GADGETS

:) HELLO

I NEED TO STUDY D:

THIS IS MY GADGET BAR :)

ISNT MY VIRTUAL POT PLANT PRETTY?

I need a goldfish :(

Miscellaneous Dandy

WHAT I AM LOVING RIGHT NOW

• Cabramatta

I LOVE this place. It's full of FOOD. Meat, bread, pastry, fruit, PHO! My goodness. It's freaking awesome. When I was a kid, we went to Cabra every week for PHO (PHO BAY FTW :) and we'd buy fruit- because honestly, where else would you find durian and dragon fruit every week of the year :) and awesomely super ripe sugar bananas. Damn I love this place. Smells of overripe fruit (over ripe.. not rotten :D). I often say "I LOVE CABRA" and people are like.. woooahh. e.g.

B: :D I ATE PHO TODAY.

X: WHERE IS A GOOD PLACE TO EAT PHO

B: Why Cabra of course!

X: WHAT?! BUT THAT PLACE IS FULL OF GANGSTERS & DRUGS

PSH. GO SUCK A FART OR WHATEVER DOOG WOULD SAY.

Honestly, finding good pho > badass gangsters.

Besides, the gangsters only pop up at night. ALL the times I've been in Cabra I've seen 2 bad things happen. One was some random guy running through the streets and a couple of guys chasing him- pick pocket I think. And um the other one was just a bad driver who decided to decorate another car with plenty of scratches. BUT THAT'S IT.

My dad says he's seen drugs, but oh boo hoo. I've seen drug deals been done in the bathroom of sussex centre and also in Manly (question is: why bathrooms? no sec cameras?)

Nothing bad has ever happened to me in Cabra.

X: I'm too scared to go to Cabra. I might get mugged.

B: Sucks to be you :) (you paranoid little squirt)

• 85 Degrees

HELLO?! EVERYONE KNOWS I LOVE THIS PLACE. At the mo, I've tried the majority of the cakes, still exploring the breads and I haven't touched the coffees/teas. But that's only because I don't drink coffee (D: KEEPS ME UP SO LATE) or tea (except during yumcha). Man. Their cake range is just amazing. Their cheesecakes are amazing. My goodness. If you are a fan of TANGY, SHARP, natural strawberry flavours (and yoghurt) I suggest you try the STRAWBERRY CARDINA :) It's so fab. I love it.

The flavour it so vibrant and it made me go O_O! Hehe. It tastes of cheefulness and will make one feel content upon finishing (if not begging for moaaar). Strawberry tiramisu is also good, however it's more on the sweet side.

BREAD: MELON BREAD. The gay thing about 85 deg in the city is that THEY HAVE NO BREAD. Which is depressing. I think I like the bread more than the cake (but not the Strawberry Cardina). Basically Melon Bread is the ginormous version of a Pineapple bun (bor lor bao) you might find at some normal asian bakery. Chris Au knows how much I love this stuff. It's SO much fluffier & sweeter than normal pineapple buns (though the ones at St Honours are pretty good. Hehe Eddy. I love that place. They MASS make bread- bought another shop across the corridor because they didn't have enough room to put their machines!). I tried a few different t ypes of bread on Saturday afternoon. The black one. Bahaha. Of all the time I walked into the cafe, I never, NEVER EVER picked the black bread, because it looked so intimidating. BLACK! But I bought it yesterday and by golly gosh, it's so flavoursome. DOES NOT TASTE BURNT AT ALL. It's quite garlicky.

(Furry toe: I know what I'm picky about now. herbs.)

I DISLIKE EATING GARLIC. WHENEVER I EAT IT I FEEL LIKE IT STAYS IN MY SYSTEM FOR A VERY LONG TIME. Say for a week or so? I feel l ike I can smell it everywhere I go D: So I never eat it XD

However, this did not happen with the Calamari bread (the black bread). I am quite glad. It was really soft as well :D:D

I also tried the rose/cheese bread. Didn't eat this until today , and my gosh, it's quite awesome. Especially for those who love cream cheese. Basically its a sweet bun with a layer or very very light rose-flavoured bread (I say very light because I couldn't taste it but I could see the pinky colour in the bread, and I could smell it abit) and a wad of cream cheese in the middle.

The flavour is simply GORGEOUS. If I were a piece of toast, I'd marry this and have beautiful cream cheese babies. Awesome.

