I don't know whether that's a myth or fact.. There are always these self righteous people that appear on random blogs saying "YOU ARE SO CRUEL TO YOUR DOG, YOU ARE BLINDING BLAH BLAH BLAH". On the other hand, people who take photos of their dogs with the flash on say "It's just as harmful to dogs as it is to humans". And I have no idea who to believe. So I just didn't take any, just incase.

SHE WAS CALLED WILLICUS. ;D Great work Vanessa (tall).

Yeah. Fun times. Was at the computer for most of the time, digging into the past, our infamous internet adventures of a particular friend ;) I shan't say here, it would ruin the surprise. Details later if anyone reminds me. Those who have been following me since year 8 (no one I guess :P) would have an idea of what I may be talking about.

ANYWAY.

EXCITING STUFF. BECAUSE I'M OFF TO THE EASTERSHOW TOMORROW.

This is something we do every year. No matter HOW expensive, HOW rainy and HOW busy we are, we always make time for this :D ACCORDING TO BORBOR, showbag costs will be reduced, so I now feel inclined to buy one (hehe. Jason's theory about women and buying discounted items is correct I'm afraid )

SPEAKING OF BORBOR, HE HAS A BLOG EVERYONE.
CAVERN OF CROUTONS

Please visit, or something.. and witness the cynical man perform his magic.

ANYWAY. MY MOTHER JUST BARGED IN ON ME BLABBERING ABOUT ALL THIS STUFF I HAVE NO CLUE ABOUT, so I totally lost my train of thought. FAR OUT.

My dad basically lives in my room during the day now. And my desk is cluttered with apple cores, lolly wrappers, cups, saucers, bowls and lots and lots of cutlery. SHE COMES IN AND SAYS "SKFJSLKDFJ:SLEIJSLEKFJ CUTLERY KJS:DLKFJS:DF SO MUCH STUFF SKFJ:SLK"

Well. I'm sorry. I'm sorry dad comes in here so often this place is a pigsty. I ALREADY CLEARED MY DESK THIS MORNING BEFORE I LEFT, AND IT WAS SPOTLESS. Far out. All the stuff is in a plastic bag anyway. Freaking naggy mothers. T_T;

Since I am in the mood for ranting, my sister stole my mouse. Yes, CC if you're still reading this freaking blog page. I'm going to bitch about my little sister again, because she is a pain. And if I do not release out all the crap on her here, WHO KNOW what I may do to her.

She took my mouse, and left some BALLED MOUSE THAT HAD NO BALL IN IT on my desk. What the truck? She's sitting on the floor with a laptop in her lap.. + mouse? WHAT THE HELL. I've been using that mouse for over 5 years. LKJSDF:LSKDFJ BAH. Yes, It's petty, so whatever, I'm just pissed off.

Why does everyone leave crap on my desk.

At the moment, I see 2 Kopiko wrappers, 2 empty juice cartons, some shredded paper, A TOOTHPICK ?! on my table even though I cleaned it before dinner. =_=;

Speaking o f dinner, I cooked dinner last night. My sister didn't have any. Afterwards she complains about being hungry. WELL NUHHH. So what does she do? She takes my breakfast for the next morning out of the freezer (mantou..) and eats all of it. The next morning I don't find my food. There's not time to fix up anything else, so I go without. What the hell man. She doesn't do anything at home at all. No dishes, no cooking. She just takes what she can and calls it hers. Like my mouse is now "her mouse".

I'm so fed up with her. I'm so fed up with her lies, her manipulation of my parents and her big loud voice.

I hate cleaning up. T_T: I have to clean up after everyone in the house. WHY DID I HAVE TO BECOME SUCH A NEAT FREAK DURING THE HOLIDAYS. kjf;lsdkfjslkd

<./rant>

The more I think about it, the more fired up I get. Icecream really does distract me alot and makes me temporarily forget about my hates etc. Yeah. But there's no ice cream in the fridge. Why? BECAUSE FREAKING KELLY ATE IT ALL. LIKE THE WHOLE FREAKING TUB. THAT WE ONLY BOUGHT ON FREAKING SATURDAY. NO ONE ELSE HAD A SINGLE SPOONFUL. Not only that- but she also finished A WHOLE TRAY OF MANTOU. AND THE WHOLE LITRE OF JUICE. And the whole punnet of strawberries =_=;

Talk about being inconsiderate.

The strawberries were supposed to be for the cake I made for Vanessa's.

I hate how Kelly doesn't ask, she thinks she's entitled to everything.

Freaking Brat.

SEQUEL

In the last episode of "MY FRIGGIN SISTER", Belle was preparing herself for a night of lectures and deathly glares from the father figure after a disastrous day in with the FRIGGIN SISTER.

Yes.

He came home.

Rushed into my sister's room and talked to her in his "baby talk" voice which is reserved for her only.

[intermission: on the phone, conversations between my dad and my sister sound like this
D: heeeeellloo hunny
K: Hey dad. Belle's being a bitch. blahdlkajsld
D: Hay meehh? (canto for. REALLY?)
K: Busy now. ttyl
D: oh. okayy then :) SEE YOU AT HOME BYEBYE
-beep beep beep-

On the other hand, with me its like..
D: helloooo hunny
B: dad. you got the wrong person.
D: huh? you're the older one?
B: ... yes. wth you called me!
D; ah (dah chor deen wah) called the wrong number then
-beep beep beep-
no byes?

also like this
B: hello?
D: get in the car
B: what?
D: i'm outside
B: oh okay then , by the wa--
- beep beep beep-

that's how we roll *sigh*]

Anyway. He comes out, and I'm watching some highlights from the Cavalier game on ONE HD.

and he says

don't you dare hit her

WHAT ON EARTH?

What did I do to deserve such injustice =_=; I have no freedom of speech at home.

As if I would waste muscle movement on that fat piece of living flesh. She's not worth it. BLAH I hate how my dad just assumes I'm the one at fault all the time. ALL THE TIME, I'd like to stress again. He never listens to what I say, or my version of events.

I think I feel cut by this, this is shown through my sudden liking towards that silly TW drama (it touches on the relationship between this guy and his father, and how his father likes the little brother etc. SIMILAR TO MY STORY YES?) Except my life won't have a nice ending like that stupid cheesy drama.

