guilty

i became the "monster" in my story today.

i dont know why i still feel bitter. thought i left everything behind, but i guess it's really hard to avoid the topic.

anyway long story short. recounting a story to cheryl, about my anger, my relief, blah, and cheryl starts laughing cos she hasnt seen me so comical before (i guess) and then i start laughing..

wait, im digressing.

what i wanted to say was sorry. i wish things weren't like this. i wish i wasnt so angry and bitter all the time.

it was a mistake- they were all mistakes , and i wont ever make them again.

and i am sorry for my crypticness.

D; i'm just tired.