Also tried another bun but I forgot what it was called. It had some seeds on the top.. and that was it. Quite plain, but I liked it. Ate it during musical. I didn't stop eating during musical. Bahaha!

There was also this thick toasty thing. My sister loved this, but I thought we got jipped. Basically white loaf of bread that has been dosed with a honey-like substance and baked till brown + butter. But she liked it so I guess it's worth it :) It's just like thick toast. Very soft on the inside.

DIGRESSING FROM THIS SUBJECT OF WHAT I LOVE,

I finally found the cafe that sells the cake I got as a gift once. Remember back in the days I was employed as a student tutor, one student's parents showered me with gifts of fruit, korean junk food and cake? I fell inlove with the cake and posted it on this blog someplace. The box said "Pattison's Patisserie Fine Bakery" and I was puzzled because I had never heard of the place. Because I'm retarded and slow, it never occurred to me to search the place up on google ==; BUT I FINALLY FOUND THE PLACE - no google, no cheating. It's in Chatswood! ITS SUCH A FINE CAFE. Unfortunately I was in a rush to get back to the hole, Carlingford to watch the school musical, otherwise I would have sat down to eat a slice of whatever the cake of the day was + a hot chocolate or something. *-*

However I believe that cake triggered some sort of allergic reaction.

Completely worth it though. OH I FOUND THE PICS

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I have this unhealthy obsession with chocolate, cream and coke.

Whenever we have whipped cream (the one that comes in the aerosol can) I always spray heaps into my mug of Milo or something and sprinkle cocoa on top and eat it *yum* When I eat up all the cream, I repeat the same process until I remember I have to leave some for other people.

When someone opens a pack of chocolate I just eat and eat and eat. I'm sure many of you have this problem too, so I don't need to explain myself. I am aware of my problem with chocolate. And I am also aware that I once I start I can't stop. So i try not to start :)

Coke. UNHEALTHY. TOTALLY DISGUSTINGLY UNHEALTHY, but I love it anyway. I am in no way healthy at all. Infact, I despise healthy. The green & orangeness of various vegetables makes me sick. I gorge on browns, yellows and more browns. lol. D: WHY DOES IT SOUND LIKE DIARRHOEA?!

I love coke so much I can tell the difference between Coca-Cola and gay no frills coke. At har mm cha *arvo tea restaurants, I always order lemon coke (basically coke + 3-6 slices of lemons, lemons are as healthy as I get) and I HATE IT WHEN THOSE EVIL PEOPLE BEHIND THE COUNTER FEED ME NO FRILLS COKE INSTEAD OF COCA COLA. It tastes so cheap.

But I still order it, because I'm hooked. ==;

Speaking of hooked, when I was a kid (dayum I say this alot.) I used to be hooked on JELLY TOTS. In Parra Westfield, they used to have a Copenhaagen on the 5th floor (i think :/ I don't remember being able to read back then . bahaha) and it was located in the middle, where you can walk all around the shop. At the back, there'd be THREE dispensers. One would have nuts in it, the other chocolate sprinkes and the last one, jelly tots.

My mum RARELY ever bought me a cone, so I would never get the chance to play with the dispensers and eat the jelly tots. HOWEVER, there was this megahugeass metal plate thing that caught all the jellytots/nuts/chocolate sprinkles when they missed the cones. I would always, ALWAYS pick up all the little jelly tot pieces that may have missed the cone :) Yum.

Now that I can afford it, I can't find shops that sell jelly tots. :( Btw, jelly tots are like mini jubes, but better. Because of the surface area ratio thingo. more sugar :D

I also love the Allens strawberries and cream and no frills milk bottles :D

I love milk bottles. Bahaha. And No Frills makes them extra sweet :)

THINGS TO DO THIS YEAR

• Find Jelly Tots
• Go to Guylian Cafe
• Go to Lindt Cafe
• Go to Pattison's Patisserie
• Finish exploring the cake & bread range @ 85 Degrees
• (maybe not this year but) buy a DSLR to take high quality photos of people and my most beloved food.
• Find a job after HSC to support my expensive (but very satisfying hobby).

Geebus.

This post has been ALL ABOUT FOOD D: I FEEL LIKE SUCH A GREEDY LITTLE PIG.

But guess what...

IT FEELS WAY GOOD!

IN THE JUNGLE THE MIGHTY JUNGLE, THE LION SLEEPS TONIGGGGHT

I think I'll be able to rewatch the Lion King trilogy within the next couple of days- CEEELLEBRAATE GOOD TIMES COME ON!