Luckily, my mum's on my side today. I told her my version of events, and her reaction was.. "this shirt?" (pointing to the shirt, and GRINNING EVER SO EVILLY).

B: I swear one day, I'm going to chop her up into little pieces and eat her.. or feed her to dogs or something
M: :O SAVE ME A PIECE. (luw farn yut guw bey gnor)

And she kept on saying the above in a singsongy voice while she was hanging the second bunch of clothes on the line. Cheered me up because it was quite a hilarious sight. But she knew I was watching from the kitchen window (i was making dumplings.. :D)

Yeaah my mum is the best. :D

All in all, another teenage drama.

Crocodile tears

Hi all,

If you don't see me anytime these holidays even though I've promised I can come, you can assume that I am grounded/dead. As today, one of the most horrible things happened and I'd like MY VERSION of events to be revealed, because it NEVER IS and my DAD NEVER LISTENS TO ME.

STORY GOES...
On saturday or something, my mum bought a shirt with my sister. It's stripey- blue and black and Kelly assumes its hers (because apparently everything that touches her hand belongs to her). Yeah. This arvo when my sister shut herself in her bedroom, I was collecting clothes from outside and I asked my mum whose shirt it was. She didn't say anything and just took it, and before she left the house, I saw her wearing it. XD Mum told me to be quiet about it and not tell my sister. 8-)


A couple of hours later, my sister barges into my room and flings open my wardrobe doors. SHE PULLS EVERYTHING OUT ONTO THE FLOOR and tells me to switch off the modem. I SAY NO because I'm currently downloading something and its freaking eighty something percent done. So I ask her what's up.
K: I need to ask mum something
(she needed to use the home phone and for some strange reason, it says "line in use" whenever the internet modem is on)
HA. I knew she was going to ask about the blue stripey shirt missing from my nicely folded pile of clean clothes I gave her.

So being the badmouth teen she is, she swore at me and such. Bah. I couldn't really tolerate her anymore. So I took out the straw in my vitasoy drink (wai tah laiy) and impaled her with it.

joking :) hmm. I don't know how I can still retain a sense of humour with her bawling in the other room right now. :

Haha, so after she pulled out all the contents of my wardrobe, she proceeded to make a beeline for the modem switch D: which I dived infront of to protect. By now she's standing right infront of the door, so I slam the door in her face and tell her to

GET LOST SEI FEI MOOY (dead fat pig, her nickname from when she was a kid)

Anyway. Being the persistent little pest she is, she pushed open the door knocking me over the damned printer and attempted to kick me in the face. D: So I kicked the door shut, but her foot was in the way.

So her ankle got caught in the door.

Then I pushed it out of the way and slammed the door. I'm so sick of her.

The the guilt started to bite me when I heard her bawling right outside. She was clutching her ankle crying and screaming profanity. Apologies to everyone living on my street who heard "FUCKEEEEN BITTTTTCCHHHHH" echo, bouncing off your nice driveways and letter boxes...

Yeah. I don't want to apologise because honestly, I just slammed the door. I didn't see her foot and that's her problem because she was the one trying to blind me with her fat foot.

FREAKING INBUILT GUILT ALARM WENT OFF ANYWAY... So I ran to the kitchen for an icepack and went to the bathroom to prepare a towel, so I don't freaking let her foot die from frostbite.

When I pried her fingers out of the way, I saw a small green bruise and 2 scratches (no blood) on her ankle

WTFFFF.


I hate being her sister.

WTH she's so good to her friends always being used. She's so pathetic.

Good Friday

Hope you're all having a nice long weekend start to the long awaited holidays. These few days have been quite busy for me, thank goodness. I love being busy doing stuff I like. Today was a fun-filled day because I spent the majority of it at Richard's. And I sort of learnt how to make a mandarin cheesecake from Richard's neighbour.

[background: Grubsy is actually a LONG LONG LONG time friend of mine. I knew him way back when we were toddlers (I think) at Ardil's childcare :D But he's like a model-student/aces everything etc, so there isn't much dirt I can dig up on him unfortunately XD]

ANYWAY. My morning began early at 8am. I was getting ready for my big day but my dad decided to sleep in and told me not to wake him =_=; So I arrived there at around 10.30 :( completely missing the first few CRUCIAL steps to making a cheesecake). Luckily I know how to make a cheesecake already so I didn't miss out on too much I guess. I didn't get to take any photos because I left my bag at his place and I didn't want to duck out just to fetch it. So yeah.

We watched a couple of eps of 2 and a half men before we started watching pineapple express, and then people started arriving for the bbq. :) Guests included his family (ROSE!ROSE! his cousin whom I also knew when we were toddlers) and family friends and neighbour's son- Andrew who is absolutely hilarious :D

AND THERE WAS FOOD. steak. I had one. And then I had a lamb cutlet. mmm. and I had a couple of gherkins (♥♥♥ Can't get enough of it ♥♥♥) AND OH MY GOSH. The baby/toddler there called WAYNE is a halfie and he's so cute :D He has REALLY soft locks of springy brown curls on his head :D:D way cool and he just pigged out on those asian soft candies all the time. So cute. Didn't snap a photo of him because he's too cute and if my nieces/nephews saw a photo of him here, they would get jealous D:

Alot of small talk at the table before the youth decided to dive back into the house and just talk. Rose was doing math (H) and didn't believe me when I said I study 2u math XD she just laughed. haha. Yeaaah. It was quite an awkward turtle moment. (speaking of awkward turtle, I DID THAT A COUPLE OF TIMES AT THE PREFECT ARVO TEA BUT NO ONE GOT IT?!) Yeaah. Fun times.



His walls are the same colour has my parent's bedroom walls at my old place.





