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Why do people have to be so politically correct nowadays.
It makes them sound so snobby.
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I'm so unbelievably tired today. Reverted back to my old ways and went to bed at 2am last night because my dad was watching ON THE FIRST BEAT (the series before EMERGENCY UNIT was made). And I just had to watch the series until Sammul Chan and Ron Ng reconcilliate (I think I spelt that wrong, it looks wrong) after a big big fight.

People have been saying OTFB is a really really really bad series to watch, it has no plot etc. WRONG. It does have a plot, just a weak one. However, I think it's okay to watch. Why? Because I haven't seen the FIRST series in the.. triseries? (sounds like rugby or something).

1. The Academy


2. On the First Beat


3. Emergency Unit

I haven't seen the Academy yet, but at the moment, we have all three series. So its just sitting here in my HDD waiting for me. Bleh. I can't believe I got sucked into watching last night XD

Okay. I'd like to officially inform you all that I no longer have a bedroom. Yes, the room I sleep in has a bed, but it also has 2 bookshelves, 2 wardrobes, 2 desks, 2 fatass rolly chairs and one huge sofa. For the past couple of nights, I've been forced to sit on the top bunk and do my hw there while my dad was d/ling something on the PC and my sister & mum were watching some weird drama on the laptop.

And our living room is quite dead at the moment. WHY DOES EVERYONE BARGE IN? It's so frustrating especially when I'm trying to study.

B: T_T; WHY ARE YOU ALL IN HERE?! I'M DOING HW
D: ... "jow goong forh dai sai ah HUH?" (literal translation: doing homework is a BIG DEAL HUH? In which he is implying that me doing hw is not a good enough reason to kick them out.
B: ITS MY BEDROOM
D: WHO PAID FOR THE HOUSE?!
B; .... far out. can't you come up with a better come back? you always use this one
D: well it's good so why would I change it?

=_______________________=;

Sometimes I really don't know whether I should laugh or cry.

You know what room is also empty for most of the day? The master bedroom. My dad only uses it for a fractional part of the day, my mum stays in the living room watching dramas 24/7 (when she's not at work or in my room.. or the backyard).

Anyway, I had the silly idea to ask my dad whether I could swap with him, since the size is EXACTLY the same. Reasons why we should swap rooms

• The master bedroom won't be wasted


• HIS computer stays on ALL DAY AND NIGHT and the noise interrupts with my sleep


• He's always watching movies in my bedroom when I'm trying to sleep. (and I can't because of all those lights flicking across my eyelids)


• The MODEM is in my room (he's always complaining about the lack of control)


• THREE PHONES IN HERE (Hi, I'm the resident secretary) and barely any of the calls are for me. NO ONE ELSE picks up the phone. SERIOUSLY FRUSTRATING.

I told him all that, and he was like HMMM no.

=___________________=;

He said it was like letting a dog sleep in the house.

How gay. His analogies suck.

ANYWAY, I did a little quiz today on the chartered accountants website and was utterly suprised to see this result. (Click to enlarge)

That made me happy.

I LIKE THE DISC SO MUCH I STILL HAVE IT (even though I don't need it). I WILL BE RETURNING IT ON MONDAY (btw if you haven't noticed, ngghman, i wrote the tynote in MSN FORMAT 8) how funky.

Dootdidoot. Bored yet? Yes? Too bad. I have more.

WHAT HAPPENED TODAY: Athletics Carnival.

Now usually, this is my FAVOURITE time of year. Athletics is my forte. I've spent at least 8-9 days at Athletics Zone Carnivals in my high school life and 2 @ Syd West Carn and got into State before some annoying person butted me out of the way. But bleh. So this year I decided I was unfit to do extremely strenuous events like 800m and I even gave up 400m which was once my BEST event. Middle distance. :/

- part 100m because I missed my race :(

- 200m

- jav

- longjump

- highjump

- shotput

- discus

I went for almost every single field event :D Too chicken to try hurdles. I sort of regret that now. I also regret forgetting to put sunscreen on. At themoment, I my face is as red as... my new red Betty Boop pencil case ( I HATE HER, I LOST MY PENCIL CASE GARGH). Yukky feeling.

Walked around the stadium a couple of times to try and hype up some Jones folk. DIDN'T END UP DOING A CLASS RELAY WHICH WHAT THE BIGGEST DISAPPOINTMENT FOR THE DAY. I love class relays. It's so competitive and fun.

No photos because I was WAY WAY WAY too busy doing other physical activities (woo for fitness regime. because of the carnival today, i don't have to suffer in the cold at night skipping for 30 mins). OH photos are on the portal :D

I have some new beautiful wallpapers now. SO PRETTY. Bleh bleh bleh. Mindblank.

I was on bebo just then (HAHA YEAH REVISITING THE PAST MUCH) and I found this PJ photo. Back in the days when I had round glasses. We haven't changed much ehh. I need to find an older picture.



Year 8? We were playing corners. Gosh, I still remeber that day.



Click to see full image.



This was when we went to watch Monster House I think.. I straightened my hair that day and everyone was like O_O HOLY CRAP BELLE. And thus was the day I learned hair could change someone's perception of you that badly. They said I looked smart. Haha. When I showed my cousin this photo she didn't believe that was me =_=; I loved that red polkadotty collared shirt.



Hmm.



Okay enough reminiscence.



Have a very nice long weekend all. I'll be doing eco/bio at home xD (or watching tvb dramas)

MICHAEL LIUSER

hehe. MYGOSH. everyone called you MKL in the old days.

HEY, long time friend. Okay, perhaps not so long time, but you know, back in the days when we used to tease you about Sarah Fredda? Fredder? haha! Happy seventeenth :D

There. Posted before 12 am 28th April XD.

^ ^

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CAN YOU SEE THE FACE? HAHA

Snail's pace

Righteo. So I got up late again today. GRAAAGHHH Meaning I have to jog in the evening. It's really cold around evening now. The sky is dark before six and the wind is so chilly. Winter sucks.