Speaking of celebrating good times, happy birthday to the following people:

• Monday - LANCY. Hope you liked what we all got you. 8) All Carmen's idea methinks


• Sunday?- Beidi. Hope you had a good one


• TODAY- Peter . O_O assembly announcement?

Celebrations aside, I've come to realise that watching the news during dinner puts me off food a little. Because I'm a little older (and wiser, I'd like to think), I've noticed that there has been a dramatic influx of bad news in the recent months.

• Global financial crisis- job losses (remember that guy who killed his whole family because he lost his job?)


• Swine flu- people just panicked


• North Korea and it's ridiculous nuclear weapons (missile heads?)


• Swine flu in AUSTRALIA just popping out of no where

These are only the MAJOR MAJOR things. Of course, I only watch the real news- ABC and SBS. Other channels just feature false eye witnesses who use "chk chk boom" as their catchphrase. Honestly, that girl is mentally misguided.

Did you notice that when she started imitating them, she put on the accent as well 8) fully sic mate. Hilarious.

Anyway, during dinner my dad said something about North Korea being poor. Because I am an ignorant fool, I had no idea and so he gave me a mini-lesson about poor communist countries. According to him (btw, if this is completely false, you know who to blame), China and North Korea were like, good buddies because they're communist countries and yerr. "Brothers" was the term he used (would have killed our current lady principal) to describe the relationship. Apparently these "brothers" are supposed to help each other out alot, so China used to give money to NK, but apparently they don't anymore (confirmation?). This all sounds sort of very distant to me... I have no idea whatsoever. APPARENTLY, China used to have that relationship with Vietnam too before the French invaded. When China stopped sharing their funds, Vietnam was angry etc and turned against them?

I was shucks at history. And I have no recollection of learning about this at all. I wish I did. It sounds so interesting.

Anyway, continuing, I watching a report on ABC, and the reporter said something along the lines of America telling Japan to destroy the NK missile depot places.

WHAT. KIND. OF. LUDICROUS. IDEA. IS. THAT.

Do they have ANY idea how risky that is. You could seriously start some kind of war D: And I really don't want that to happen. (2009 is bad enough. GFC, HSC syllabus change in Jap and English, Swine flu. really. One would think that the HSC itself would be enough. but no. THANK YOU VERY MUCH WORLD or any other SPIRITUAL BEING WHO IS BIG AND ALMIGHTY).

I know NK is acting in a really retarded way atm, sending out another two missiles into the Jap sea. They must be really freaked out. I know I would be, if I was a few thousand km up north.. but personally, I don't think attacking them first is a good idea.

I'd usually never say anything like this because I'm sort of against the former, but

MAKE LOVE, NOT WAR

And make more tamiflu drugs. D: This sudden increase in numbers of people who have randomly contracted swine flu really mystify me. How on earth are they getting sick? A month or so ago, I was listening to the morning radio, and this woman was talking about some flu that existed an age ago (spanish flu? no i don't think so.. not sure). A bunch of sailors (prolly British) had the flu and they didn't die. Apparently this was the "first wave". The "second wave" of the flu killed SO MANY PEOPLE, it was quite depressing to hear about it. I really hope this "wave" of flu isn't lethal. And I sure hope people don't pass any random flu to me because I really don't need illness.

I'm quite surprised I'm not sick yet. For the level of sleep I get everynight, I would have thought I'd be unable to maintain my immune system. But I guess being a grot living in my pigsty of a room really does help. My parents constantly complain about my sister's twisted collar (she never fixes it up), and they always tell her to fix it, and to be "more like your sister"(w00! I finally did something right). Then my mum pointed out that hte person who LOOKS the most organised, neat and tidy is not necessarily the one who has the neatest room. My sister's bedroom is THRICE as neat as mine. But I guess she does have less furniture. For one, she has 1 less bookshelf, wardrobe, desk and bed. Oh and two huge plastic containers. My room is like the family dump :(

HIGHLIGHTS OF TODAY (eh hehehe)

1. Double bio with a no sub was basically wasted on us talking about Masterchef (lol! so many people watch it), and scrolling through photos in our phones.
2. taking an actual photo in bio, with us looking ridiculous.

doncha love it?

Afterschool, I thought my mother was going to pick me up. But I forgot she was at work today. ! So I just stood there for a while and (i) I remembered. :( I didn't bring wallet/travel ten to school ($20 in my bag though, but getting $19.10 change in coins did not seem appealing at all) so i walked to the library joining Christine and Momo.