MY GOODNESS> THIS DEFLATED HIPPO is apparently his "treasured" belonging ==; its freaking.. half full of beads. Apparently its supposed to be "beautiful and plump" but he chucked it into the washing machine. haaa. It's important to read the washing instructions





:D






Miss math (sitting at the computer. its our forum :D:D)













Afterwards, my dad took me home and my mum was watching SMILING PASTA- the Taiwanese drama. FREAKING RIP OFF FULLHOUSE. HAA. It's so gay. The lead girl is ==; not as pretty as lead girls usually are and one of the main guys look slightly retarded and ALL OF THE MEN IN THIS DRAMA DO NOT ACT MANLY OR LOOK MANLY. FAR OUT. Their perception of manly is gangster ish? It's quite offputting to watch and I don't know how my mum endures hours of this rubbAsh. All their men are like women. EVERY guy has hair like krissybubbles. Im not saying his hair is gay. lol. it's just EVERYONE D: EVERYONE (kind of like how when we were in Hyde Park, all these uni students walked past. All the males were in a hideous dressing attire consisting of freaking skinny jeans WOMANLY SCARVES, boots? seriously. D: D: D: I CAN'T ACCEPT THIS. SEEING THESE PEOPLE DRIVE ME NUTS. It wasn't just 1 or 2. There were TONNES. D: D: ) Enough about retarded Taiwanese dramas. D: D: D:

Dad took mum and I out to Edward's place and we just had a *har mm cha charn* because I wasn't feeling full after Richards :D (I am a bottomless pit). Then my dad bought me some pocky YAY (DID YOU KNOW, Jusco no longer sells Thai POCKY. teehee.) and we went to pick Kelly up from a friends place. (OKAY I'M MISSING LAW AND ORDER RIGHT NOW, but I have to rant about this. My sister currently has on purple nail varnish. It's not a nice purple either. Ever since she started hanging with this crowd, she's come home with fluro green nails, black nails, FREAKING NEON COLOURED NAILS and now ugly purple. I sit across her at dinner and all these bright colours flashing across my eyes push me into fits of epileptic seizures. Seriously, it's disastrous and disgusting and I hate it. I have to say. Purple is already better than that neon green she had. At dinner, it just looked like there were floating green m&ms around. BARLJSDFLSKJ I hate nail polish. I HATE IT. And now she puts it on just to piss me off. She does alot of things to deliberately piss me off. D: D: D: BECAUSE SHE HAS REACHED HER RIDICULOUS STAGE. Allow me to digress from polish to shoes. A while back, I purchased 2 pairs of shoes from Rubi. She asked me if she could borrow a pair once, and since them they became "hers" D: I didn't find that a problem until she didn't let me wear them. SDLKFJ:SLDKFJ BAH. SIBLING RIVALRY? No we just have a case of freaking fat greedy people now. I'm such a bitch. But it feels so good HAHA. XD)

LAW AND ORDER CALLS.

My mum and I are going on a " just the two of us " dates tomorrow to the city. Hopefully she'll let me have the 32 cm icecream at the korean convenience store. I'll make my mum take photos of me guzzling that all down :D I love icecream.

ENJOY THE HOLIDAYS ALL
















My mirror reflects the stuff on my door. I just found this photo quite chaotic.

Hip-Happy Jolly April Fools

I haven't been using my camera recently. I completely forgot today, even though we looked absolutely smashing this morning in our lovely ceremonial dress.

[INTERRUPTION: Drew has just informed me hockey boys won ! GRATS :D And apparently Crestwood had 2 state rep players too :) yaaay ]

This morning, I got to school at 7am because we were supposed to have flag party practice. To my utter annoyance, who were supposed to arrive at the same time arrived > 30 mins later. Man. TT_TT; What gay. I'm actually really grumpy in the morning when I don't get enough sleep. Bah. That aside, I spent the morning chatting to random cadets and playing with Davo's shiny sword, oh and practicing with flags when the flag people came. CHEERS TO THOSE WHO CAME EARLY- I was in good company. D: Right. Nothing in my mind is in chronological order right now, I can't think properly about what happened this morning.

SKIP TO ASSEMBLY. Gosh. My neck hurt so much after sitting stiffly on the side of the hall. I just had this perfect view of the 5 guardy people at the front and ALAN & HTL . XD Good job to everyone EXCEPT CLAY (jkjk) WHO HIT BAHAVEN ON THE HEAD AND SNORTED LOUDLY ON STAGE. I swear, her facial expression walking off stage 10 seconds after the snort was so calm and ... expressionless I thought the snort had come from someone else... (I actually thought Pratima snorted lol) Christine Lay is the best free source of entertainment one will ever have.

After the assembly, I rushed off to my SRC/Prefects fete meeting TT__TT: and then was called out of it by Ambert because I was expected at the Cadet Luncheon (?! I had no idea I'm a part of that). And thats where I ate lunch with dessert. :) So many different types of sandwiches. I wish I got to have more. But I didn't because someone suggested that we should move out and pack up :( even though we had orders to finish everything D: Yeaah. While I was committing myself to some womanly duties (that Lee also partook in- putting dishes/cups in the dishwasher) the ladies from the mothers club/fete committee called me over to take a good look at our snazzy uniform.

I swear its the red sash. I never used to get so much attention from other people's mothers ;) Haha. Using my PRO (lol) Canto skills, I explained to them why we had different uniforms in cadets. One of the mothers described our DPCU cams as *honghongloklok* (red red green green) D: AND I WAS MORTIFIED. The first picture that came to my mind was a Christmas elf doing the can can with a candy cane D:

After foodfest came lunch, where I changed and joined 3 friends on a small journey to Epping where we ate and drank our lives away. No. We just bummed in GJ while eating Winnie's Pedro's Pizza for a couple of hours undertaking chitchat which I haven't experienced in quite a while. I miss it. We used to have chats liek that EVERYDAY when we sat in the canteen during recesses and lunches. I miss alot of things from junior school. I miss how it used to be funny when Michael (Liu) and Marcus pretended to be fobs for an entired period during VA. I used to find it so hilarious D: But now seeing fobs is like an everyday thing (lol Chris) and it's not that funny anymore.

Oops. Totally went off track. ANYWAY. I stayed in Epping until about 4.34 D: cos that's when my bus came, but my mum thinks I got home at 4pm (OUR CLOCK STOPPED WORKING LOL) so I'm not busted or anything like that. Watched ABCKIDS/ROLLERCOASTER ♥ and FELL ASLEEP DURING SIMPSONS AND WOKE UP MORE THAN HALFWAY THROUGH NEIGHBOURS. OMG.

[interruption: for people in my eco class. I heard on the grapevine (Lucy- HI! I know you read this xD) that dunkerly might be coming back and might be taking the class back. Which I am exuberantly happy about. Because I feel less bored in class and hopefully perform better in economics]

That's about all I wanted to say about what happened today.