Anyway. Since I got up, I've been doing some research for my economics assessment task. We have 10 subheadings we have to use, but we're only allowed 250 words for each section. O_O; I've been reading stuff online and in textbooks and these sections go on for paaaages. But I guess I have to dig deep and find only the relevant stuff.

I find it hard to understand economics. Commerce was easy, but eco is so tedious. I guess it's a bit like maths. You're at Step A, but you can't skip immediately to Step H (even though IS EXTREMELY OBVIOUS). You have to describe in detail what steps you take from A to H. TT___TT;; It takes me ages to absorb one sentence in the textbook. I spent 20 minutes going through 2 pages.

Digressing abit. Our head teacher orders a new batch of books every year.. I think it's a waste of money because the stuff in the books are practically the same, only minor statistics have changed. I wish we could highlight bits of texts in the book... I study better with colour ;D

School tomorrow- I think I have morning class *dread*. I also have 4u tomorrow. Oh man. OH BEFORE I FORGET

ITS WEEK B TOMORROW. I swear I got a note from Connors saying we have and extra week this term so we're starting with WEEK B. Don't forget.

Tuesday: first day of school. ASSEMBLY- BLAZERS EVERYONE
Wednesday: ONLY TWO PERIODS :D woop
Thursday: ATHLETICS CARNIVAL
Friday: Staff Development Day

Friday is Wolverine + Teppanyaki day. I asked my dad if I was allowed to go do both, and our conversation went like this... (dw, this isn't a rant.. :D It's funny. Well I found it funny anyway)

B: HEY DAD!
D: "meh see aahh" What's up?
B: On Friday I won't be at school..
D: O_O WHy?
B: It's SDD
Kelly: WHAT?! We have to go to school on Friday
B: Yeah I know. That's because we start school a day before you :P (btw things are okay between my sister and I. After I transferred a couple of movies + How I met your mother onto her external hdd) Friends are going to watch Wolverine and go Teppanyaki on Friday. Can I go?
D: WOLVERINE? Hugh jackman?
B: yeah
D: I already have that on the computer (LOL)
B: LOL
D: Teppanyaki? Expensive ?
B: yeaaaahhh *shifty*
D: You do realise Friday is my day off
B: D: REALLY
D: can I come?


=_=; So I don't know if he's joking or not.. and I've been a bit scared to approach him about this again.

Dootdidoot. Some pictures I cbb posting up in my previous posts.

EASTERSHOW

LOL WINNIE

WALL-E :D

BY FAR THE BEST CAKE I've EVER SEEN. Made me crack up.

Photography skillz 8)

Chris on the train. So much stuff. (psst. can you see the light sabre 8)

LUCY'S PLACE

Auto cam was being retarded that day.. This photo is so blurry =_+

Someone else was retarded that day too. jk jk :) I ♥ pipecleaners

EASTERSHOW NOVELTY LENS. Take up one third of lucy's face too. Teehee

Auto Cam's fuzziness AGAIN. *sigh* Time to get a better camera *shifty* haha

I just realised it's been one and a half years since I have seen the people from my Chinese School... We keep saying there'll be a reunion etc, LIES. Haven't seen alot of them since we graduated (but I keep bashing into some at E-wood). Same goes for NRPS folks. We see the Baulko bunch alot, but people like.. Madison, Stella, Mandy & JELLY, haven't seen in YONKS. Bah Gayness.

WELL THAT IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY. I'm feeling ever so sleepy already.

SEE YOU TOMORROW *cry*.

[ps. i started watching Kuroshitsuji last night because my sister has the whole thing and I also finished watching Skip Beat - rushed ending much? it had a crappy ending.. Ciel and Sebastian are cool . wheehehe. I also really like Madam Red but she was killed off so early in the anime!]

GET FIT QUICK

THAT, my friends, is cellulite. Sometimes when you're walking down the street and you see some person wearing short shorts or a miniskirt, and she has like.. all this lumpy & bumpy... yeah. I'm terrified by the thought of cellulite, so today when I saw this pic, I immediately changed into a pair of shorts and joggers and went into the backyard for a 15 minute run.

=____________________________=;

After that I did 30 mins of skipping. And then I did 30 sit ups.

I felt so much better after all that exercise.

Digressing,

Doing biology today turned off my appetite. Reading about vectors, parasites, and bursting red blood cells all day made me feel abit sick. D: I picked Down Syndrome as my non-infectious disease to study because I find it mildly interesting. Pregant women who are over the age of 35 have a higher risk of carrying a baby with Down Syndrome. Those who are, can take an aniocentesis sampling (I think its taking the amniotic fluid out for analysis) in early pregancy to see whether they carry an infected baby. If they do, they have a choice of keeping or aborting the baby.

Seriously, why take that risk? HAVE BABIES BEFORE 35 DAMNIT. Aborting a kid because it has some life long disease makes sense, but it sounds so cruel. Such a controversial arguement. Personally, I would never take that chance. If I decide to have a kid in the future, I'll definately have one WITHIN 17 years time.

Ooh. This reminds me of the time my cousin and I were talking about life plans. When I was around 12, she was telling me all the things she wanted to achieve by whenever. Just the usual stuff. Example life plan as follows: :P
18- graduate from hs
22- graduate from uni
22-28 - find the other half (while having a successful corporate life)
28-30- GET MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS PLS BEFORE 35.
afterwards: RETURN TO THE WORKFORCE

Most asian mothers I know were forced to stop working to look after the family. Imho, because of this trend, many couples put off having kids (LIKE SOME OF MY COUSINS D: ) because the wife has a super awesome position in a company and LOVES her career and

bah. i lost my train of thought. I've been chewing badly at this ginormous piece of hubbabubba (4 pieces woohoo) and I blew this HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE bubble that stopped me typing for a while, and it blocked my vision. Big bubbles are fun. Metallic blue in colour. How quirky.