Started to study, but went hunting for the financial review.

WHAT A CRAPPY LIBRARY. No newspaper stand, just a few random chinese papers stacked messily on one of the desks. :( So I resorted to reading Empire. One of my favourite magazines that I am too poor to buy. I loveeee it. Afterwards I read a magazine I used to loveee. Back when I was a retarded teenage girl. Gf. ;D Kristen Bell and RPattzz on the front. Stubble does not suit him (g.clooney on the other hand...). Momo left and Christine and I got into a conversation about formal.

oh man. there seems like so much to do before the actual day (and actually I'm sort of dreading it). I'm thinking of getting some kind of dress online (baahaha risky i know) and if it's the wrong size I can take it to the tailors? or DIY. It would be more affordable. We have some pretty disgusting dresses in australia. The sort of decent ones cost heaps- something I simply cannot afford. I went through this super vain phase once.. didn't suit my budget. I'll stick to being an average girl who tries not to care. (btw I spend way too much on food D: )

Okay. I CHANGED TOPICS SO RAPIDLY. D: WHAT IS WRONG WTIH ME D: (and NEIGHBOURS. wtffffff. I HATE SUNNY. And WTH is wrong with ELLE D: and PAUL FOR DOING A RUNNER? AND BRIDGET FOR BEING A RETARD D: .. and DONNA AND RINGO.. I am considering not watching this show. It messes wiht my mind so much and the plot is getting gayer and gayer. D: )

Hope you all have a great week. Perhaps I need to rest some more. My mind is screaming like crazy.

Ps. I have a vid of Topher guitaring, and Michael Yoon singing (hilarious) anyone interested?

dundunDUNN

Check out the time for this post.

*DIES*

I LOVE STELLA

PHOTOSPAM:

One day when Stella reads this, it will make her day. lol.

DEAR STELLA.

TY for taking the time when you were in GERMANY to write postcards to me. I found them SUPERCUTE, and I love it.

holy crap. you can see me grinning like a stupid idiot behind the piece of paper. O_O

hehe. all the postcards are addressed to miss belle :) ♥

OMG GUESS WHAT I FOUND TODAY. It was hiding in the top shelf of my wardrobe under all my cadet stuff. :D:D:D

guess who's going to have the best time punching holes in ex-bio notes

BIOLOGY IN THE DINING ROOM (outside the window is Mawson's house). I used to water that tree everyday at night. lol. so yeah. it's awesomely big now.

FRIGGIN RETARDED HAIR. !

OMGGG. this is why i lose so much hair through brushing. Seriously.

ahh. my funderful study wall.

omg such a gay post today.

TWO OUT OF NINE

Advanced English
Economics
Biology
Mathematics
Japanese Ext R&R
Japanese Continuers S
Extension 1 English
Japanese Continuer LRW
Japanese Extension S

BELLE VS BIOLOGY TOMORROW

ANYWAY, this picture caught my eye today :O It's so hmm. artistic? I love how one side of the image (right side) is very matte and smooth, her face.. the colours are so nicely blended and they're very earthly colours. (plus she has a cool jaw bone.. lol very very defined) AND THEN, you get the shiny/glittery stuff.. and then you get the FRIZZY CURLS. I wish my frizz looked like that. If it did I'd be happy. But it's not like that, so I'm not. XD

Actually, I do have a problem with this picture. Her cheek is contoured weirdly.

So when I came home today, I found some catalogues scattered across the lawn. Dear Junk mail distributors, JUST BECAUSE ITS JUNK MAIL doesn't mean you can chuck it all over the lawn ==;.

Woolworths has ORANGE roses wrapped in BROWN paper :) Its very warm and harmonious. Very pleasing to the eye

This sent me into a crazy fit. I love ramekins (don't know why). A RED ONE?!@

mmm. lava fondue cake . mmm

THIS IS ME AND MY DATE. I'm going to be spending ALL NIGHT studying with my date ;)

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EXAM TALK

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TODAY while we were studying for eco in a group after the 2ueng exam :) Becky came up with some pretty good acronyms to help us remember some of our points.

CAUSES FOR THE CURRENT ACCOUNT DEFICIT

FSICTPGED(fully sick tpg ed)

F: Foreign liability

S: Savings

IC: International competitiveness

T: Terms of Trade

P: Protectionism

G: Economic Growth

E: Exchange Rates

D: Drought

:D there were more.