Now, onto a different broader subject. The following may seem controversial but whatever. DROUGHT. Look, even if you care about the topic, there's not much you can do about it. WHY OVER-WORRY WHEN YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT except reduce the amount of water you use at home, make sure taps don't leak. Yeah sure I care about it. I don't want us to run out of water. But really, AT THE MOMENT? It's been bloody pouring on and off for the past 24 hours- I think we can forget about the drought for the time being. I mean, have you heard? Canberra's haul of wine grapes aren't that bad this season. I'm actually wishing for good weather now. Since I've been home, I've been feeling lethargic, my nose is blocked and I have a fever. I believe I have a cold from that stupid weather we've had all day.

Yeah okay, the drought topic set me up in a bad mood combined with blocked nose. Because I can't do anything about it, I feel annoyed and pissed off- and I really wish I could just *click* and disapparate the drought away, BUT I CAN'T. It's a controversial topic anyway. I mean, the people who use to most amount of water are farmers anyway, so why don't you go pester them about using less water. So please don't expect to read about anything in this blog that will affect >5 people. I care about the state, but not in this blog.

***

REMINDER TO ALL CITIZENS OF THE SCHOOL: Mufti this Friday. Bring in a platter of baked goods. Okay. This frustrates me. What the hell is the school doing? Practically demanding us to BAKE stuff for the fete? What the hell. I DON'T WANT TO BAKE. I've spent so much time and effort into the organisation of stuff going on in the fete already, and everyone's fully sick of it and the school being ridiculous. Mufti days in exchange for cake and presents or $5. Freaaaking hell.

Honestly. I don't see why we have to alway focus on "profits" at school. The canteen rakes in so much every year. Will it REALLY hurt to lower prices a tad? I mean. When I lived on my measley income, I did not receive an extra allowance from my parents and at home, we don't have packed lunches waiting for us in the morning and as a result of that, I spent quite alot of money in a week at the canteen. I visit other schools and their canteens DON'T RIP STUDENTS OFF. And now I'm poor. With no employment, means no income. No income means reliance on parents, and I haven't asked my parents for spending money for over a year and IT FEELS REALLY AWKWARD WHEN I DO. As a result, I don't have much money in my wallet MEANING I FEEL LESS COMPELLED to buy food from the canteen. And I starve until I go home and gorge on whatever left overs I can find in the fridge at home.

During exam week, due to expensiveness of food, stress and nausea I didn't eat much and my weight dropped noticeably. I don't like our school canteen. I wish we had a woolworths opposite the school. Canteen would so go out of business so quickly. I'd love to see that happen. I'd also like to see the uniform shop go out of business. Selling uniform at freaking ridiculous private school prices D: You buy that stuff in BULK from BANGLADESH. HONESTLY, how much will that seriously add up to? And how much do they make us pay. T_T:

I'm angry. The money making side of our school sucks. Leeching off students is a horrible thing to do.

This leads me to another rant. Since private schools leech of students so much already, why do they require govt funding when public schools exhibit the obvious cases of poverty and such. Many primary schools still use demountables, and have broken and old furniture that the kids are forced to use everyday. Compared to a private school with their private undercover pools which cost tonnes for management, public schools are a dump. With exception of our school of course. NGAARR Such an irritating topic. I don't get why the govt allocates so much to private schools. It's not fair.

Maybe I'm just being a stingy asian. Maybe its the recession. I hear about it every day on the news. Global recession. Falling employment rates. Lowering of interest rates. IMF. OECD. It's driving me nuts. Freaking America and their low interest rates dragged the whole world into this. Freaking subprime mortgage prices. FREAKING EXECUTIVES WHO ARE GETTING BONUS PAYMENTS EVEN THOUGH THEY'RE BEING BAILED BY THE GOVT. Being rewarded for failure? Honestly? I want to smack those execs good. If you had a heart, you would know you DON'T DESERVE so much. Infact, you don't deserve much at all. Axing people's jobs because you can't afford to pay them, yet you get freaking 6 figure bonuses.

They say you can't buy happiness with money. But that's not true. Deep down inside we all know that without money.. well, we're pretty much screwed.

yumyum for my tumtum

So today was a big day. I had to eat alot to make up for all the meal I had been skipping due to exams and stress.

CHATSWOOD on the famous epp-chatswood line :D OMG NEW TRAIN lovely.

Speaking of train, I went to a place with a SUSHI TRAIN.

Quite nice. Mum and I had alot.

[substory: the reason why I don't mention my dad and my sister is because we split up. My sister was being such a bitch that my mum and I ditched her :D We were having afternoon tea at this chinese restaurant/cafe ish place. While we were eating my sister was like. >:( I WANT TO GO HOME, like a whiney little kid and she was refusing to eat and all. WTH my dad was so nice to her "aww come on, you have to eat something.. do you want something to drink?" which is something he never asks me. If I want something to drink, I have to EAT.. no fair. And she's like ">:( DON'T MAKE ME EAT. I'll have a coke. " AND THEN when we order, we ordered a lemon coke because it's vit C, something that never enters her system. She chucks a spazz " I DIDN'T ASK FOR A LEMON COKE!! >:(" LKJ :LSKDF:LSKDFJ Freaking.. freaking 13 year old spoilt brats JL:KSDJFLKSEJF:S *fumes* and gosh my dad. T_T: double standards. Last time I had a dark expression on my face during mealtime, he sent me out of the restaurant. T_T; yeah. so he was stuck with her for the rest of the day]'

My mum and I continued to eat our way through eastwood. 85 degrees bakery- OH MY GOSH. I ate so much cake and bread. I LOVE DESSERTS. Didn't take a photo because I was already gobbling everything down lol. So we bought some strawberry tiramisu, err normal tiramisu and chocolate flavoured slice, some kind of cheesecake, omg cream cake. mmmm yum. Savoury stuff included the coffee bread, pizza bread, this HUGE spongy thing (on the kitchen table) omg so much.

And then we went to breadtop. Bought more stuff.

And then we went to one of those asian breadshops. to buy more bread of course. so nice.