By the way. Its REALLY COLD TODAY. And it was really dark as well D: D: D: Winter came too early.

BLAZERS THIS TERM. Big woop.

See you all Tuesday.

NEW BLOGGER

HI AGAIN EVERYONE.

I have another blog to add to my reading list :)

Joseph's Wordpress

He's very tech savvy :D

Hmm. I don't have much to say.. except school is starting way too soon.

GOOD SONG I FOUND ON YOUTUBE:

I Just Want You- AJ Rafael

If you want it and can't find it 8) just ask. Bah. Disjointedness. Stupid school. It's making me panic. You know what else is making me panic? People who have this stupid countdown to the HSC..

x: HEY BELLE
B: :O HI HOW ARE YOU LONG TIME NO SEE
x: yeahh. How's Ruse, you nerds
B: ==; I don't think I'm like most of them...
x: well study hard ! only somethingsomething(replace with number) days until the HSC
B: *no reply*
x: haha it's sneaked up on us yeah?

DONT FREAKING TELL ME HOW MANY DAYS I HAVE LEFT. DONT TELL ME HOW MANY HOURS & MINUTES I HAVE LEFT. LET ME LIVE MY LIFE IN PEACE :(

Freaking athletics carnival. I haven't gone out for a run for months. I give up this year. I also want to give up on Xcountry zone. Are yr 12s excused from going? The prospect of running another 4 K is making me feel sick.

Today, I started freaking out about my future. By today, I mean just 30 mins ago. It must be all this music. Happy music depresses me.

Dootdidoot.

Tomorrow shall be dedicated to biology. BIOLOGY IT IS.

Music Fun

So. I was watching my daily dose of youtube vids today and I came across this Japanese guy XD XD He makes instruments out of food and it's quite amusing. But watching all this food is making me extremely hungry.

He has tonnes of other videos.

laaaarrrdidaaahh I've been watching The Big Bang Theory today. I love how Sheldon laughs ;D though I have to say if I saw someone in real life laugh like that I would be mildly disturbed.

Speaking of videos, Marley and Me is a nice movie, but it has a sad ending :(

Bleeeh. I have nothing to blog about. Didn't get to go to Glebe like I planned because I slept in =_____=;

@ Topher & Alanine; I'm not sure if I dreamed it, but I got a call and you guys were on the phone. Confirmation? Haha x] I don't remember if my phone rang today because I was in a deep deep sleep, and I can't find my phone at the moment. =______=;

SCHOOL ON TUESDAY *dies*

see you all then

Another Friday Gone.

HEYHO EVERYONE.

@ MR COMPRENDE: I'm sorry I've stolen the way you speak, but I have watched too much HIMYM to not use the word legen.. wait for it.. IF YOU'RE LACTOSE INTOLERANT WALK AWAY BECAUSE THE NEXT WORD IS .. DAIRY. Actually I'm not sure if that's what he said, but I don't really care. NPH is just the mostsuperfantastificent gay man in the world.

Anypoos. Since I got home from Lucy's I smooshed in 3 movies. (hmm that just sounded weird) What I meant to say was that I've managed to watch 3 super light hearted movies since I got home. CONFESSION: I thrive on clichéd movies. Seriously, I love nothing more than a happy ending, an expected complication and a shallow little love story entwined within it.

GRAAAWRGGG. I have a net curfew now O-O; Brill.

Anyway. Just have to say. that stormbreaker kid, Alex Pettyfer did an okay job of being the charming English boy in Wild Child.

yes. I watched Wild Child. What on earth is wrong with me? I watched Bratz and used it for BELONGING, and now Wild Child ;D

1. Bride Wars - me likey
2. It's a boy girl thing - sort of like freaky friday.. and another australian movie I watched years ago.. It's okay. I love Samaire Armstrong. The guy lead was a bit yukky though.
3. Wild Child - 2 words, Alex Pettyfer ;)

Just googled him and apparently he has 7 tats. Yeaah. I take that winking smiley back.

ANYWAY Anzac. Okay. I won't be at the service at the bowling club or the dawn service. (Yeah sorry Alanine and Topher) Hope you guys have a fun free brekkie and lunch :P

But yeah. Lest we forget. They deserve to be remembered.

On that point, I'd like to bid you all adieu and have a good day.

Auf Wiedershen

HELLO INTERNET

My internet is back, and I feel ecstatic.

:) I read the "UPDATE" pleas teehee and discovered many more mysterious strangers in my chatbox :O :O

SHOUTOUT TO BLEB: HIGHDYHO TO YOU TOO. :) Haven't seen you all holidays! Hope you're fine 'n all. Too much study? :P

Returning to normal broadcasting, I've been hiding in my room for the past 2 days, living on potato gems (loveLOVElove) and watching all of How I Met Your Mother, which is legendary ;) and Scrubs. There are so many seasons of Scrubs =______=; I've been watching for years and I haven't completed it yet.

According to my dad, he used to watch Scrubs too but he stopped because it just went on for too long. 9 seasons yeah? Crazy. You know what else is crazy? My eyes. Well, my eyelids to be precise. They're swollen... ish and look red, and I haven't cried, or rubbed my eyes.. or anything out of the normal. This baffles me to the extreme, I can't stop thinking about it. I don't want to go see a doc because my "at home" clothes are so much more comfortable than a shirt and jeans xD and I'm scared of hearing the word "infection" which is a word my doctor throws around alot. Speaking of doctors throwing around things... my doctor likes to trick me alot.

Like a time I was getting my Gardisil Cervical Cancer Vaccine shot, he told me he injected some weird male steriod into me by accident, and he didn't realise until it was all in. There was a very awkward silence for about 5 seconds before I uttered.. "what?" and he burst out into hearty laughter. I hate his hearty laughter. During that 5 seconds of silence, I could seriously feel my heartbeat quicken.