NLST-no lucy stupid tool :D

FSICVCML- Fully sick vomit clean mess later :D

But I cbb going through more. My right arm is really sore.

I've been writing all my notes up (friday night, saturday, sunday.. stayed up until 1am writing in bed with a torch (lol) and EXAMS D: ) But at least it's going to be muscley by the end of this week :D

GOODLUCK 3U MATH PEOPLE . STUDY HARD> :)

Since Lee-Anne never reads this anywayy

CONFESSION:
I am a bad friend. Only a week or so ago, Winnie and I were talking about what to get Lee-Anne for her birthday this year. We have an idea (I shan't divulge here incase she does see it ==). But neither of us have physically gone about and bought anything/done anything about our idea D: So we haven't got it yet. It's on TUESDAY in exam week D:. We're terrible.

So yeah. That's been bugging me the whole day.

Digressing... At the moment, I'm eating these bigass grapes. It's bigger than my eye (which is most definately not a slit), almost longer and definately wider than my thumb- which makes it huge as. In HK, we bought friggin minature grapes that were half a centimetre in diameter probably. So cute. (I think they're called champagne grapes.. the smallest seedless grapes there are, commonly used to make champagne).

I should continue with my 4u after this (and after Neighbours). I'm quite excited because I did more research into gothic elements/ modern gothic/ gothic in film and seriously, it sparked an explosion of inspiration.

Anypoos. Boring school today. When I got to school, I went to the front gates to meet my student (SELECTIVE SCHOOLS TEST TODAY) and poor thing, he was quite nervous. So I told him to calm down and was like.. why are you wearing stockings? Lol. ==; Quite a warm day for that. D: BUT I had to protect my legs from my impulsive itching. D: Sounds so gross but its true :(

KAZUKI
Okay. This dude, I have not seen in YONKS :) Last year he tagged along with me and I got to know him pretty well (back then my jap was a-okay compared to now XD I'm losing motivation to study it) so it's great to see him again :D Today during recess, Lee-Anne, Winnie, Sim and I decided that he looks like the cross between Mel and Eddison :D He has her jaw and everything else looks like Eddison. Hilarious.

I shall take more pictures this week/next week before he leaves on THURSDAY (during exam week D: ) Can't be bothered to upload the pics I took today. I am in a very comfortable position on the sofa and do not feel inclined to walk 3m to my bag and fetch my camera.

WHY DOES MY SISTER GET SO MANY PHONE CALLS?!
I have 2 phones in my room (3 if you incl mob): one is for net calls, voIP, and the other one is the normal landline. :O The landline phone went off an hour or so ago, I picked up and it was for my sister, so I went outside looking for her. She was sitting on our verandah talking on her mobile, yakking away.. and I hand her the extension. She's like :O :) and puts both phones to her ears. WTH. Multitasking much?

And omygosh. Neighbours starts soon.

Today's blog ends here. Tomorrow's will probably be more colourful + photo-ey.

BELLE

NEEDS TO STOP PROCRASTINATING

AND EATING

AND BREATHING

lol jokes.

When I was a kid, I was sadistic and I would try to hold my breath to see if I could like pass out or something x)

Thankgoodness I never did. haha.

When the doctor told me I had asthma, because my parents wouldn't take me to the pool everyday, I would shove my head in a sink of water maintain a high lung capacity.

What a freak of a kid I was D:

no fair man. I've done under half way through and I'm running out of word limit words NOOOO
Damn you English. Damn you.

O_O

CAME HOME AND SLEPT AGAIN TODAY!
=____=;

Anyway, today confirmed the possibility that I was becoming ill. I felt nausea, dizzy, and felt like I needed to projectile vomit alot. My lips felt cracked, and my lower back felt annoyingly numb and I think my brain was going to pop. Devesh is so annoying in English. NGGH!

Other than that, everything was okayish.

NOTE TO SELF:
- Momo has tropfest dvd
- BLAZER TOMORROW
- JAZZ CLOTHES TOMORROW
- Hand in essay tomorrow =-=;
- DO SOME MATH TONIGHT
- Wake early D:
- Claim my Optus prize

Okay. Just did that. Stupid ghey stuff. I won 50 free texts to optus prepaid- WHICH NO ONE HAS ANYMORE EXCEPT CHERYL and she's not a phone persom T_T; Stupid 3. Everyone converted to threeeeeee D: and I'm still stuck on optus.


zzz. I'm so sleepy. I'm so tired. D: I feel sickish.