THEN, mum said she was craving chocolate. HAHA. Pity I don't know of any chocolate shop in Chatswood. Like Lindt or Guylian Cafe. mmm. So we just went to Coles and bought chocolate, and this assorted junkfood. Like snakes. Turkish delight for mum (ewww). Jungle Jellies. Jelly beans. Dove HAZELNUT chocolate. mm. Bought a tray of Guylian shells cos you know, ♥.

So by the time I had eaten approximately half my weight in food, lol, I felt like I was bursting at the seams and my feet hurt (BLISTERS. from walking around too much). We had spend hours eating ;D. I love it. So much fun.

And we caught the train back.

Today was so fun.

We spent so much money, but my mum said to ignore the numbers and have fun.

Hawhaw. But when I came home, I was greeted by the 13 year old firebreather. I ignore her stupid ranting and take refuge in the fridge, where i find CHOCOLATE CUSTARD YUM. So i take a pack out and start eating. OMG. KELLY COMES OUT AND STARTS SCREECHING HER HEAD OFF.

K: YOU WHORE. DON"T EAT THAT. ITS MINE.

B: wth. Yeah, well take this *licks the top layer of the custard*

K: *fuming*

HAAA. an hour later, I walk into the the kitchen to get myself a glass of milk and she comes sprinting out of her bedroom screaming "STOP EATING MY CUSTARD". LOL and she shuts up when she sees me and my sipper straw.. wth is wrong with her. It's not like she earns money or anything, so technically NOTHING in the house belongs to her, except some wee and bits of poo that she's flushed down the toilet. Oh and her birthday presents from other people.

She's such a hog. T_T; In her wardrobe, she has > 50% of my clothes. Seriously. My wardrobe is bare. Except for blankets etc. it has barely anything in it because my freaking hog of a sister has everything.

Right yeah. So I'm eating that huge puffy bread/cake thingy that I bought and omg it smells so good and its so soft. Wheeeehehehehe.

Earth hour nearly over. It's so dark in here D:

At epping, I saw and awesome plane streak. :)
Whipped my camera out of my bag to catch this (before one of the rainbow lorrikeets in the tree i was standing under started pooing)

NEWBLOGGER --> CLICKYCLICKHERE

CLICK HERE FOR A LAUGH.

To Andrew (Moby) (Andrew Chin?)
This is how you say "I have Diarrhoea"
下痢しています。

げりしています。
The video cracked me up. Good stuff.

And I think it's Cabbage's birthday today. JOLLY BIRTHDAY MAAAATE :) Enjoy it this year and hopefully it won't clash with your term 1 exams next year.

And at Jason. I'm just not good with study :D well, nothing I do really interests me.

WHY? You may ask. Because all the subjects I would have a slight interest in would be something like graphic design (something they don't offer in this hole) and va. Gosh. I remember all those verbal wars I had with my parents in year 8.

I WANT TO DO VA AND FRENCH.

"NO! YOU HAVE TO DO COMMERCE AND JAP"

In the end, I did commerce and Jap.


This is a conversation between my mother and I today.
M: Don't stress. It's over. (speaking about jap ext and math lol)
B: Wuh? No I'm just sulking.
M: Just try your best- no pressure.
B: Can I get a math tutor, or someone who can help me like once a week?
M: Yep sure.

A couple of hours later-
Dad: WHAT?! NO!
B: TT__TT; great.
M: Why not?
D: IF SHE NEEDS A TUTOR FOR HER HSC, HOW THE HECK IS SHE GOING TO LEARN IN UNIVERSITY?! Will she need a tutor in university too? (said in a super snide tone)
B: I need remedial help D=
D: Rubbish. Just buy books and self learn.


So I will just buy books and self learn. Meaning I spend ages pondering over one page, reading the same friggin sentence over and over again.

Yay for academic failure.

Speaking of parents and study... why are mine not caring about my exams.. Why is my dad mowing the lawn outside my bedroom when I'm studying? Why does my mum take me out to eat even when I PLEAD "noooo . NOOOOOO. NOOOOOOOOO. please no!". TWO DAYS IN A ROW we've been having afternoon tea at Edward's restaurant. Not that there's anything wrong with the restaurant of course, but what the hell I need to study :(

When I go out and have fun or "destress" I'm kept in that mood for the entire day/night.

I think they're worried about me. But they're totally doing the wrong things to help me D:

Friggin Itch

So I am back.

Again.

I think I'm becoming immune to the stupid pink tablets. I'm not feeling sleepy at all. ANYWAY, I was just googling "How to analyse art" because I'm using a painting as my other text in Extension English.. and this pops up:

1. Define the Purpose of the Artwork (theme/meaning):
to create beauty
to reveal truth
to immortalize
to express religious values
to stimulate the intellect
to create order and harmony
to create chaos
to reflect society and culture
to protest injustice/raise social consciousness
to express the universal
to meet the needs of the artist

2. Analyze the Elements of Art
Locate the Focal Point (where your immediate attention/eye goes).
Define the Medium (painting, fresco, sculpture, photography).
Abstract or Realistic, Apollonian or Dionysian?
Analyze the use of light and dark. Does color saturation or hue create a psychological effect or mood?
Analyze the effect of Texture (brush strokes, molding strokes).
Analyze Lines, Shapes, and Space (look for overlapping, relative size, position, and linear perspective).
Define the purpose of objects/figures and their relative size and placement.
Explain any symbols/themes (people, objects, colors, placement, and size). Does your piece convey a social or political message?

.__.;;

I can safely say that alot of this analysis stuff is bs. Honestly, you can gather THAT MUCH from a couple of dashes of paint on canvas? (Don't say I don't appreciate art, because I do. I just think all this analysis is overrated). I really don't think the artist actually had all these themes in mind. Maybe they didn't notice how much the colours contrasted on the surface.. maybe he/she just wanted it to look PRETTY. TT__TT;;

But I'm not complaining. I'd rather analyse art than analyse a block of text. Because we all know, that's even more bs. As if Shakespeare thought about using all these "literary devices". His street plays were just for entertainment! D:

Hmm. I'm starting to feel abit sleepy now. ja;lskdfj;asld

Right. Well I was reading Angry's blog a little earlier, the post about MacDonald's. The thing I don't like about Maccas now is that everything is quite expensive. :/ I guess its inflation and all, but the stuff they advertise.. On tv, there's this Maccas ad where a guy rummages around the bottom of his bag to find some loose change to buy a stupid snack wrap (which by the way is NO good) WELL THATS GAY. If I went up to a counter and said "Hi, Can I get a snack wrap pls" and rummaged around my bag, I WOULD NOT BE ABLE TO COME UP WITH $1.95.