Back to my eyelid. I've been looking through the medicine cabinet, looking for some kind of ointment or lotion that I could use to relieve the slight pain (I hate pain) and everything says "Take care to avoid eyes and eyelids". Kind of annoying I have to say.

Bleh. Health aside, 2nd week of hols have been quite eventful.
Monday: Vanessa's (ohyeah, already half blogged about it)
Tuesday: Eastershow.

EASTERSHOW. Photos come later. Cbb looking for camera. OKAY, so a couple of us headed off to this wonderful land of animals, faeces, superfantabulistical rides, psychosideshows, flying pigs, expensive goodie bags and lots and lots of foodshows. Actually, my memory is quite bad and I can't recall much from that day except I cannot stress enough..
















BAD ASS ZIPPER IS THE BEST RIDE EVER. TOTALLY WORTH THE SEVEN COUPONS.













Winnie and I loved it. Though I think our arms, legs, her face hurt quite a bit afterwards :P You see, the ride sort of flung us about ALOT. CLICK HERE TO SEE WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE.

Rides like these make me wish I understood physics because I do not understand HOW on EARTH this ride jerked me about left and right. NO COMPRENDE. I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW IT WORKS. IT"S JUST ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT.

Which brings me to another absolutely brilliant thing that happened at the show.

While I was sipping many different flavours of Nudie to my heart's content, the Pourer (I shall call him that), an asian man who spoke Funderful English (which is Extremely English English, otherwise known as TRIPLE E or EEE.. lol) asked us
ARE YOU ABCs?

Now, when I was a kid, that used to mean something racist and strange... " ********** Butt Cleaners" Ahaha. BUT WE ALL KNOW it means Aus/American Born Chinese. I answered for all and said yes, even thought it wasn't remotely the correct answer for all of us (but it was for me) hurr.

He smiled and said
Well, I'm a BBC

Winnie (whoops, I typed in Willie) replied with :O
BRITISH BORN CHINESE

He nods.

And I become an idiot, placing the spotlight on myself when I turn to him while flashing a toothy smile,
That's absolutely SMASHING
in my funnyfunny yet accurate British accent.

That's the end of my nudie story.

Anyway, Sam, Winnie, Chris Au, his sister, Crystal and I stayed for the fireworks and Cat left early :( to go home for dinner, which, in hindsight I think was a sort of good idea. She missed the heavyish rain that caused Winnie's and my jeans to turn dark and soggy and she didn't have to spend a fortune on dinner XD. Though I have to say, that $6.00 cheeseburger was quite nice. I never eat onions.. but I ate them anyway because I was hungry and I cbb taking them out.

Dootdidoot. Chris Au and Winnie demonstrated their maturity by purchasing light sabres (secretly, I wanted one as well, but my dad would have KILLED me for buying something like that.. so I didn't) that flashed funky colours.

I didn't take that many photos, because it was annoying taking the camera out of my backpack and then putting it back in again. I wish my glasses were a funky gadget that acted like a camera. So that I could tap the top right hand corner of my frames, and the view could be captured in some micro SD card lodged in the thick frame arms.

Man. I wish I was an inventor. These would make the coolest glasses evurrr.

ANYPOOS. I promised Annie (who never visits here, though she keeps insisting that I read hers, despite her lack of blog posting) that I would take her out for a drink/maybe clubbing (if I'm into it) when she turns 18. CHERYL I KNOW YOU READ THIS. SO REMIND ME WHEN SHE'S 18 INCASE I FORGET :P

Geez Louise, I had this HUGE list of stuff to blog about, but I can't remember it. I hate mental lists. What I need? Some kind of mini PC I can carry around. No, scrap that. I hate those PDAs/ mini PCs people carry around. Exhibit A: Samsung Omnia my sister carries around. I hate that thing. That huge screen is just asking to be shattered. I'm not saying I'm going to break it, I'm saying the screen is so large, it's prone to breakage. Looking at it sitting face down on the table stresses me out. I'm afraid that if I turn it over, the screen will be cracked and that will be the end of the phone's life.

Most of you have no idea what I am on about, so I will tell you now.

In 2006, September 12th, one day before my dad departed for the United States, for the first time in my life, he'd given me a brand new phone. Now, this phone was MY LOVE seriously. I loved it so much, that I cried when someone cracked the screen in 2007.

Reasons why I loved my phone:
- First phone I owned with calendar
- First phone I owned with camera
- First colour phone I owned
- SO SLEEK AND SHINY
- I would switch cameras
- Limited edition

So when someone broke the screen, I was devastated. So what happened was, I spent months of working wages (made a deal with my parents, money to them would stop for a couple of months so I could save up for repairs) $240 to fix up the stupid friggin cracked LCD screen.

When it was fixed, it felt like my love was rekindled. I LOVE MY PHONE.

But on the day of our presentation night, someone put something heavy on my phone (a grand piano lid to be exact) and cracked my beautiful LCD...

*breaks down*

And then and there, I decided that I would not spend another $240 on my phone because we are unofficially in a recession and everything is so expensive now that I am BROKE AND UNEMPLOYED.

So that's the sad ending of my story. I am now stuck with my sister's old phone (she's owned 3 brand new phones in her lifetime) and Richard complains that it's not clear etc and he says I should get a new one. SORRY BUDDY. I'm broke. Why don't you get one for me ;)

I've just realised that my dad and I are on extremely friendly terms when we talk about something we both have in common (not our appearance) and something we both love. Emergency Unit ♥ Being the fangirl I am, I did lots of research and came up wiht TWO OTHER LINKED TVB DRAMAS. The Academy and On the First Beat are the two previous dramas to E.U. and my dad is currently downloading them. I'm so excited.