But I feel determined to stay awake and COMPLETE MY ESSAY. Stupid friggin Blade Runner. Such a difficult film to watch. It's so hard to understand/see the deep stuff when you've only watched the movie twice. I think I'll learn more if I watch more :/

DODGEBALL FINALS: Azafat's team won :O I have a picture of him wearing his soulja boy gear ;D Hilarious. AND KRIS D: KRIS. RUINED. EVERYTHING. He dropped his burger on the courts, and I swear, there was like.. silence.. the crowd friggin watched in slowmo- the ball hits andrew gong's foot when he's still concentrating on that stupid burger O_O.

It was nuts.

Fact: my bones creak alot..

i hate falling asleep during the day

I have no idea what the hell is freaking wrong with me.

Today, I just collapsed on the sofa in the SCR and slept during my first free (taking up Bryan's grand entrace seat . lol.) I wanted to sleep in my second free, but we were watching Hitch and it was quite loud, so I decided to eat instead.

oh wait. I know why. Morning class totally whacks up my circadian rhythm. I went to bed after 1am because I was looking for my 2nd text for 3u english.

Anyway. Cumbos had no team to play vball so we had another training session. Learnt a funky cheer from Sonya..

* STOMP STOMP
CLAP
STOMP STOMP
"ACE" * whenever someone served an ace.

Went to library after school with Cheryl, sat with David and Tom who were doing Conics.

Did work.. Procrastinated a bit.. studied eco some more.. played pacman on phone and stopped when Davo told me to do my work XD.. AND THEN HE STARTED READING MAGAZINES and I got sucked into that too. xD

Left at 5pm. Arrived at home, sat infront of the tv with my sister AND I FELL ASLEEP. MISSING NEIGHBOURS. SHE LET ME FRIGGIN SLEEP THROUGH IT. D:

When I woke up it was like way past 8.

Cryyyy. I still have and English essay to finish.


No one can be bothered to wake me up for dinner. I haven't had dinner for 2 days in a row.

This is stupid.

[[HISTORY MADE TODAY: XINING (CRAZY FEET) SMASHED THE JENNYLEES TODAY IN DODGEBALL :O:O]]

2u english sucks. speech. film. another text. BLADE RUNNER D: belonging. man. all of this should go die. i like 3u + 4u so much more.

Yay for hydration

Why do I have to wake up with that little bit of hair sticking in that direction every morning? It's totally unfair. xD Damn natural waves...

It's pouring. By the bucket loads.

Most Shocking Fact For the Day ( MSFFTD): Rapidshare account expired ?! *breaks down* I was going to download Dumbo today. Damnit.

I've never liked torrential rain, or thunder, or lighting. I was in the city once when the sky basically opened up and dumped this sea of cloudy water on us. Water was running down the middle of roads, no one had dry feet- water reached ankle level.

So I just took a short video. Since I've moved here, I haven't seen the rain come down like that before. I've seen hail 3 times, but rain this strong only once :) I just watched the video, and you can hear Koop in the background singing "Come to Me". It's a nice jazzy song to listen to on a rainy day.

Rain stopped, but I can still hear thunder, and occasionally see lightning.

Suddenly lost the motivation to blog. =_=;

wth. i blogged twice yesterday?

hmm. i just went to check my posts and I noticed that I had two drafts ! Last night when I was typing up this post, my dad rudely turned off the modem and told me to go to bed. >=( So yeaah. Didn't get to publish this.. or finish my msn convos. =-=;

I feel like I'm fbing more this year than ever before. I'm doing alot of stuff not related to study... D:

Anyway. nothing more to report for today. D: school tomorrow.

Yesterday's blog below:

CLICK ME TO SEE DOUBLEHEADED FISH



Amazing. And also bloody retarded. Evolution or Deformity? D:



No. What am I thinking... can't be evolution. They die after 45 hrs.





ANYWAAYSS.



Woke this morning and couldnt open my eyes. Even an hour after I woke, I had difficulty opening my eyes. YES swollen eyelids. Guess who had a sad dream last night?



:( I dreamt I died.



Haa yeah. In my dream there was no heaven. I wasn't a ghost. NO MORE EXISTENCE. D: It was quite terrible.



My eyelids still don't feel normal. Hope I don't have a recurring dream tonight.