closure

what we want, we cannot get. however..

what i wanted, i already had. i just never embraced it.

i have a positive light.


i have done something i've planned for months, i haven't felt this good in so long. you know those huge crazy mazes in those puzzle books? i feel like i've been stuck in one for so long, but i've just reached the point where i can see the exit. before i stumbled from dead end to dead end, feelings of hope provoked when i think i see an exit, bitter disappointment to discover that it was misleading.

what i held in for the past 9 months, i've regurgitated. and haha it wasnt pretty but it felt pretty damn good.


and now i finally get to sleep peacefully well..