Which brings me to . I AM SO SCREWED FOR HSC. XDXD

it just doesn't feel real yet. And all this ignorance is going to be bad for me in the future, but at the moment I'm too ignorant to feel guilt or nervous. So yeah.. Bad sign. HEEELLPP SOMEONE FREAK ME OUT WITH SOME STATISTICS. I know I get freaked out by statistics. Like how many people die of skin cancer a year, despite slapping on the sun screen daily before heading out the door. Yeah. Those numbers freak me out.


I'm just babbling now. I love babbling. But I also love Scrubs and I realised I can't watch and blog at the same time. All this isolation away from friends and the rest of the world is making me go crazy. I've been madly chewing the HubbaBubba I got at the eastershow and I'm NEARLY finished.

And my jaw is slightly sore.

Oh well. For those who asked for an update, you got it ;) and I promise, PHOTOS UP SOON

ENJOY THE REST OF YOUR HOLIDAYS (I bet most of you will be doing CHEM/BIO/ECO research crapsignments)

I shall be partying away (again) tomorrow at Lucy's hunkydorypad guitarheroing/singstarring away.. cos that's how we rolll

So hiiiiighhh, so flyyyyyyyyy
Guten Tag all!

BAH BAH BLACK BEEF

Vanessa's little puppy is the cutest. I didn't want to take any photos because I was afraid I might blind the dog with my camera's double flash.

I don't know whether that's a myth or fact.. There are always these self righteous people that appear on random blogs saying "YOU ARE SO CRUEL TO YOUR DOG, YOU ARE BLINDING BLAH BLAH BLAH". On the other hand, people who take photos of their dogs with the flash on say "It's just as harmful to dogs as it is to humans". And I have no idea who to believe. So I just didn't take any, just incase.

SHE WAS CALLED WILLICUS. ;D Great work Vanessa (tall).

Yeah. Fun times. Was at the computer for most of the time, digging into the past, our infamous internet adventures of a particular friend ;) I shan't say here, it would ruin the surprise. Details later if anyone reminds me. Those who have been following me since year 8 (no one I guess :P) would have an idea of what I may be talking about.

ANYWAY.

EXCITING STUFF. BECAUSE I'M OFF TO THE EASTERSHOW TOMORROW.

This is something we do every year. No matter HOW expensive, HOW rainy and HOW busy we are, we always make time for this :D ACCORDING TO BORBOR, showbag costs will be reduced, so I now feel inclined to buy one (hehe. Jason's theory about women and buying discounted items is correct I'm afraid )

SPEAKING OF BORBOR, HE HAS A BLOG EVERYONE.
CAVERN OF CROUTONS

Please visit, or something.. and witness the cynical man perform his magic.

ANYWAY. MY MOTHER JUST BARGED IN ON ME BLABBERING ABOUT ALL THIS STUFF I HAVE NO CLUE ABOUT, so I totally lost my train of thought. FAR OUT.

My dad basically lives in my room during the day now. And my desk is cluttered with apple cores, lolly wrappers, cups, saucers, bowls and lots and lots of cutlery. SHE COMES IN AND SAYS "SKFJSLKDFJ:SLEIJSLEKFJ CUTLERY KJS:DLKFJS:DF SO MUCH STUFF SKFJ:SLK"

Well. I'm sorry. I'm sorry dad comes in here so often this place is a pigsty. I ALREADY CLEARED MY DESK THIS MORNING BEFORE I LEFT, AND IT WAS SPOTLESS. Far out. All the stuff is in a plastic bag anyway. Freaking naggy mothers. T_T;

Since I am in the mood for ranting, my sister stole my mouse. Yes, CC if you're still reading this freaking blog page. I'm going to bitch about my little sister again, because she is a pain. And if I do not release out all the crap on her here, WHO KNOW what I may do to her.

She took my mouse, and left some BALLED MOUSE THAT HAD NO BALL IN IT on my desk. What the truck? She's sitting on the floor with a laptop in her lap.. + mouse? WHAT THE HELL. I've been using that mouse for over 5 years. LKJSDF:LSKDFJ BAH. Yes, It's petty, so whatever, I'm just pissed off.

Why does everyone leave crap on my desk.

At the moment, I see 2 Kopiko wrappers, 2 empty juice cartons, some shredded paper, A TOOTHPICK ?! on my table even though I cleaned it before dinner. =_=;

Speaking o f dinner, I cooked dinner last night. My sister didn't have any. Afterwards she complains about being hungry. WELL NUHHH. So what does she do? She takes my breakfast for the next morning out of the freezer (mantou..) and eats all of it. The next morning I don't find my food. There's not time to fix up anything else, so I go without. What the hell man. She doesn't do anything at home at all. No dishes, no cooking. She just takes what she can and calls it hers. Like my mouse is now "her mouse".

I'm so fed up with her. I'm so fed up with her lies, her manipulation of my parents and her big loud voice.

I hate cleaning up. T_T: I have to clean up after everyone in the house. WHY DID I HAVE TO BECOME SUCH A NEAT FREAK DURING THE HOLIDAYS. kjf;lsdkfjslkd

<./rant>

The more I think about it, the more fired up I get. Icecream really does distract me alot and makes me temporarily forget about my hates etc. Yeah. But there's no ice cream in the fridge. Why? BECAUSE FREAKING KELLY ATE IT ALL. LIKE THE WHOLE FREAKING TUB. THAT WE ONLY BOUGHT ON FREAKING SATURDAY. NO ONE ELSE HAD A SINGLE SPOONFUL. Not only that- but she also finished A WHOLE TRAY OF MANTOU. AND THE WHOLE LITRE OF JUICE. And the whole punnet of strawberries =_=;

Talk about being inconsiderate.

The strawberries were supposed to be for the cake I made for Vanessa's.

I hate how Kelly doesn't ask, she thinks she's entitled to everything.

Freaking Brat.

Anyone Else But You

I went someplace and took my mixer. AND FORGOT TO TAKE IT HOME.

And I wanted to make cookies today.

Oh well. Timtams will do eh?