And what's the deal with $0.95? Why don't you just make it $1. I hate the extra 5c they have. FIVE CENTS YOU ARE GAY. It's so retarded. I hate having useless coins in my wallet. Face it 5c, you're not useful to anyone except gay shops now. Even vending machines and photocopiers won't take you anymore. You're just sitting in my money box (which btw weighs more than 2kg- ALL 5c coins..) doing nothing, collecting dust. You should go, like the 1c and 2c coin. You're small, fickley and useless.

Hmm. This is all over the place.

:( I'm still quite lumpy. I have a feeling what I have is not a rash because it's not going away.

Having no frees is terrible

I wish I had a free today. Everything was so bunched up, and I wish I had a chance to do hw in class.

Got quite caught up in cadet stuff during recess and lunch (and a bit of eco but Lees was late to class anyway). FINALLY found Shaw today. After days and days. Lol. I was relieved.

You know what, Cadets has taught me alot.

DELEGATION.
hurrhurr. When Shaw finished signing things for me, and I had everyone's roll call class, the bell went, and I had to distribute those stupid notes T_T; I had to look into each individual pigeon hole looking for the right roll call folder to slip the notes in !!! 10 minutes into class already.

THANKFULLY, the duty officer boy walked into the staff common room at JUST THE RIGHT TIME! and I gave him everything (& explained) he had to do. :D:D Poor thing :)

IF YOU VENTURE INTO THE SCR, AND FIND A CLASS CAPTAIN BADGE, it is mine! D: I left my blazer in the SCR on Friday last week, and I came back to fetch it today... the pockets were filled with rubbish and I had stuff missing from my pockets. NOT COOL!

ANYYWAYY (lol all my paragraph headings are in capital letters). I FEEL VERY ORGANISED TODAY. :D However I wish I had more time to do things. D:

I AM RUNNING OUT OF TIME.

Exams have crept up on me D: Seriously, last time I checked, I still had 3 weeks to study.


SHOUT OUT TO:

- Toefur: I HOPE YOU GET WELL SOON. You're always sniffly or sick or something D: but you never take time off school (until today ... that is) Hope you had a chance to recuperate fully :) (from Sharon's nastly germy invaders)

- ALICE YANG: YOU NEVER COME HERE BUT I'D LIKE TO MAKE A SHOUT OUT TO YOU ANYWAY. Hurry up and get better. It's lonely in English w/o you :) And we're stunting your sister's growth by making her take your homework (lol you get tonnes this week if you didn't get my joke:) to you.

TO THE REST OF YOU: Happy Week 6. I'm starting to freak out because I have just realised how important these exams are D:



-- Digressing --
MY MUM ALWAYS FORGETS ABOUT ME *tantrum*
She tells me that she'll pick me up, so I shouldn't catch the bus home.. But afterschool when I'm waiting for her.. she's at home, or at the shops and totally forgets about me. D: Got picked up at 4pm today.. When I was supposed to arrive home at 3.15. WASTED 45 mins D: *crycry* I'll just catch the bus next time. I'm so sick of waiting for her all the time. it's like what she says doesn't mean anything at all..

i was never good at using colours...

... said mum.

she says she prefers my black & white doodles on paper. but she likes my sister's colourful but copied pictures? =___=; my artword is ORIGINAL. not some cartoon strip copied off the net.

ANYWAY. not much happened today.

i think i saw my ex-bestie on the bus today. :O


I HATE YOU SUBWAY ADS. Even if you are on for just 5 seconds, you still piss me off because:
#1. that song is good.
#2. you replay the ad SO MANY TIMES DURING ONE ADBREAK. I counted THREE.
#3. it really pains me to watch weird random people shuffling across the screen
#4. the people can't dance
#5. i hate subway anyway

Bridget Parker, you are a hormonal bitch. You piss me off so much, and I can't believe a person like you got so much screen time.

Yes. Bridget Parker is from Neighbours. She is the teen pregger who decides to put the baby up for adoption because she isnt ready and wont let her parents look after it because she thinks her mum isnt doing it for the right motive etc. STFU BRIDGET AND LISTEN TO WHAT YOU'RE SAYING. WATCHING YOU TALK ABOUT THE BABY EVERY NIGHT IS STARTING TO PISS ME OFF. PLEASE JUST STAB YOURSELF AND DIE.



Boo for breakouts. I HATE YOU PIMPLES. YOU WERE MY FRIEND WHEN YOU DIDNT EXIST ON MY FACE, EVEN THOUGH WE MET OFTEN (on Kelly's face :D) I hope you die, very very soon.

SBHS prefect arvo tea tomorrow. shall be another intersting experience. my last chance to grab some good ideas for our afternoon tea :D


I LOVE YOU LLGCYY. I LOVE YOU LEGACY. WE ARE ANOTHER STEP CLOSER TO THE FINALS> :) MAY YOU CONQUER ALL

FIX YUUR MACROS

I was checking my email and saw this :O

"Hi [FIRST NAME]"

;D ;D

ANYWAY. I have had a busy Saturday and Sunday morning and now I shall dedicate myself to completing hw.

I had a to-do list for the weekend, and I'm sad to say I've only crossed out 1 out of the 5 things I have to do D:

D: D: D: D:

STUPID SOLITAIRE. I SPENT SO MUCH TIME PLAYING IT ! (went to bed at 3am) D: It's so fun.

RAGERARARA @ parents yet again. I didn't even talk about schoolies/overseas at all today or yesterday.. and something like this happened this morning:

B: Hey dad, dyu think that after ... (One-Jun leaves, I could go to Westfield blah blah)
**Stuff in the brackets is the stuff I intended to say, but of course my dad cut me off and assumed I was talking about something else.
D: NO! STOP THINKING ABOUT POST HSC AND FOCUS ON YOUR STUDIES.
B: NO! I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT THAT! AND I AM FOCUSSING ON MY STUDIES.
D: (goes on as if he didn't hear what I said last) EVEN IF I LET YOU GO, WHERE WOULD YOU STAY? YOUR GRANDMOTHER'S? WOULD SHE WANT YOU THERE... AND YOU'RE NOT SAVING ANY MONEY FROM YOUR CURRENT JOB, HOW ARE YOU GOING TO GET THERE?
This is where I feel enraged. All the money I earn I GIVE IT TO YOU, DAD. I DON'T GET TO SAVE ANYMORE. Far out.
B: ... (obviously I'm speechless..)
D: SEE? NO MONEY? WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO? PAY FOR YOU? WHAT IF I LOSE MY JOB? WHAT IF WE LOSE THE HOUSE? (and he goes on an on).