Anyone Else But You- The Mouldy Peaches
also sung by Michael Ceta and Ellen Page in Juno. It's the easiest song to play on guitar :D DEF a beginners song. And the lyrics are cute.

Anyone Else But You

You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on you're back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I will find my nitch in your car
With my mp3 DVD rumple-packed guitar
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu du

Up up down down left right left right B A start
Just because we use cheats doesn't mean we're not smart
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage
You want more fans, I want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Don Quixote was a steel driving man
My name is Adam I'm your biggest fan
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Squinched up your face and did a dance
You shook a little turd out of the bottom of your pants
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu
Du du du du du du dudu du
But you

I love it :D

Gluttony

I'm afraid facebook is right. TT__TT; I can practically hear krissybubbles shatting himself with laughter. OH and yes. I still owe you $5-10. So remind me. Because if you don't... you won't see your money 8)

What else I watched:

LOTS MORE HIMYM

The Bucket List

Which is quite a nice movie. I enjoy action packed movies like.. Bourne.

CELEBRITY OF THE DAY

SAMMUL CHAN

Ha. Sammul. Okay. When I first watched E.U. I thought this guy's character was douchey, (his character was stubborn and retarded), but in the end his persistence won me over. BUT I HATE HIS WIFE. He's cool though. That's all I have to say about him.

E.U Rocks my socks. :D :D :D I URGE ALL YOU CANTONESE SPEAKING FOLK TO STOP WATCHING THIS KDRAMA CRAPPY SOPPY STUFF and watch some triad VS LAW ENFORVERS hardcore, real man cop action.

Freaking awesome

Movie Spree

Two nice pictures from yesterday :D T'was much much fun, as per usual.

♥ These people. Hopefully we'll keep in touch after this year.

ALL THAT HAPPENED TODAY:

• Lots of NCIS



• Neighbours (Eps I missed during the week)



• Juno



• Wall-E



• Lots of HIMYM



• The Da Vinci Code

I think I've just about killed my eye sight. Last night, after I got home from Sam's place, my dad and I just sat watching movies and chinese series until about 3. We watched the Hurt Locker. Which is NO plot, only the constant issue and theme of war and death. T_T; Total gayness. There was no story, and it took us 3/4 of the film to finally figure this out.

So we watched some chinese series that is based in 1945 during chinese communism stuff. That was interesting. Talked about spies etc. I like that stuff. Espionageee (H). Rocks my socks.

Speaking of socks... Juno gives birth while wearing socks :) But I won't go into greater detail. It was a great movie, I reckon. Quite unique. I loved the music used.

Currently looking forward to:

1. The Penguins of Madagascar. A cartoon series of 14 eps I can currently d/l-ing. :D


2. Monday @ Vanessa's


3. Friday Party

Woohoo.

Can't believe holidays have gone by so quickly D:

New Love

Justin Taylor, I think I'm inlove with your songs.

Unfortunately, I've only watched these superawesome clips on youtube (thanks to Topher) and I have short mp3 clips. I would love to have his album "From Tienie Street" but I think you can only get it off the net, and my parents won't let me.

But oh well.

This is the first time I've ever seriously wanted music this much/badly.

If Regina Spektor ever came to Sydney, I would be the happiest girl in Australia. :) She's wonderrfuulll.

MUST LISTEN ON YT: JUSTIN TAYLOR

• The Train Song
• Cheesy Little Love Song
• Anywhere

*content sigh*

Okay. I'm psyched for tomorrow. Cheryl and I are popping around doing fun fun things with people and landing ourselves at Sam's for the rest of the daaayy :)

TAKE CAREE -short post. I have a date with Barney tonight :)

Video Clips + Camming

TY everyone for the nice comments. I had nothing much to do this evening, but my dad was sitting beside me, so I couldn't record anything ... I just fiddled around with some random clips from earlier. :) None of it makes sense

Fun fun webcamming with Topher until 4 in the morning. Yeah. I don't really plan to sleep yet.

I was talking to my cousin before on msn. It was 2.50am (Thursday) here and 9.50am (Wednesday) there. D: and she has a free period and was on MSN at SCHOOL. Hehe.

I feel flattered. BD People are quite generous with compliments nowadays. Why I say this? Different people said that I could be the next:

• communitychannel
• mememolly
• kevjumba
• nigahiga

:) NO. this will not be a regular thing because I'm very bad at talking to a black hole in the lid of my laptop. It feels weird talking to a lens.

Mum and I should be going to Chatswood tomorrow. 85 DEGREES, HERE I COOOOMEEE ♥

30 seconds of fun with Belle

After I finished watching SMILING PASTA, I had nothing to do.

For the first time, I took a video of myself talking.

And then I realised I blurted out so much silly stuff..

so I cut out the normal vlog topics and just kept the stupid stuff :D I love movie maker.

CC2

No. My sister doesn't read my blog. I was joking.

Replies to CC

Hi, just a reply to some of the messages you left in my chatbox. Ty for leaving those because it made me realise how bitchy I sound in my posts. However, "pitiable" is not a word I would use in this case. And "pathetic"? haha. no.

You don't know my sister. Do you even know me? Those who do, know I love her. And because I do, I judge her harshly.

I disagree with "that you didn’t really seem all that TRULY concerned for your sister’s welfare". If you don't know me, fair enough, I don't say it in my posts. But if you're a friend, shame on you. Because everyone knows that's not true. Everyone knows family is always my number 1 priority. Oh and if you're worried about the welfare of my sister, I'd like to say she's totally fine, walking, skipping past my bedroom. There is still a faint green bruise on the outer side of her foot, but it doesn't seem to be bothering her. Crocodile tears.

Nail polish is out of her character. She isn't like this. She's doing this to suck up to her "friends" and such, and when all doesn't go well at school, she comes home crying and who does she come running to? It's not mum or dad.

OH OH. Respect and empathy.
Thanks for bringing this up. Why don't you ask her about that :) I'm built on respect and empathy thanks very much. Except sometimes, because I'm human, my ability to empathise with someone who is provoking me is extremely difficult and perhaps I should learn from you? A person who is equally as rash and judgemental. Yeaaah practice what you preach, or whatever. Try living with her for a week.

And by the way CC, its called rage and sibling rivalry. At first, your comments touched a nerve and I felt slightly offended by what you said. But then I thought, I probably don't know you (I really hope I don't know you), and I found it amusing. Reading everything on the surface, I'm not shallow. But obviously you are. There is definately more to the story than I shared of course.

Bah whatever. Believe what you want. Just don't be so quick to judge. And i'll try not to be quick to anger. CC, you're like my dad. When he came home, he just assumed I had inflicted pain on her intentionally. Well it was an accident. And accidents happen. What shouldn't happen is your dad coming home to accuse you of doing something you didnt do. Because your dad should be someone who is unbiased and will listen to both sides of the story before coming to any conclusion.

@ Topher, a spade and gun would be nice :)

@ materix01 if you're reading this. Apologies for my abruptness and pissed off state. I blame my dad.



yes. i do.

SEQUEL

In the last episode of "MY FRIGGIN SISTER", Belle was preparing herself for a night of lectures and deathly glares from the father figure after a disastrous day in with the FRIGGIN SISTER.

Yes.

He came home.

Rushed into my sister's room and talked to her in his "baby talk" voice which is reserved for her only.

[intermission: on the phone, conversations between my dad and my sister sound like this
D: heeeeellloo hunny
K: Hey dad. Belle's being a bitch. blahdlkajsld
D: Hay meehh? (canto for. REALLY?)
K: Busy now. ttyl
D: oh. okayy then :) SEE YOU AT HOME BYEBYE
-beep beep beep-

On the other hand, with me its like..
D: helloooo hunny
B: dad. you got the wrong person.
D: huh? you're the older one?
B: ... yes. wth you called me!
D; ah (dah chor deen wah) called the wrong number then
-beep beep beep-
no byes?

also like this
B: hello?
D: get in the car
B: what?
D: i'm outside
B: oh okay then , by the wa--
- beep beep beep-

that's how we roll *sigh*]

Anyway. He comes out, and I'm watching some highlights from the Cavalier game on ONE HD.

and he says

don't you dare hit her

WHAT ON EARTH?

What did I do to deserve such injustice =_=; I have no freedom of speech at home.

As if I would waste muscle movement on that fat piece of living flesh. She's not worth it. BLAH I hate how my dad just assumes I'm the one at fault all the time. ALL THE TIME, I'd like to stress again. He never listens to what I say, or my version of events.

I think I feel cut by this, this is shown through my sudden liking towards that silly TW drama (it touches on the relationship between this guy and his father, and how his father likes the little brother etc. SIMILAR TO MY STORY YES?) Except my life won't have a nice ending like that stupid cheesy drama.

Luckily, my mum's on my side today. I told her my version of events, and her reaction was.. "this shirt?" (pointing to the shirt, and GRINNING EVER SO EVILLY).

B: I swear one day, I'm going to chop her up into little pieces and eat her.. or feed her to dogs or something
M: :O SAVE ME A PIECE. (luw farn yut guw bey gnor)

And she kept on saying the above in a singsongy voice while she was hanging the second bunch of clothes on the line. Cheered me up because it was quite a hilarious sight. But she knew I was watching from the kitchen window (i was making dumplings.. :D)

Yeaah my mum is the best. :D

All in all, another teenage drama.

Crocodile tears

Hi all,

If you don't see me anytime these holidays even though I've promised I can come, you can assume that I am grounded/dead. As today, one of the most horrible things happened and I'd like MY VERSION of events to be revealed, because it NEVER IS and my DAD NEVER LISTENS TO ME.

STORY GOES...
On saturday or something, my mum bought a shirt with my sister. It's stripey- blue and black and Kelly assumes its hers (because apparently everything that touches her hand belongs to her). Yeah. This arvo when my sister shut herself in her bedroom, I was collecting clothes from outside and I asked my mum whose shirt it was. She didn't say anything and just took it, and before she left the house, I saw her wearing it. XD Mum told me to be quiet about it and not tell my sister. 8-)


A couple of hours later, my sister barges into my room and flings open my wardrobe doors. SHE PULLS EVERYTHING OUT ONTO THE FLOOR and tells me to switch off the modem. I SAY NO because I'm currently downloading something and its freaking eighty something percent done. So I ask her what's up.
K: I need to ask mum something
(she needed to use the home phone and for some strange reason, it says "line in use" whenever the internet modem is on)
HA. I knew she was going to ask about the blue stripey shirt missing from my nicely folded pile of clean clothes I gave her.

So being the badmouth teen she is, she swore at me and such. Bah. I couldn't really tolerate her anymore. So I took out the straw in my vitasoy drink (wai tah laiy) and impaled her with it.

joking :) hmm. I don't know how I can still retain a sense of humour with her bawling in the other room right now. :

Haha, so after she pulled out all the contents of my wardrobe, she proceeded to make a beeline for the modem switch D: which I dived infront of to protect. By now she's standing right infront of the door, so I slam the door in her face and tell her to

GET LOST SEI FEI MOOY (dead fat pig, her nickname from when she was a kid)

Anyway. Being the persistent little pest she is, she pushed open the door knocking me over the damned printer and attempted to kick me in the face. D: So I kicked the door shut, but her foot was in the way.

So her ankle got caught in the door.

Then I pushed it out of the way and slammed the door. I'm so sick of her.

The the guilt started to bite me when I heard her bawling right outside. She was clutching her ankle crying and screaming profanity. Apologies to everyone living on my street who heard "FUCKEEEEN BITTTTTCCHHHHH" echo, bouncing off your nice driveways and letter boxes...