Seriously. I feel violated. I haven't been persistently badgering them about schoolies. What the heck. Honestly, he needs a brain. If he lost the job, then obviously I would have enough sense to not go anywhere and find a good job here...

Seriously, I have given up the idea of going anywhere after HSC. Nggh. All I wanted to was ask if he could drive me to Westfield to pick up a couple of stacks of loose leaf.. !!!!

So that was my eventful morning. I'm considering keeping all the cash I earn from now. I have a feeling I won't get pocket money during the period I am unemployed. After that one sided arguement with my dad, I've decided that he pointed out something that makes sense. I should start saving money.

Crankypot part 2

Today was fine, until jazz ensemble that is.

I hate not being able to read music as well.. I hate the fact that my parents see learning music as "useless" and "time/money wasting".

It's not fair. I wish my parents were the type to push me into learning piano, making me practice an hour a day, or however much they practice. Its a skill that stays, and I'm sorry to say I don't have it.

The song we're learning in jazz at the moment- it's a nightmare. I can't read/sing the notes and everyone drowns my part out. I feel frustrated and stressed, and then I can feel my throat closing up.. making it ever so hard to get a sound out. What I don't get the most is why I get the most retarded, unpredicatable, outnumbered parts that are SO HARD TO SING. I have a music disability... I can't hear the song once or twice and remember all those twisty difficult notes.

BAAAAAAAH. I don't even want to stress over this stupid thing, but I am. And that is my quandary.


I can't believe my dad doesn't see having post HSC plans is an incentive for me at the moment. He says I can't go interstate/go away/stay someplace overnight, and I definately cannot go to Hong Kong OR ABSOLUTELY ANYWHERE>

I. HATE. THESE. RESTRICTIONS.

[blah blah blah cliché teenaged girl wants independence] Far out.


OTHER RANT.

WHAT'S UP WITH PEOPLE WHO WANT TO LOOK INVOLVED, BUT DO NOT GET INVOLVED?! Asking for a bit of their time to do something for the greater good results in a friggin' dark stare and a "Do I have to?"

If you bloody had to, why would I be asking you. Far out. GAH. Prefects. A whole bunch of mismatched people. I hate it when people only do things if they get something out of it. You do things because YOU CAN and because YOU CAN HELP ANOTHER IN NEED, even if it is something trivial, it makes ALL the difference to some things.

I don't hate people who are stingy with money. I hate those who are stingy to PEOPLE. =_=;
I hate those who:
- accuse other people of hypocrisy; what the heck man. All humans have flaws and hypocrisy is yours too. I don't believe anyone has not said anything hypocritical before. It's a freaking lie.
- think their time is precious, and like to waste other people's. The world does not revolve around you. Some people like helping out, but it doesn't mean you fully use them to do all the things you could easily do.
- think they're failures. I mean honestly, eat a teaspoon of cement or something and harden up.
- think they're rich and like to flaunt it. I'd like to say YOU ARE NOT RICH. You are people who are DRY and BARREN on the inside, and you think of nothing but showing off your bucks and how much you can rub it in other's faces.
- say they'll do thinks, but they don't. What a let down.

BAAAAAH. CRANKY POTS HAS RETURNED. I IMMENSELY DISLIKE THIS WORLD BECAUSE OF ALL THE INCONSIDERATE BEINGS IN IT. D: D:

Thank Goodness we only have around 5 million years left on this planet.

Ultimate Cranks

I HATE FEELING CRANKY BECAUSE IT MAKES ME BASH MY KEYBOARD --> SORE FINGERS. BUT I AM CRANKY NONETHELESS.

My fingers hurt.

- jarred 2 fingers from trying to set a ball that Cheryl served =_=; yesterday

- KEYBOARD BASHING

- starting to play guitar for prolonged periods of time --> This is retarded... I still have nylon strings on my classical... *grump*



BAAAAAH IM SO CRANKY



But I shouldn't be BECAUSE...



This morning my two lovely Amazon-ordered Japanese dictionaries arrived. IN LESS THAN 2 WEEKS. When I was expecting it to arrive in April (they told me it would be arriving in April).



Both from Kodansha- Kanji and Furigana Dictionary.

Today was sort of retarded. I wish I had more me time. D: I wish I didnt have jazz tomorrow.. I would have been able to unwind at GJ during free/jazz time *sigh* but my sister's friend asked me if I could help her with math tomorrows. >.>;


Stupid internet. Keeps disconnecting me. I've tried to post this blog 3-4 times already. DSKF:SLDKF

New lockers? because they want to chuck out all the yellow labelled ones in the SCR. WTH MAN. WHY do all the year 11s get the top row :@ The relocation of my locker is BOTTOM row now.. where people stack their bags. Which is fricking retarded. !!!!! I want to punch something.

Everything bothers me today.

extended rant

why do i always wait.
geez . pathetic.

so sick of it.

ACT NOW!

First day of school 2009

Well, it's my final year of school. After three terms of sitting in classrooms, eating and gossiping I'll be out of school.



D:



Sounds daunting.



Rant of the day. What the hell is with my sister and her fear of the phone. No, actually, she's fine on the phone when talking to her friends... but when it comes to calling up Vodafone to register her phone, she's scared shatless, it's pretty pathetic + annoying to watch. I mean, honestly, she's in YEAR 9 and expects me to do everything for her.



I've done everything myself since ages and ages ago.



This is like her fear of ordering food at counters (E.g. MacDonalds). A few years back, she had this HUGE retarded fear of ordering food and she'd get everyone else to do it. Man, I was ordering food in PRIMARY (haa. what a healthy diet ehh ;) and you still see her knees knocking at the counters. D: D: D:





I am becoming increasingly frustrated at her unwillingness to do anything for herself or anyone and that she expects me to do everything for her. I REFUSE TO CALL VODAFONE FOR HER. I don't even want her to go Voda. Cos Voda's gay. Really. Now I have to pay to call anyone from my family. They've all been converted to Voda. D:



Far out.