Yeah. I don't want to apologise because honestly, I just slammed the door. I didn't see her foot and that's her problem because she was the one trying to blind me with her fat foot.

FREAKING INBUILT GUILT ALARM WENT OFF ANYWAY... So I ran to the kitchen for an icepack and went to the bathroom to prepare a towel, so I don't freaking let her foot die from frostbite.

When I pried her fingers out of the way, I saw a small green bruise and 2 scratches (no blood) on her ankle

WTFFFF.


I hate being her sister.

WTH she's so good to her friends always being used. She's so pathetic.

WHAT THE HELL. ?!

TAIWANESE DRAMA PRODUCERS ARE SUCH FREAAAAAKING COPY CATS.

FEI LUN HAI'S WU ZUN

PLUS JOLIN TSAI

EQUALS TAIWANESE VERSION OF ZETTAI KARESHI (ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND)?!?!?!?!

DOUUUUSHIITEEEEE?

TT__TT; I WILL NOT WATCH IT. [though I have to say, whoever was picking cast members did a good job. Wu Zun does slightly resemble a robot. Sort of :D

ANYPOOS. Watching

I am currently onto the last disc and my mandarin has improved muchly :D This is a stupid drama. Every now and then I have a "wth" reaction because, well, its so.. GAAARRGHH. THey try to be deep but it just looks stupid? =.=; the female lead Cindi Wang is supposed to be klutzy/cute etc, but she's just plain annoying. AS IF ANY GIRLS ARE LIKE THAT. D: D: D:

And her red hair is irritating. HAHA XP

I'm so picky T_T;

Oh, I was checking my blog hits just then. Someone stumbled onto my blog via google after they searched "what does it feel like to be in a coma"

What the..

Hoopla & Misc

DEAR ALL, hope you're all well and safe. blah blah blah.

So a while back during the fete, there was a guessing competition- match prefects/src with their baby photos. Contrary to what you think, the toddler in the following picture, is me.

On the day of the prefect arvo tea, Thash and I were standing outside the Staff Common room and we saw the board of photos, so I told him to guess which one was me. HE IMMEDIATELY RULED OUT THIS PHOTO because I said "I'm the cutest baby there" D:

HOW IS THAT BABY (LOOK ABOVE) NOT CUTE?! D: D: D: [I guess I do have a big head :/ It actually looks quite strange now. Yeahhh. okay. I can sort of see the strangeness in the photo now...]

Digressing,

Promised photos from the Hoopla Festival, celebrating 21 years of Darling Harbour. I went on Saturday: 11th April and TODAY: 13th April because my mum and I didn't get to finish watching all the events that we wanted to.

The ringside: Team Loco. Just a bunch of people who like the do flips etc.

I didn't find it that entertaining because.. seriously, I grew up watching gymnastics, kung fu movies, and chinese/russian circuses. This, in contrast was dodgy and sort of crappy.

Pole dancing. lol

Lifting her into the air

I looked like an asian tourist :D

This is the place I never got the chance to enter. BECAUSE THERE WERE TOO MANY FRIGGIN PEOPLE TRYING TO GET IN. On BOTH days, I didn't get to go in. Far out.

The Tiny Top: A small tent with a stage.

I stayed in this tent the longest because it had a couple of acts I watched more than twice. I love it. :D

The guy had no idea I was standing next to him. He couldn't see me XD and he wouldn't stop moving D: I don't know what's with my expression. WTH IS WRONG WITH MY FACE nowadays ==;

Violin and Accordian. Okay. They played beautiful songs that accompanied a clown's act. I loved it. Temporarily fell inlove with the violinist because he played so beautifully. HAHA. Today, my mum and I sneaked into an alternative entrance (hidden one) and he was standing right next to me, out of his costume talking with a very clear Australian accent into his mobile :O:O and i was SHOCKED. because he didn't talk during the show (no one talks in the show).

THE Rosetski Brothers. ♥ SUPER COOL (speaking of SUPERCOOL, I FINISHED MY FAVOURITE DRAMA LAST NIGHT. I stayed up till 6am watching it on the first day XD) I just youtubed rosetski brothers. and I believe the ones we saw are FAKES. T_T; ngggghhh

The clown. My mum was stalking him on Saturday (Kelly and I ran off to Harbourside) and she said his wife is very beautiful and he has 2 or 3 daughters. Haha. HE IS A VERY GOOD CLOWN. TOP QUALITY. So amusing to both kids and adults :D TOP CLASS ACT. I watched it 3 times.

cloudy saturday

SHE FITS IN THE BOX. But i bet i could too :/ its all about positioning yeah?

VERY WET MONDAY

Pandora Pink and Mr Spin. Yeah. THE MAN IS ON TOP. :O:O:O WHAT A STRONG WOMAN. (btw she's quite butch D: ) Their show dragged on for way way way too long.

ANYWAY. Hoopla aside. What else happened today/ yesterday?

My dad has been an intolerable prick for the past while. He is irritating. Like an itch on your face that you can't scratch because your hands are tied behind your back. j:LKDFJ:SLDKFJ I was folding paper stars (a current liking triggered by Lulu on the last day of term) and he barges in and says WHY ARE YOU WASTING TIME DOING THIS?

My mind : because i have time (censored. in my mind, I swear. haaa ==;)

B: BECAUSE I LIKE IT.

Hmm. When someone shouts at your, your auto reaction is to shout back your reply yeah? Far out. he has such a loud boomy voice. :LSKDFJ:SLKDJF:SLKDJF

T_T;

ANYWAY. i said I would post pictures of my 2 day star folding love affair.

The box took ages to fold.

Hmm. my dad's shouting enrages me. his double standards enrage me. his favouritism towards my sister pisses me off and I think I'm not in the right mood to blog.

Oh and I can't teppanyaki because my dad is feeling irritated and says he doesn't want to listen to anything I say. (and I haven't said alot of to him today. I don't think I want to for a while .. )