I refuse to conform.



kJSLKDJF:SLKJF:SLKDJF



Pushing that rant aside, we all got our timetables today. On every Wednesday I have 2 frees. O_O Such a bludge + good day yeah? Except I still play sport. So I bum at school for a couple of hours. ==; There were heaps of timetable problems this morning. Apparently there was a bogus physics class on alot of people's timetables... lol :) Dayae had triple phys. hehe. lucky her ehh ;) Anyway, my timetable listed me as having taken Chemistry and dropped 2 units of english. HOW PREPOSTEROUS. I dropped chemistry MONTHS AND MONTHS ago.



Now that I have everything arranged, I know I have Ext1 morning class, and Jap Ext afternoon class.. and no chemistry. Yay.





It was very strange to see the former year 10s in their white senior shirts. D: WE SHALL DEFINATELY NOT SHARE THE SENIOR COMMON ROOM WITH THEM, AS LAST YEARS DID NOT SHARE WITH US. It is the unspoken rule that every senior + snooping junior must obey ;)



Homework: bio sheets D:



Home = distraction. A term before my trials or something, I'm going to the library to study everyday.



I swear, today when I got home, I ate + watched tv... because the remote was next to wear I was sitting. D:



And just then, I walked past my room, deciding that it was time I should go to bed soon, I walked in and decided to change. :O THEN MY LAPTOP WAS ON. SO I SAT HERE AND LOGGED ON TO MSN.



D: WHEN I REALISED THIS (I was in a sad sad hypnotic trance) I quickly appeared offline... but I started blogging.





:(



This is where it should end ;)



See you all!



P.S. After school, I caught the 3.15 (I could have gone home at 12.30, but prefects had a rehearsal for valentines assembly) bus home.. it was LATE. But anyway, I got on, and I SAW KRIS, SWAMI, JUSTIN, RUILONG and forgive me, I forgot the other person sitting at the back of the bus. Hehe. And I got an invitation to parra or something for dinner. Which I refused. I shouldn't have. I thought my sister was home alone,, BUT SHE WAS PARTAYING FAR FAR AWAY. So i should have gone out for dinner D:



Oh well.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY to MAWSON and JEN! Hope you guys spend this year doing fun things (HA! HSC :) very fun)

staff development day

TODAY I WENT TO SCHOOL. on sdd

And I was tired and sweaty from all that dancing.. until I freshened up at home

NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO TOMORROW.

Onto a completely different subject. What is with random people adding others on facebook and getting mad when the others reject them? DB Cyber safety man. I don't have to add you if I don't want to. *glare* [rant] rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant rant I have a huge problem with people who call other people nasty names. [/rant]

Regarding yesterday's post, it was NOT a fantasy D: it was a nightmare to begin with.. ;D

I'm super dreading 4u English now. I keep changing my mind and I haven't really done anything productive in my journal *tears hair out*

Man, after searching for hours and hours for that ugly green tartan kilt, I finally found it lurking in one of my ghastly junk boxes. D: Apparently, its been there since the start of annual D: D: D: So I chucked it in the wash, and hopefully it will be dry by tomorrow.

TOMORROW

MORNING: MINGLING

SCHOOL

SPORTTIME: Prefects PARTNER DANCE REHEARSAL. Another session where Bosco and I strut our stuff. *

* D: Today we looked/felt really unco when we were doing some of the steps. I swear, my joint areas are so much more flexible now.. :( Tomorrow I will have sore arms.

Damn you Annie Proulx. I hate your book. It's so damn boring. Even Mary Shelly's better than you D: AND I CANT BELIEVE YOU WON SOME KINDA PRIZE FOR THIS. PULITZER PRIZE. HONESTLY!

Spark notes time.

SEE YOU ALL. D: at school

post 101

you have GOT TO BE KIDDING.

I WAS TYPING A HUGE BLOCK OF TEXT + PHOTOS. ALL FREAKING DIED ON ME.

I HATE YOU BLOGGER.

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU D: YOU'RE AWFUL.

Digressing. This is my baby. THIS IS MY LOVE. MY RED DELL.

ANYWAY, I shall cut everything short today, because stupid blogger erased my LONG LONG paragraphs (yes James.. LONG PARAGRAPHS :P )

1. Woke early. Drove (mum not me) to Station. Caught train. Met Carol Kelly and Michael.

2. Disembarked at Central. Kelly + Carol = St James. Michael and I got lost looking for the train that goes to Martin Place. Stupid platform 24. XD

3. Bummed around at the state library. VERY INTERESTING PLACE. I will definately visit again. Prolly on the weekends... with my trusty new laptop :) HIGHLIGHT: went through an entire film magazine with Michael discussing the films of 08. He has prolly watched all the movies I haven't watched xD Read more non-fiction stuff... then we felt hungry

PAUSE: Stupid Michael is like ano or something. He didn't have breakfast, and for lunch he had a soft serve. Honestly.. I felt like D: for most of the time. Because I was eating a regular seared chicken burger meal :D with very fatty fries.

4. Lunch at Maccas as mentioned above. We took many detours and stops between teh previous step and step 4. We stopped at Dymocks and went through titles. LOL AND A BABY NAME BOOK. Until he said something like "Isn't it awkward that we're looking at baby names" Honestly, I wouldn't have noticed because I alway read those weird name dictionary books anyway, and frankly, it felt like I was going through the names with a girl or something. NOF :D

5. We went around QVB (or was that before lunch?) I don't remember much.. quite blurry. But we said something about Market City, so we walked there. And when we got there, we decided to go to Darling Harbour to check out fares for the Sydney Aquarium.

6. Back to town hall. MET JANETTE ON OUR PLATFORM HAA! :D Worked through a sudoku/weird puzzles in the MX. :)

OMG FORGOT TO TALK ABOUT APPLESTORE

While we were on George St, I brought up the idea of going to the Apple Store, which was strongly supported. IT WAS SO AWESOME. I went up the stairs. So pretty

glass stairs D: so beautiful.

i shall post more later. D: so late atm. 2.32